In my head
Zeina Lyrics

Flash back last year in my room
Remembering a past moment in the past year alone in her room

When I prayed for this life to come true
Begging for the life she is now living

Now I ride up the hills in the ubs
Cruising in the city with her crew

With the crew mid June
With her group in the middle of June

Knowing we cannot lose
Having confidence that they won't fail

In the city where they shake it for the loot
Living in a place where people show off for their own gain

In a place where they flex to hide the truth
In a society where people flaunt material possessions to mask the truth

Yeah I come in the spot and I swoop
Making a grand entrance and taking over the scene

And I know you talking shit
Aware that someone is spreading rumors or hate

'Cause you trynna figure out my head
Because they are trying to understand her thoughts and feelings

In my head, In my head, In my head
Repeating the fact that all of this is in her mind

Oh I
Expressing frustration or disappointment

Won't give in u know I see through your lies
She won't give up and can see through someone's dishonesty

Oh no I can't let anyone in my mind
She can't allow anyone to mess with her thoughts

Oh no I can't let anyone in my mind
Reinforcing the idea that she must guard her mind

My mind
Emphasizing that all of this is about her own thoughts and feelings

And I know
Acknowledging that she is aware of something

How you switch trynna fit the roll
Realizing how someone changes to fit in

Do the most just to get close
Going over the top just to seem close to someone

Smiling warm but the heart is cold
Appearing friendly but actually having a cold heart

Want me down you just want my lows
Feeling like someone is only around when things are bad

So many friends turn into foes
Experiencing betrayal from former friends

And at the top that's how life goes
Understanding that in high positions, people will try to bring you down

You know the feeling
Referencing an understood feeling

See it I want it
Spotting something she desires

305 ocean drive on a Sunday morning
Dreaming of a luxurious address on a relaxed day

Type of life everybody wanna be living
Yearning for a life that most people desire

Make the moves go right so I know I get it
Planning to make the right moves to achieve that life

Life's a bitch gotta play her
Life can be challenging, but you have to make the most of it

'Cause she unforgiving
Because life doesn't give any free passes

If you can't move forward you ain't with it
If someone can't make progress, they won't make it

Takin notes on who's out here moving suspect
Being cautious and watching out for suspicious behavior

And I go ghost just to filter out the toxic
Disappearing to remove negative influences from her life

And I know
Reiterating that she knows something

How you switch trynna fit the roll
Understanding how someone might change to fit in

Do the most just to get close
Realizing someone is going above and beyond just to be near her

Smiling warm but the heart is cold
Being aware that someone is being friendly even though their heart isn't warm

Want me down you just want my lows
Feeling like someone only wants to be a part of her life when things are bad

So many friends turn into foes
Having been betrayed by people she thought were close friends

And at the top that's how life goes
Accepting that people in high positions will always have to deal with negative behavior

And I know
Ending with another statement of self-awareness