Bonus Track
sadist Lyrics

Rest in peace to my brother Gift
I mourn the loss of my brother, Gift, who has passed away

Losing you was hard, it even made the homies drift
Your death had a profound impact, causing a rift among our friends

Though you're in a better place, your death caused a rift
While I understand you are in a peaceful place now, your departure has created a divide

But I know you're singing with the angels, flying swift
I believe you are now in heaven, happily singing alongside celestial beings

I know you're at a place where the grass is always green
I envision you in a heavenly realm where everything is perfect and serene

Where sunrays touch your skin like a human being
In this place, the warm rays of the sun gently caress your skin

I wrote this to say I miss you man, how you been
I penned these words to express how much I miss you and inquire about your well-being

And thank you for visiting me inside my dreams
I appreciate the moments when you visit me in my dreams, providing solace and connection

Look, it's been years since we pass matric
It has been several years since we completed our matriculation

Life's been hard but we always make the best of it
Life has presented challenges, but we consistently strive to make the most out of every situation

I'm still good with words, but I haven't mastered it
I remain skilled in expressing myself through words, although I acknowledge that there is still room for improvement

Coz pain happens and words cannot capture it
Because pain is an inevitable part of life and its depth cannot be fully conveyed through words alone

I'm sure you wondering how we doing and how it is
I'm certain you are curious about our current state and how things are for us

Lemme try and break it down, and tell you how it is
Allow me to explain and provide an overview of our current circumstances

George and Sihle are fathers bro, they now with kids
George and Sihle have become fathers and are now caring for their own children

Thato still doesn't like me, well... That's how it is
Unfortunately, Thato still holds negative feelings towards me, and I have come to accept this as our reality

Some girls have fallen off and some are boastful
Certain girls have become distant or lost touch, while others have become arrogant and overly confident

Some guys have given up and some are hopeful
Some guys have lost motivation and surrendered, while others remain optimistic and hopeful

Guess we pick the type of struggles that we go through
It seems that each individual selects the particular hardships they will face in life

And Emtee blew up. He’s now a mogul
Emtee has achieved immense success and recognition, now being considered a mogul in the industry

It was just yesterday man, when he played marimba
It feels like only a short while ago when Emtee was still playing the marimba, highlighting the contrast in his current accomplishments

And today, he’s a multi award trap singer
Now, he has become a highly acclaimed trap singer, earning multiple awards for his talent

I hope that causes a ripple that makes the rest believe
I hope Emtee's success serves as an inspiration and motivates others to believe in their own potential and abilities

I’ve been hustling and I hope they see the best of me
I have been working hard and striving to showcase my true potential, hoping that others recognize my best qualities

I’ll twist my destiny
I will exert control and shape my own future

Best believe I’m out this galaxy
You can be certain that I am transcending the ordinary and elevating myself beyond boundaries

I got the recipe
I possess the secret formula for success

I’ma rap until the death of me
I will continue to rap and pursue my passion for music until the end of my life

Now they envy me
People now feel envious of my achievements and success

Pinky promise I’m a legacy
I solemnly promise that my impact and legacy will be lasting and significant

Different energy
I am radiating a distinct and unique energy

Now I guess this is a fantasy
It almost feels like this incredible journey I'm experiencing is merely a fantastical dream

Got on TV and I got a little bit of fame
I have made appearances on television and gained a small measure of fame

Made the cover of the star, now they know my name
My face graced the cover of a prominent magazine, increasing recognition and awareness of my name

And my EP just dropped, I’m bout to change the game
I have recently released my EP, and I believe it will revolutionize the music industry

Once they stop sleeping on me, things won't be the same
Once people start paying attention to my talent and stop underestimating me, everything will change

I can control my temper now, 'til the show ends
I have gained the ability to manage my anger and remain composed until the end of my performances

But if lames want to throw hands, let’s throw hands
However, if individuals choose to challenge me or provoke a confrontation, I am ready to engage in physical conflict

I used to be scared of death, it made me mad hurt
In the past, I had a fear of death that caused me immense emotional pain

'Til someone said to me, while I was at church
Until a moment at church when someone imparted wisdom to me

To understand death, you need to understand birth
To fully comprehend the concept of death, one must also grasp the significance of birth

A baby in the womb, doesn't know there's an Earth
Similar to how a baby in the womb is unaware of the existence of the outside world, death remains a mystery until experienced

These are late night thoughts, I kinda salvage
These reflections and musings occur during the late hours of the night, salvaging moments of introspection

I experienced a pandemic, before marriage
Even before getting married, I went through the hardships and challenges brought by a pandemic

And by the way, I got a favour to ask you
By the way, there's a request I'd like to make of you

Please send me lotto numbers, if you want to
If it is within your ability, I kindly ask you to share with me winning lottery numbers

All jokes aside, if heaven had a payphone
Setting jokes aside, if heaven had a payphone for communication

I would call and never hang up, until my battery low
I would call you and never end the conversation until my phone's battery is depleted

Ain't no sin in him, that's what we seen in him
We have witnessed and recognized the absence of any wrongdoing or sin in the person we are referring to

You mean to me, what I mean to you, like a synonym
The significance you hold for me is reciprocated, like two words with similar meanings, acting as synonyms

Also send my love to Shadi, my sister
Please convey my deep affection and regards to Shadi, who is like a sister to me

Gone too soon, tell her that I miss her
Regrettably, she departed from this world prematurely. Please let her know that I deeply miss her

Thanks for this beautiful chat, that we been on
I express gratitude for this heartfelt conversation that we have shared

In my heart, I know you'll always live on
Deep within my heart, I firmly believe that you will forever remain alive in my memories and emotions

I know you gotta get back to sing a tune
I understand that you have to return to your heavenly duties of singing and rejoicing

I'm also on my way, I hope to see you soon
I, too, am on a journey towards the afterlife and eagerly anticipate the day when we will reunite