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Mary Star of the Sea (2003)
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Honestly (2002)
Lyric (2003)
Jesus I / Mary Star of the Sea
Zwan Lyrics
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all to leave and follow thee
jesus, i've taken my cross
all to leave and follow thee
i'm destitute, despised, forsaken
all to leave and follow thee
and follow thee
man make trouble to distress me
to drive my heart to the cross
yeah, man make trouble to distress me
to drive this heart to the cross
i'm resolute, reviled, forsaken
all to leave and follow thee
and follow thee
jesus
jesus
jesus
reborn
reborn
reborn
reborn
so perish every fond ambition
god and trouble are all i've known
yet how rich is my condition
god and heaven are all my own
god and heaven are all my own
rooms full of salt
fault my pluck
and a poets charm so far, ever far
little stars that burn the holes in my soul
and everything just feels like rain
the road we're on, the things we crave
and everything just feels like rain
the nights i sleep, what's left to dream
when everything feels like rain
dreampt as i dive
find the deep
out of reach of all the stars
ever far
listless tides along the changing shore
and everything just feels like rain
the road we're on, the things we crave
and everything just feels like rain
if i should sleep, what's left to dream
when everything feels like rain
The song "Jesus I/Mary Star of the Sea" by Zwan is a religious-themed song, with a focus on the struggles and sacrifices that come with following Jesus. The singer expresses their willingness to follow Jesus even if it means they will be destitute, despised and forsaken. The repetition of "Jesus, I've taken my cross, all to leave and follow thee" emphasizes the commitment the singer has made, despite the challenges that come with it. Furthermore, the singer acknowledges that many people will make trouble to distress them, in an attempt to drive their heart to the cross. Nevertheless, the singer is resolute and is willing to be reviled and forsaken to follow Jesus.
The second section of the song shifts focus to the singer’s own struggles with ambition and the feeling of everything just feeling like rain. The line "rooms full of salt, fault my pluck" can be interpreted as the singer feeling trapped and limited in their ability to achieve their ambitions. They then acknowledge that despite their struggles, they have found great richness in their faith and find solace in the fact that God and heaven are all their own.
In conclusion, "Jesus I/Mary Star of the Sea" is a song about the challenges and rewards of following Jesus, with the singer expressing their commitment to the faith despite the struggles that may come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
jesus, i've taken my cross
I have made a commitment to follow you, even if it means facing difficulties and hardships in life.
all to leave and follow thee
I am willing to leave everything behind in order to follow you and your teachings.
i'm destitute, despised, forsaken
I have nothing and have been rejected and abandoned by others, but I still choose to follow you.
and follow thee
My sole purpose in life is to follow you and live according to your teachings.
man make trouble to distress me
People try to cause problems for me and bring me down, but I choose to face these challenges as part of my commitment to you.
to drive my heart to the cross
These challenges help me grow stronger in my faith and bring me closer to the ultimate sacrifice and teachings of Jesus.
jesus
Calling out to Jesus as a way of reaffirming my commitment and devotion to him.
reborn
A renewal of spirit and faith, as if being born again and starting anew.
so perish every fond ambition
All desires and goals of this world are temporary and fleeting, and I am willing to let them fade away in pursuit of eternal life through faith in God.
god and trouble are all i've known
Through suffering and hardship, I have gained a deeper understanding and relationship with God.
yet how rich is my condition
Even though I have faced hardship, my faith has given me a sense of richness and fulfillment that cannot be found in material possessions.
god and heaven are all my own
My faith in God and the promise of eternal life are the most valuable possessions I have.
rooms full of salt
Metaphorically salty tears and sadness, possibly alluding to the idea of suffering for others and making sacrifices.
fault my pluck
Despite my courage and determination, I am still susceptible to fault and mistakes.
and a poets charm so far, ever far
An intangible quality that is beyond reach or understanding, perhaps describing the allure of faith or spiritual enlightenment.
little stars that burn the holes in my soul
The pain and anguish of life can leave a lasting impact on the soul, but it also has the potential to inspire growth and change.
when everything feels like rain
Describing a sense of despair and hopelessness, where even the simplest joys in life can feel oppressive and overwhelming.
the road we're on, the things we crave
The path of life and the desires we have can be tumultuous and uncertain.
if i should sleep, what's left to dream
In moments of defeat, it can be difficult to find hope or inspiration for the future.
dreampt as i dive
A dreamlike state of mind, perhaps alluding to the idea of longing for spiritual enlightenment or a deeper understanding of life.
find the deep
Discovering the truth or profound understanding of the world and one's place in it.
out of reach of all the stars, ever far
The ultimate goal or purpose of life may be out of reach or unfathomable, but it is still worth pursuing and striving for.
listless tides along the changing shore
The ebb and flow of life, and how it is constantly evolving and changing.
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james deegee
One of the best songs ever written and composed
Joe Fishburn
I love when the song hits the 7:54 mark and becomes something magical.
Widget the World Watcher
I often skip to this part when I need a fix, but also enjoy sitting back to enjoy the full thing
onnion63
transcendent at that point
Denis Popov - Lo-Fi Traveler
Spellbinding psychedelic anthem - incredible suspense and great release, guitar work is awesome, as well as tight drumming. Billy is as usually superb
Carlton Ferguson
THANK YOU!! I’ve been missing this song. The CD was lost long ago and I keep going to see if It’s been added to Spotify… I needed to hear it today.
Johnson McAllen Bell
It's also an amazing song that has basically been locked in a box by a record label
BadGamer
Billy did it. Not the label. Same with zeitgeist.
DM C
This song is so good, I only share it with people who can really grasp the genius of it.
BadGamer
This piece has never in 20 years felt the full length of its runtime.