Suicidal
YNW Melly Lyrics

Suicidal, your love is suicidal
The love that you give is so intense and destructive that it is like committing suicide.

And lately, I've been feeling suicidal
Your love has made me feel overwhelmed, helpless, and depressed to the point that I feel like ending my life.

Your love is suicidal
You have the power to bring me to my emotional breaking point and to hurt me deeply.

I thought that we were meant to be
I believed that our relationship was destined to last forever and that we were perfect for each other.

You took my heart and made it bleed
You caused me a lot of pain and heartbreak, and it feels like you have damaged me irreparably.

I gave you all my ecstasy
I gave you all my happiness and joy, and now it feels like I have nothing left.

I know you'll be the death of me (Keep it Z3N)
I am aware that being with you is dangerous and could lead to my downfall or even death.

Left lipstick on my Hennessy
You left your mark on everything that I hold dear and now I can't escape your presence.

Felt like you took my soul from me
You have stripped me of my identity, purpose, and hope for the future.

You gave me all your ecstasy
You gave me all your happiness and joy, only to take it away and leave me with nothing.

Your love is suicidal
Your love is so intense and destructive that it could lead to my emotional and physical demise.

I'm sippin' Hennessy (ooh)
I am numbing my pain and trying to forget about you by drinking alcohol.

I don't want to lose my conscience
I don't want to lose touch with reality and do something that I regret because of my emotional pain.

Drinkin' all this Hennessy
But I am still unable to escape my emotions and the pain that you have caused me.

Baby, you took control of me
You have manipulated and controlled me to the point where I can't even think for myself anymore.

And I got too many enemies
Because of the way that you have treated me, I have a lot of people who wish me harm and want to see me fail.

I knew you wanted to fuck him 'cause I could just tell
I suspected that you were cheating on me with someone else, and now it feels like my worst fears have come true.

Check my bag, now I'm, now I'm in my bag, yeah
I am now focused on accumulating wealth and success to prove myself after everything that you have put me through.

You did me bad, you did me bad
You have hurt me deeply and caused me a lot of pain and suffering.

But I said, "Fuck it" and I ran up my bag, yeah
But I have decided to use my pain as motivation to achieve my goals and become successful, even if you don't believe in me.

I'm in my bag, I'm in my bag now
I am now focused on accumulating wealth and success to prove myself after everything that you have put me through.

But you din't even put it all on the line
You did not show the same level of commitment and dedication to our relationship that I did.

For me, no, oh, I'm sorry
You did not prioritize me or treat me with the respect and love that I deserved, and it hurts me deeply.

This is the end of us, it's crazy 'cause my heart is dangerous
Our relationship is over and it feels like my emotions and feelings are out of control and could hurt me or others.

Like the devil got a hold on me
It feels like I am possessed by negative and destructive emotions that are beyond my control.

Everybody wishin' bad on me
Because of our failed relationship and the way that you treated me, it feels like everyone around me wants to see me fail and suffer.

You taught a lesson to me that I had to learn
Through this failed relationship, I have learned important lessons about love, trust, and respect that will help me in the future.

And I'm so sorry 'cause you let our bridges burn
Our relationship is over and there is no going back, and I regret the way that things ended between us.

I said, "I loved you" and I wish I never did
I regret ever telling you that I loved you because it feels like the love that I gave you was not reciprocated or appreciated.

I swear to God, I swear to God, you stupid bitch
I am angry and frustrated with you for the way that you treated me and caused me so much pain and suffering.