Drown
bloodydriver Lyrics

Maybe i′m a monster
I am aware that my actions and intentions may be perceived as monstrous.

Infected with dirty intentions
My motives are impure and may cause harm to others.

Looking for trouble in this city of angels
I am actively seeking out trouble and danger, despite my surroundings having a reputation for being peaceful.

The shadows don't follow me
I am not being followed or watched by anyone who could potentially stop me from doing harm.

′Cuz they are not seen at sea
I feel unbound and free to act out my desires because there are no rules or consequences in the vastness of the sea.

I am so sweet, can't wait for you meet me
I may appear charming and innocent on the surface, but I have ulterior motives that may harm those around me.

(No, i'm not!)
This is a false portrayal of myself, as I have already admitted to having impure intentions.

I am not looking for god
I have no interest or desire to find a higher power to guide my actions or give my life meaning.

No i cant find where my soul goes
I feel lost and without direction in life, unable to determine my own purpose or morals.

I, i, i want to dive into this world
I want to fully immerse myself in the world and indulge in its chaotic and dangerous aspects, regardless of the consequences.

Drown, i′m gonna gonna drown
I am fully committed to indulging in the dangerous and chaotic aspects of the world, even if it means putting myself and others at risk.

And when everything is falling
In moments of chaos and turmoil, I want to be the one in control and causing further destruction.

I want to be the one who's knocking down
I crave power and control in situations of chaos, and want to be the one causing destruction and pain to others.

I-i, sorry but i′m tired of people
I have a deep-seated hatred for people and their perceived judgment, which fuels my desire to cause them harm.

Oh i will give them pain, sorrow and evil
I am fully committed to causing those around me pain and destruction, and will do whatever it takes to achieve this goal.

If being happy is living without rules
I believe that true happiness comes from being free to do whatever I want without any regard for rules or consequences.

That's how i want to live, i'm not a stupid mule
I am fully committed to living life on my own terms and will not be held back by societal norms or rules.

It′s been upside down for a long time
Things have been chaotic and destructive for a long time, and I embrace this instability and disorder as normalcy.

Chaotic things happen, i love it i can′t deny
The chaos and destruction that surrounds me bring me joy and excitement, even if it leads to harm and suffering for others.

Drown, drown
I am willingly diving headfirst into the dangerous and chaotic aspects of the world, regardless of the potential consequences.