I'M ALONE PART 1
XXXTENTACION Lyrics

I've had enough of this shit goodbye
I have reached my breaking point and no longer want to be a part of this difficult situation.

You might see drinking while I
You may assume that I am consuming alcohol, but instead I am simply drinking water.

Sip on some water too
I am casually taking small sips of water alongside my actions.

I sit back and smoke my smoke
I comfortably relax and enjoy the act of smoking.

Be thicker than a twitter ho
My thoughts and actions are more substantial and meaningful than those of superficial individuals on social media.

I told my old bitch let me go
I have expressed to my previous partner the need for us to separate and move on from each other.

I'm focused on another road
I am determined to pursue a different path in life and leave behind my past experiences.

Look into her window
If you gaze through her window, you will witness her expressions of sadness and despair.

You see her tears on the floor
Her tears have fallen and left visible traces on the ground, indicating her emotional pain.

I shake my head myself sometimes
There are moments when I feel disappointed in myself and find it difficult to comprehend my own actions.

Cause nigga 'I don't even know
Because honestly, I am unsure about my own thoughts, feelings, and identity.

All I do is think about killing anybody who
My mind is consumed with thoughts of violently confronting anyone who dares to challenge or confront me.

Try to run onto me
If someone attempts to approach or attack me, I will retaliate fiercely.

I swing and watch him hit con-concrete
I respond swiftly and observe as the person I strike painfully collides with the hard surface of the concrete ground.

They say 'why you mad? '
People question my anger and ask why I am so upset.

I say because these humans lie to me bitch
I reply that my anger stems from the constant deceit and falsehoods perpetuated by individuals around me.

Rape victim, slay victim, take victim
Referring to the victimization and mistreatment of individuals through acts of sexual assault, murder, and taking away their lives.

I woke up with the knife in my hand, aye aye
Upon awakening, I find myself holding a knife, indicating my premeditated intention to harm someone.

To murder the bitch was the plan, aye aye
My plan was to intentionally kill the individual referred to as a derogatory term.

I will never surface, feelings are abundant
I choose to remain hidden and suppressed, as my emotions overwhelm me.

Many men are of a dying breed
There are few individuals who possess the qualities and characteristics I consider valuable.

Plunge the knife into his throat and suck
I would violently thrust the sharp object into the person's throat and extract their life force.

The blood of human out it's case, dangerous
The act of releasing the human's blood from their body is a risky and hazardous endeavor.

Toss it in the sky with me
Join me in throwing the knife high up into the sky.

Oh, wait, you can't get high as me
Unfortunately, you cannot achieve the same level of intoxication or mental elevation as I can.

Bitch I think I'm cause I just
I possess a sense of superiority and self-importance because I have just performed the mentioned action.

Let my phone keep ringing loudly
I purposely allow my phone to ring loudly without answering, disregarding any potential messages or calls.

Fantasy is leaving him for me
In my imagination, the person I desire is choosing to abandon their current partner and be with me instead.

But I won't let it be
However, I refuse to allow this fantasy to become a reality.

I don't give no fucks bout how she feel
I have a complete lack of concern or empathy for her emotions and well-being.

I'm smoking lonely
I am consuming substances, likely drugs, to cope with my feelings of loneliness.

I don't let hoes come home with me
I do not allow promiscuous individuals to accompany me to my place of residence.

I'm leaving with my morning fleet
I am departing with a group of individuals who I associate with or consider my friends in the early hours of the day.

'Fore I leave the store
Before departing from the establishment or location, I take a moment to perform a specific action.

She run out and try to reach for me
She rushes out and desperately tries to grab hold of me.

I've told her this the way it be
I have explicitly communicated that this is the reality of our situation and how things should be understood.

I kept a lot of love
I possessed and held onto a significant amount of affection and care.

And when she heard that she just
Upon hearing that information or revelation, she simply

Killed herself in front of me motherfucker
Took her own life in my presence, expressing her extreme despair and hopelessness.

Motherfucker
A derogatory exclamation used to convey anger or frustration towards someone.

I observe the father, walk into an alley
I watch closely as a father figure enters a narrow passage or pathway.

Probably go in just to take a piss
Likely entering the alley for the sole purpose of relieving himself by urinating.

Slowly, surely, I will take position
Gradually and with certainty, I prepare myself to assume a specific role or stance.

Without hesitation, I will grab his wrists
Acting swiftly and decisively, I seize hold of the man's wrists without any hesitation.

(YEAAA) chop him, buck him, fuck him
With force and aggression, I strike him, overpower him, and disregard his well-being.

I will stab him, scrat him
I proceed to pierce him with a sharp object and harm him.

Drag his body all across the map
I forcefully and violently move his lifeless body across various locations without regard for respect or decency.

Shower in his fluids
I metaphorically immerse myself in the bodily fluids produced by his demise.

Kiss him, bite him, eat him
In a disturbing and gruesome manner, I engage in actions of affection, aggression, and cannibalism towards his lifeless form.

When I'm through
Once I have fully satisfied my dark desires and impulses.

I'm fitting in to take a nap
I am prepared to peacefully rest or sleep after indulging in these horrific activities.

Butterflies kidney Stones
Symbolizing the coexistence of beauty and pain, representing emotional turmoil and physical discomfort.

Slit wrists vagabond
Referring to self-harm, the act of cutting one's wrists, combined with a sense of wandering and homelessness.

Concubine I'm alone
Expressing a sense of solitude and longing for companionship by referring to oneself as a concubine, traditionally associated with being someone's mistress or secondary partner.

Very holy when I'm not alone
Feeling a profound sense of spiritual presence and purity when in the company of others.

Very holy when I'm not alone
Feeling a profound sense of spiritual presence and purity when in the company of others.

Very holy when I'm not alone
Feeling a profound sense of spiritual presence and purity when in the company of others.

Very holy when I'm not alone
Feeling a profound sense of spiritual presence and purity when in the company of others.

Very holy when I'm not alone
Feeling a profound sense of spiritual presence and purity when in the company of others.

Very holy when I'm not alone
Feeling a profound sense of spiritual presence and purity when in the company of others.