Heal
Zachary Murdock Lyrics


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Heal me
Lost inside my maze
Looking for that shade so long
All I know is rage
Heal me
Wander off that page
Talking bout that pain so long
The story is our cage

I Hopped up like a seen a monster
Shotgun to the one who shot ya
No time go see the doctor bleeding out
I know you love it when I
Get down and I kiss the concrete
You want me to be admit defeat
One løve is a lonely heartbeat bleeding out
I know you love it when I die
Waiting for the rooster to wake me
Waiting for the mummy to breathe

She sings like a holy savior
I be her lonely patient
Bring me to life
I'm waiting bleeding out
You know I love it when you
Get down and you kiss the concrete
My heart is a distant city
Did you come to invade or to save me?

What's your greatest fear you have?
She asked me
What would Peter say on the other side
Of the gate of the hate
Of the time that you waste
And you put off time that you put off Everyday that you wait and you pray
And don't when you could of

It's time for heaven
It's time for everyone of us heal

Break down fading in fading out
Do I really wanna heal?
Do I really wanna heal do I really wanna
Break down...

Different frame for this
Quickly switch the faces on the mannequin
Replacing this ugliness
With plastic
And you tell me what crazy is
I wonder if it's magic
Shit I know it is
Broken rib cowboys in the cabinet
I'm on again kicking dust
Rolling with my brothers yeah the clique is clutch
Sticky as the fauna on my fingers crutch walk through the dust
I'm a hit you where it hurts with uh nothing but love
Unexpected beckon me to enter exit I been too defensive
Fences blocking løve from getting in
I been too complex the essence yes it's everything
Breathless left again with nothing
Breathless left again with nothing

It's time for heaven
It's time for everyone of us heal

Break down fading in fading out
Do I really wanna heal?




Do I really wanna heal do I really wanna
Break down...

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Zachary Murdock's "Heal" depicts a person who is lost in his own maze, trying to find his way back to the light. He is consumed by rage and pain, and feels trapped in his own story, unable to break free. The first stanza of the song seems to be a call for help, a plea for someone to heal him and take him out of his misery. The second stanza shows the dark side of the singer's personality, where he talks about how he loves it when he dies and waiting for the rooster to wake him up. He is trapped in a cycle of self-destruction and seeks someone to rescue him from this darkness. The bridge of the song features a conversation with a savior-like figure, who asks him about his fears and what's holding him back. The singer's response is ambiguous, as he wonders if he really wants to heal or not.


The song's chorus ("It's time for heaven, It's time for everyone of us heal, Break down fading in, fading out, Do I really wanna heal?") seems to be the central theme of the song, the struggle between wanting to heal and the fear of change. The singer is torn between the desire to break free from his pain and the comfort of familiarity, even if it's toxic. The song comes full circle in the final verse, where the singer talks about how he's been too defensive and guarded, blocking love from getting in. He realizes that he needs to let his guard down to heal, to let the love and light into his life.


Overall, "Heal" is a poignant and introspective song that deals with themes of pain, healing, and self-discovery. The song's minimalist production and raw vocals add to its emotional weight, making it an unforgettable piece of music.


Line by Line Meaning

Heal me
Asking for help and guidance


Lost inside my maze
Feeling confused and directionless


Looking for that shade so long
Searching for a place of peace and safety


All I know is rage
Feeling consumed by anger


Heal me
Asking for help and guidance


Wander off that page
Breaking free from a familiar story or pattern


Talking bout that pain so long
Expressing the enduring nature of emotional pain


The story is our cage
Realizing that one's own narrative can be limiting and detrimental


I hopped up like a seen a monster
Feeling empowered and invincible


Shotgun to the one who shot ya
Using violence to retaliate


No time go see the doctor bleeding out
Refusing to seek help despite being in grave danger


I know you love it when I
Addressing an unhealthy, potentially abusive relationship


Get down and I kiss the concrete
Behaving recklessly and self-destructively


You want me to be admit defeat
Desiring the singer to fail or be submissive


One løve is a lonely heartbeat bleeding out
Implying that love can be painful and isolating


Waiting for the rooster to wake me
Feeling powerless and stagnant


Waiting for the mummy to breathe
Using morbid imagery to convey a sense of waiting and stasis


She sings like a holy savior
Finding solace and comfort in someone else


I be her lonely patient
Expressing dependence on this person


Bring me to life
Asking to be brought out of a state of detachment and numbness


You know I love it when you
Returning to the unhealthy relationship dynamic


Get down and you kiss the concrete
Behaving recklessly and self-destructively


My heart is a distant city
Feeling disconnected from one's own emotions


Did you come to invade or to save me?
Questioning the intentions of the person who is offering comfort


What's your greatest fear you have?
Asking a personal and vulnerable question


She asked me
Describing the person who is asking the question


What would Peter say on the other side
Imagining the perspective of a deceased loved one


Of the gate of the hate
Referencing a barrier to positivity and healing


Of the time that you waste
Reflecting on past regrets and missed opportunities


And you put off time that you put off
Acknowledging procrastination and avoidance


Everyday that you wait and you pray
Trying to derive meaning and hope from a daily practice


And don't when you could of
Regretting missed opportunities


It's time for heaven
Expressing a need for peace and transcendence


It's time for everyone of us heal
Urging collective healing and growth


Break down fading in fading out
Describing a state of emotional instability


Do I really wanna heal?
Questioning the personal desire for growth


Do I really wanna heal do I really wanna
Repeating the same question to emphasize uncertainty


Different frame for this
Proposing a new perspective or approach


Quickly switch the faces on the mannequin
Metaphor of changing appearance or identity


Replacing this ugliness
Seeking to exchange negative traits or habits


With plastic
Using superficial solutions to mask deeper issues


And you tell me what crazy is
Asking for an external criterion of sanity or normalcy


I wonder if it's magic
Speculating on the basis of perceived reality


Shit I know it is
Asserting an unproven belief


Broken rib cowboys in the cabinet
Obscure imagery implying pain and damage


I'm on again kicking dust
Expressing resilience and energy


Rolling with my brothers yeah the clique is clutch
Bonds of friendship and loyalty


Sticky as the fauna on my fingers crutch walk through the dust
Sensory description of an experience of walking through nature


I'm a hit you where it hurts with uh nothing but love
Intent to communicate honestly and directly


Unexpected beckon me to enter exit I been too defensive
Navigating the uncertainty of life


Fences blocking løve from getting in
Barriers to emotional intimacy


I been too complex the essence yes it's everything
Reflecting on identity and personal growth


Breathless left again with nothing
Feeling drained and empty after trying to sort through personal issues


Breathless left again with nothing
Repeating the previous line for emphasis


It's time for heaven
Expressing a need for peace and transcendence


It's time for everyone of us heal
Urging collective healing and growth


Break down fading in fading out
Describing a state of emotional instability


Do I really wanna heal?
Questioning the personal desire for growth


Do I really wanna heal do I really wanna
Repeating the same question to emphasize uncertainty


Break down...
Describing a potential mental or emotional breakdown




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Written by: Zachary Murdock

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