Obsession
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I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
Face split in two, lived the life of a coward
I started giving up on myself
Stared into darkness with faces I wish I'd forget

Fever putting me to sleep
I owe myself for this
Lungs collapse and bones starts to break
Stuck in the darkness with the snakes

I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself
I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself

I buried myself ten feet below

I was trapped in my own misguided world
It's fucking hard to stay away
It's fucking hard to live without you
But I'll never go back there again

I was never alive

Traded my soul for misery

Stayed with the snakes to cover myself from reality
I started shedding skin

I am trapped in my own misguided world
I stayed with the snakes for the longest time
It's fucking hard to stay away
It's fucking hard to be without you
But I'll never go back there again

I fucking loathe myself
I fucking loathe myself

Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me
Released myself form the shackles I helped create

I've got the power of life in my hands




and I intend to keep it
My life has meaning after all

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Aviana's song "Obsession" speak of a dark and troubled past that the singer has overcome. The opening lines, "I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders/Face split in two, lived the life of a coward" suggest that the singer has been through a great deal of pain and suffering, which has left them feeling broken and defeated.


The next lines, "I started giving up on myself/Stared into darkness with faces I wish I'd forget" reveal that the singer has hit rock bottom and is struggling to find a way out of their despair. The following lines, "Fever putting me to sleep/I owe myself for this/Lungs collapse and bones starts to break/Stuck in the darkness with the snakes" further emphasize the darkness and hopelessness that the singer is experiencing.


The chorus, "I was nowhere for the longest time/And no one could save me from myself/I buried myself ten feet below" suggests that the singer has been lost and alone for a long time, and that they were unable to find help from others. They felt trapped in their own thoughts and emotions and were unable to escape.


However, the song takes a turn towards hope in the second half of the lyrics. The singer starts shedding their skin and stepping out from the darkness that trapped them. The lines, "Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me/Released myself form the shackles I helped create" show that the singer has taken responsibility for their actions and is making the effort to change their life.


Ultimately, the song ends on a positive note, with the singer declaring that they have "got the power of life in my hands" and that their life now has meaning. The journey of the song takes the listener through the pain and darkness of the past, but ends with a message of hope and empowerment.


Line by Line Meaning

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
I felt the burden of the world's problems and it was weighing me down.


Face split in two, lived the life of a coward
I was torn between different emotions, and my fear made me hide from life.


I started giving up on myself
I lost faith in myself and my abilities.


Stared into darkness with faces I wish I'd forget
I faced my demons and saw things I wish I could unsee.


Fever putting me to sleep
I was so sick and exhausted that I could barely stay awake.


I owe myself for this
I am responsible for my own actions and decisions.


Lungs collapse and bones starts to break
My physical and emotional health were deteriorating rapidly.


Stuck in the darkness with the snakes
I was surrounded by deceitful and dangerous people.


I was nowhere for the longest time
I felt lost and directionless for an extended period.


And no one could save me from myself
I realized that I alone had the power to change my situation.


I buried myself ten feet below
I felt like I had disappeared or hidden myself away from the world.


It's fucking hard to stay away
It's incredibly difficult to resist the pull of old habits and negative influences.


It's fucking hard to live without you
It's incredibly difficult to move on from someone you once loved deeply.


But I'll never go back there again
I'm determined to leave my past behind and move forward in a positive direction.


Traded my soul for misery
I made choices that ultimately led to my own unhappiness and suffering.


Stayed with the snakes to cover myself from reality
I surrounded myself with dangerous people as a way to avoid facing my problems.


I started shedding skin
I began the process of letting go of my old self and becoming a new person.


I am trapped in my own misguided world
I created a reality for myself that was untrue or unhelpful.


I fucking loathe myself
I hate and despise myself for my past mistakes or weaknesses.


Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me
I emerged from a place of sadness and despair within myself.


Released myself form the shackles I helped create
I freed myself from the negative patterns and habits that I had allowed to control me.


I've got the power of life in my hands
I realized that I am in charge of my own life and my own destiny.


and I intend to keep it
I am dedicated to living a better life and making positive changes for myself.


My life has meaning after all
I discovered that my life has purpose and value, despite the difficulties I've faced.




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Michael Y

What powerful message behind this man, heavy music has always been a source of strength in difficult times for me, thank you Aviana- thank you Joel. Wherever this journey takes you, you’ll have my love and support. 🤟

DrinkMe1313

It definitely puts words to feelings during dark times, and gives you realization that you're not alone in your hardship.

Aaron Danforth

Great Song... During These Negative Times, Can Feel The Pain...

Rachelle Reacts

this is INSANELY good. that chorus hit me straight in the soul and the rest is just DIRTY. we love to see it

Christophe Coletti

That chorus is everything

Wanderer

Yesss

Dalyn Gilbert

I got literal chill bumps when the chorus hit

AVIANA (Official)

My mom hated the hanging scene. Thanks for the love during the premiere <3

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-=SpIrIt=-

I can imagine that seeing your son dangling from a rope isn't a pretty sight but the message hits hard. You are fighting for a good cause, thank you for this!

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