gekyume
XXXTENTACION Lyrics

Ahem let's see, let's see where it takes us
Let's explore and see where this journey leads us

Yeah, wish I had my other journal on me
I wish I had my other journal with me to express my thoughts

Yeah, listen
Pay attention and hear what I have to say

I was thinking like a week ago
I was reflecting on my thoughts about a week ago

Trying to find some sort of recollection
Attempting to remember and make sense of the past

I was two-stepping in my mind, I was
I was mentally struggling and indecisive

Stuttering inside my mind, I
Experiencing internal confusion and hesitation

I'm tryna find the right words
I'm trying to find the perfect words

The right hertz
The right frequency or vibration

The right field, the right vibe
Seeking the right atmosphere and energy

Tryna find the right high, the right ride
Searching for the perfect state of mind and experience

Tryna find the right bitch, the right time
Looking for the right partner at the right moment

But I think I did
But I believe I found it

'Cause you treat me like a king and I can't
Because you treat me with love and respect and I can't

Ever be ungrateful that's why I am faithful
I can never be unappreciative, which is why I am loyal

That's why I am loyal, that's why I am royal
That's why I remain devoted and true, that's why I act regally

To the very end
Until the end of time

The difference between y- and my mom-, uh
The distinction between me and my mother

Yeah the difference between me and my
Yes, the disparity between me and my

Father is I don't like
Unlike my father, I dislike

Being disloyal to any being on this planet
Betraying anyone on this earth

Fuck that Bible bullshit they teach
I reject the teachings of the Bible

Adam and Eve
The story of Adam and Eve

I don't believe in anything that
I don't have faith in anything that

Make me seem evil i make a woman vice versa
That portrays me as evil, I empower a woman instead

Ayy maybe I should pick a pen again
Maybe I should start writing again

Pick up pi-pick up p-p-pick a pen again, uh
Resume my poetic expression with a pen

And this instrument
And this musical tool or method

What up? How do I use it?
What's up? How do I utilize it?

Gekyume, uh, Gekyume, I can smell the fume
Gekyume, I sense the presence and aftermath of negativity

I was thinking like a week ago, I said
I was reflecting on my thoughts from about a week ago, and I said

How do I get here? How did I
How did I arrive at this point? How did I

Get here? Where do I go now?
Reach this stage? Where do I proceed from here?

Gekyume, I said
Gekyume, I expressed

"Can you clear the negative manifestation?"
"Can you help eliminate the negative impact and influence?"

If everything came off the dome
If everything was improvised

I'd be a piece of shit
I would be a worthless individual

Honestly, I gotta sit back and
Honestly, I need to pause and reflect

Think, maybe I be, uh
Contemplate, perhaps I am, uh

Maybe I be trippin', maybe I be bitchin', uh
Maybe I am overreacting, maybe I complain too much, uh

Yeah maybe I'm too sensitive but
Yes, maybe I am overly sensitive but

Maybe I'm just me, uh
Perhaps I am simply being myself, uh

Is that the wrong thing or the right thing?
Is that considered wrong or right?

Or the right one at the right time? (Okay)
Or am I the perfect match at the perfect moment? (Okay)