Out In The Cold
X-Eryus Lyrics

It's hard for me to express myself
I find it difficult to communicate my thoughts and feelings

And just be me sometimes
And to simply be myself at times

But I don't know no other way
But there is no other way for me to be

So I'm, so I'm
So I am who I am

I'm breeding passion with my pain (Breeding passion with my pain)
I am using my pain to fuel my passion

And these drugs they help me feel the same, cause' things don't feel the same oh
I use drugs to replicate the same feeling because things don't feel the same anymore

So tell me do you like what you see?
Do you appreciate what you see in me?

(Yeah)

I say what I say cause' you gone feel what I speak (Feel what I speak)
I speak my truth because you will feel the words that I say

You tell me lies, and I'm still gone let you be (Gone let you be)
You lie to me but I will still let you be

I gave you the truth but you just won't set me free yeah (Won't set me free)
I gave you the truth but you refuse to release me

You so in and out
You are inconsistent

You fill me with doubt (Doubt)
You fill me with uncertainty

Is you in or out? (Ya)
Are you committed to being with me or not?

Is you in or out? (Yeah)
Are you committed to being with me or not?

Is you in or out? Yeah
Are you committed to being with me or not?

Is you in or out? Yeah
Are you committed to being with me or not?

Back and forth like you scratch the board
We go back and forth endlessly like a scratched vinyl record

I can't tell if you for the boy
I can't tell if you are sincere or not

And I love your taste like a connoisseur
I appreciate you like an expert in your field

Beatin' on my conscience leave it kinda sore
Your actions weigh heavily on my conscience and leave me feeling unsettled

Let you take the profit, cause I'm countin' more (Countin' more)
I let you take the advantage because I am focused on my own gain

And I keep on beatin' like the count of four (Count of four)
I keep moving forward and persevering despite the challenges

And I take the shots cause' I cannot fall (Cannot fall)
I take the risks because failure is not an option for me

Always turn around when I'm in the door
You always change your mind when I am about to leave

Ain't the type to howl, ain't the type to roar (Raa)
I am not one to make a scene or draw attention to myself

Always foul when I'm finna score
You always interfere when I am on the verge of success

And you never see when I hit the shore
You don't acknowledge my achievements

But stay underneath like you with the floor
You remain hidden and unnoticed like the floorboards

And you love it when I touch your core
You enjoy it when I connect with your inner emotions

But I'm just tryna touch your soul
But I am trying to connect with your innermost being

I just wanna let you know
I just want to communicate to you

That I won't be here for long
I will not be around forever

I guess it's hidden in the trees
My future is uncertain

And it's cold summer after cold summer already feel the breeze
Each summer feels colder and an air of uncertainty looms

And all this barking that you do when you see I'm finna leave
And all the fuss you make when you realize I am leaving

Leave, please
Just let me go

Ohh please let me go (Let me go)
Please let me leave

Ohh (Let me go, let me go, let me go)
Please let me go

But when I'm lost
But when I am lost

Your place is what I know (Your place is what I know)
I find comfort in being in the familiar place with you

(Yeah)

(You so in and out, you so in and out, you so in and out)
You are so inconsistent

(You so in and out, you so in and out)
You are so inconsistent

(You so in and out)
You are so inconsistent

(Yeah)

(You so in and out)
You are so inconsistent