Upside Down
YouSane Lyrics

Ima low life I know they fucking hate
I know I'm not living up to society's standards and people look down on me.

They probably see me round the corner say that disgrace
People probably talk about me behind my back and call me a disgrace.

I know mom they'll never understand my ways
My mother will never fully understand my choices and lifestyle.

So I cocked a loaded pistol and shot at my brains
I was in a dark place mentally and thought about suicide.

I was suicidal before it was trending
My struggles with suicidal thoughts were not just for attention or to follow a trend.

I know girl still love me my message still pending
There's a girl I care about, but I haven't been able to communicate with her lately.

I think she blocked me
I suspect that the girl I care about has blocked my calls or texts.

Oh Well that won't stop me
Even if I've been blocked, I won't give up on trying to reach her.

I'll go to the house and spray the whole block clean
I'll do whatever it takes to get her attention, even if it's extreme or dangerous.

Upside down
My life feels chaotic and unstable.

Right side up
I want to turn my life around and find stability.

I wanna kick u out
I want to remove any negative influences in my life.

And fold ur bluff
I want to confront people who are lying to me.

I wanna scream and shout
I have a lot of pent-up frustration and anger.

Then toss my gun
I want to leave behind any violent or dangerous tendencies.

And baby I have no doubt
Despite my struggles, I feel confident that this girl is the one for me.

(She's cuckoo) she a cuckoo clock
This girl I care about may have some quirks or eccentricities.

She's a looney little tune tryna be who she not
This girl may be trying to be someone she's not or seeking attention in unhealthy ways.

I'm on the adderal promethazine maybe even ketamine
I sometimes rely on drugs to cope with my problems.

Depends what type of drug will really have the best of me
I choose drugs based on what will make me feel better or escape reality the most.

The white lady or Mary Jane ill settle with amphetamine
I am open to taking whatever drugs are available to me, even if they are dangerous or illegal.

They know my timing I had the baddest bitch sent to me
People know that I'm attracted to dangerous or unpredictable women.

Hair like the nile body's in denial
This woman has beautiful hair and an attractive body, but may not be honest with herself or others about her problems.

Her body so banging u can picture with ur eyes closed
This woman is physically attractive and seductive.

Make u wanna do the crush grab and moon walk
I'm so attracted to this woman that I feel like I'm on top of the world when I'm around her.

So im moon walking the bag
I'm trying to impress this woman by showing off my wealth or material possessions.

Tryna see the road block
I am aware that pursuing this woman could lead to problems or obstacles.

But it's a clear little path just a few little stops
Despite the potential issues, I feel like the path to pursuing her is clear and easy.

So I ran that bitch anyway going straight to the top
I am willing to do whatever it takes to win over this woman, even if it means taking risks or disregarding consequences.

Can you turn my life around
I'm looking for someone who can help me change my life for the better.

Or come to a stop
If I can't find a way to improve my life, I may give up completely.

Ride straight into the river
If things continue to go poorly, I may turn to self-harm or suicide.

The boys won't miss her
If something were to happen to me, the people in my life may not be affected or notice my absence.

It's Donuts in lots
I have a lot of money or am surrounded by material wealth.

And I'm not afraid
Despite my struggles, I am not afraid to be myself or take risks.

Of a little air drop
I can handle whatever else life throws my way.