Because I Do
X Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I am a black and white ghost in a black and invisible dress oh what a mess I'm in what kind of fool am I I am the married kind the kind that said I do forever searching for someone new at night I get drunk and fly around in the day I dream and lay around I drink and smoke your brand and drink I am drunk over you I am the married kind the kind that said I do forever searching for someone new I am the ghost of all my dreams to me it's all pretend I pretend I'm alive or just not dead I will die for you I am the married kind the kind that said I do forever searching for someone new my nights are numbered they don't count for nothing I'm not a fool, I'm just a bride and I'm just no good inside I am the married kind the kind that said I do forever searching for someone new




Overall Meaning

The lyrics to X's song "Because I Do" are cryptic and ambiguous, suggesting a sense of loneliness and despair. The "black and white ghost in a black and invisible dress" describes the singer's apparent transparency and invisibility in their own life. The line "I am the married kind, the kind that said I do, forever searching for someone new" indicates dissatisfaction and restlessness in their romantic relationships. The singer admits to getting drunk and flying around at night, suggesting a lack of direction and control in their life. They compare themselves to a ghost, implying that they feel disconnected from their own existence, perhaps feeling like they are merely a shadow of their true self.


The repetition of the phrase "forever searching for someone new" suggests that the singer is in a perpetual cycle of discontent, unable to find comfort or fulfillment in any relationship. They mention that their nights are numbered, implying that they feel like time is running out for them to find true happiness. The line "I will die for you" adds to the sense of desperation, as if the singer is willing to go to extreme lengths to find love and acceptance. Overall, the lyrics convey a sense of melancholy and longing, highlighting the struggles of finding purpose and meaning in life.


Line by Line Meaning

I am a black and white ghost in a black and invisible dress
I am lost and confused, like a ghost in a world that is black and white - a world that I cannot see or understand completely.


Oh what a mess I'm in what kind of fool am I
I am in a complicated situation that I cannot fully comprehend, and I often question my own intelligence and judgment.


I am the married kind the kind that said I do forever searching for someone new
I am a married person, but I am constantly searching for new companionship and excitement in my life.


At night I get drunk and fly around
At night, I escape my problems by getting drunk and engaging in reckless behavior.


In the day I dream and lay around
During the day, I am consumed by my own thoughts and fantasies, and I often feel unmotivated and unproductive.


I drink and smoke your brand and drink
I am consumed by substance abuse, and I often rely on alcohol and cigarettes to cope with my problems.


I am drunk over you
I am obsessed with the idea of finding a new romantic partner, and this obsession has consumed me completely.


I am the ghost of all my dreams to me it's all pretend
I feel like a ghost, detached from reality and living in a world of my own imagining.


I pretend I'm alive or just not dead
I often feel like I am simply existing, rather than truly living.


I will die for you
I am so fixated on finding a new romantic partner that I am willing to do anything, even if it means putting my own life in danger.


My nights are numbered they don't count for nothing
I feel like my life is transient, and that each passing day brings me closer to an inevitable end.


I'm not a fool, I'm just a bride and I'm just no good inside
I am not foolish, but I feel like I am trapped in my own life, unable to break free from my own flaws and insecurities.




Lyrics © WORDS & MUSIC A DIV OF BIG DEAL MUSIC LLC, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: EXENE CERVENKA, JOHN DOE

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found
Comments from YouTube:

JeffreyArchitect

I can imagine the two of them doing this in their living room... This is cool. I was married, got two daughters, but not a wife anymore. Maybe if we shared something more in common like John and Exene do...??? I don't know.

Geoff Keeney

Beautiful.

Kristi Woods

Lovely ❤ X~❤~

BoldLikeLion

...

The Madrummer

Not everything is wine. Not all things get better with age. Very, very sadly I say this.

More Versions