Sleepless Nights
Xavier Dei Lyrics


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I used to rest perfectly at night, thinking that we are alright
Dreaming that this would be forever
But if not, can we please start it over?
Tell me if you love me, tell me if you care
Tell me if you still do want this so I'd know
'Till the smoke of my cigarette is gone and my breath is all that I have left
Oh my lungs keeps inhaling all your bittersweet words and I don't know
If I should hold on or let you go
I'll never be sober from your love as I fill this glass with all our memories
Drinking spirits is all I wanna do
To forget the feelings that I have for you
Tell me if you love me, tell me if you care
Tell me if you still do want this so I'd know
'Till the smoke of my cigarette is gone and my breath is all that I have left
Oh my lungs keeps inhaling all your bittersweet words and I don't know
If I should hold on and let
'Till the smoke of my cigarette is gone and my breath is all that I have left
Oh my lungs keeps inhaling all your bittersweet words and I don't know
If I should hold on or let you go
Tell me if you love me, tell me if you care
Tell me if you still do want this so I'd know
'Till the smoke of my cigarette is gone and my breath is all that I have left
Oh my lungs keeps inhaling all your bittersweet words and I don't know
If I should hold on or let you go
Let you go
Let you go




Let you go
Let you go

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Sleepless Nights" by Xavier Dei delve into the complex emotions of love, uncertainty, and longing. The song captures the internal turmoil of the singer as they grapple with the uncertainty of their relationship. The opening lines express a sense of security and comfort that used to accompany the singer at night, believing in the longevity of their love. However, as doubts begin to creep in, the singer questions if they can start anew if their relationship is not as solid as they once thought.


The repeated plea for honesty - "Tell me if you love me, tell me if you care" - highlights the singer's need for clarity and reassurance from their partner. The imagery of smoking a cigarette and inhaling bittersweet words symbolizes the intoxicating yet harmful nature of their relationship. The singer is torn between holding on to their love and letting go, unsure of what the right decision is.


The act of drinking spirits to drown out the feelings for their partner reflects the coping mechanism of numbing the pain and memories by indulging in alcohol. The repetition of the phrase "I'll never be sober from your love" emphasizes how deeply intertwined the singer's emotions are with their partner, unable to shake off the lingering feelings. The use of alcohol as a form of escape underscores the internal struggle and longing for clarity.


The recurring refrain of "Tell me if you love me, tell me if you care" underscores the yearning for validation and emotional honesty. The repeated question of whether to hold on or let go encapsulates the inner conflict faced by the singer, torn between clinging to the familiar yet uncertain love or embracing the unknown future. The repetition of "Let you go" at the end echoes the resignation and acceptance of the possibility of moving on, despite the lingering emotions and uncertainty that continue to haunt the singer.




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Written by: Xavier Retorta

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Celfo Industries

Love this song man!! Very well written. By the way, we are on the Come Together playlist together

Xavier Dei

Thanks bro!!

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