Shadows
Xander & The Peace Pirates Lyrics
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Under Saturn's light
Can't control you
I'm Never satisfied
Under dying lights
I don't know what's right
I just wanna die
So take the knife and carve my sigil in my fucking skin
But I feel you pulling in
Under Mabon's full moon
I can feel the change is soon
And I said I wanna die
And I'd give it all for you
And I'd give it all for you
And I'd give it all for you
And I'll give it all for you
And I'll give it all for you
So take the knife and carve my sigil in my fucking skin
Stay back
I don't want this
I can't see my face in all the cracks of all the mirrors that I've made
Stay back
I don't want this
Ego's like a drug and I'm so close to overdose
Stay back
I don't want this
I said stay back
You don't want this
Walls are caving in
And I swear this is the end
And I swear this is the end
And I swear this is the end
So take the knife and carve my sigil in my fucking skin
Can't see my face in all the cracks of all the mirrors that I've made
So take the knife and carve my sigil in my fucking skin
The lyrics to Xander & The Peace Pirates' song "Shadows" explore the struggle of being trapped in a cycle of self-destructive behavior. The singer is overwhelmed by their emotions and unable to control themself. They feel a desperate need for release, even if it means self-harm. The song is imbued with a sense of darkness and desperation, as the singer acknowledges their own pain and the fear of losing control.
The references to Saturn and Mabon's full moon provide a sense of foreboding, as though something momentous is about to occur. The singer feels the weight of that impending change and is unsure if they are ready for it. The repetition of the line "I'd give it all for you" perhaps indicates that there is someone the singer is deeply connected to, but who they fear they may be hurting with their actions.
The final lines of the song suggest a sense of surrender or resignation. The singer feels as though they can't escape the pain and are resigned to a fate that is beyond their control. The repeated call to "take the knife and carve my sigil in my fucking skin" is a raw and visceral representation of that pain and a desperate cry for release.
Line by Line Meaning
I Hold you
I am trying to hold on to something.
Under Saturn's light
In a state of darkness and despair.
Can't control you
I am unable to control my thoughts and emotions.
I'm Never satisfied
I am constantly seeking something, yet never feeling fulfilled.
Under dying lights
In a hopeless and desperate situation.
I don't know what's right
I am unsure of what the right thing to do is.
I just wanna die
The pain is too much to bear, and death seems like the only way out.
So take the knife and carve my sigil in my fucking skin
I am at a point where self-harm is a possibility.
I don't know what's within
I am struggling to understand my own thoughts and feelings.
But I feel you pulling in
Something, or someone, is influencing me greatly.
Under Mabon's full moon
During a time of change and transformation.
I can feel the change is soon
There is a sense of impending change.
And I said I wanna die
I am expressing my desperation and hopelessness.
And I'd give it all for you
I am willing to give everything I have to whoever or whatever is causing these emotions.
Stay back
I don't want this
I am not ready to face the reality of the situation and am pushing it away.
Can't see my face in all the cracks of all the mirrors that I've made
I am struggling with self-reflection and can't seem to understand myself fully.
Ego's like a drug and I'm so close to overdose
I am aware of the negative impact my ego is having on my life.
You don't want this
I am aware that others may not understand what I am going through.
Walls are caving in
And I swear this is the end
I am feeling trapped and hopeless.
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Alyxander Mota
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@gaylesargeant2018
This is now my personal favourite!!! So effortlessly beautiful! Well done and what a lovely, talented new addition to the band!! Welcome Michael Gay!!!!😆#flawless #sublime #timeless #loveyous 👍😆❤🎶🎵🎼🎧🎤🎸XXXXX
@craigo1962
when i am in anyway sad, lonely or dispairing, this song cures more than any pill or therapist.
@thepeacepirates
Peace, Love and lasting happiness to you brother. Thank you xx
@srbrearley
I think it is impossible for these Guys to produce anything but Amazing, soulful music! and it was tight as a gnats chuff ! Awesome !!!
@paulcerri7350
Brilliant... and to good to be true.... please never change this winnig team
@paulcerri7350
Brilliant... to good to be true.... please never change this winnig team
@vibhutiforsyth3919
Your voice and spirit resonate with the nectar of truth and a fragrance of inspiration rare and enchanting. Look forward to becoming more familiar with your music... may your journey be fulfilling!
@andrewharris4658
Absolutely Brilliant love these guys . Can't wait for the new album.
@nathany391
Never get tired of this song!
@jonward2810
You guys are awesome! I was lucky enough to see you perform at NAMM 2014 and was blown away. Now, you just keep getting better and better!!!!!