Back Again
chris grey Lyrics

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Expressing a feeling of frustration, anxiety, or distress.

Feel the room getting closer
Sensing a growing sense of unease and claustrophobia in my surroundings.

cs my mind wanders further from the truth, uh
As my thoughts drift away from reality and perspective, creating a sense of confusion.

Now my fear's taking over
Feeling overwhelmed and controlled by my fears.

Try to fight it like I got something to prove
Attempting to resist these feelings in an effort to demonstrate strength and competence.

Losing sight
Becoming detached from a clear vision of the future.

Going blind
Gradually losing the ability to see things clearly and make rational decisions.

I've been lyin' to disguise
Engaging in deception to conceal the true extent of my struggles.

That my mind's running wild (oh)
Acknowledging the turmoil and chaos within my mind.

It's back again
The recurring return of my inner demons.

Pounding in my it's fucking back again
Intensifying and overwhelming presence of my struggles.

Running out of breath
Feeling physically and mentally exhausted, struggling to keep up.

It's getting bad again, woah
The situation is deteriorating and becoming increasingly difficult to handle.

I thought I was past it
Believing that I had overcome these challenges in the past.

I don't need more practice
Feeling frustrated and hopeless, thinking that additional attempts won't make a difference.

Push myself a little further
Exerting more effort and taking risks to expand beyond my comfort zone.

Off the edge of people who love me the most, yeah
Moving away from the support and care of my loved ones.

But I'm just an observer when it starts no
Feeling helpless and detached from the situation as my struggles take control.

I don't have a choice
Being trapped and having no alternative options or escape.

Feel my heart rate going up
Sensing an increase in my heart rate due to anxiety and stress.

cnd I can't do nothing about it
Feeling powerless and unable to take any action to alleviate the situation.

Gripping on my chest
Experiencing a tightness and pressure on my chest, a physical manifestation of my struggle.

Holding me down
Weighing me down and impeding my progress.

Feel like I'm drowning oh
Overwhelmed and suffocated by the intensity of my emotions.

Spiral out of control
Losing all sense of stability and direction, being consumed by chaos.

I've been tryna stay afloat
Making continuous efforts to keep myself above water and cope with the challenges.

Think I hit a new low, yeah yeah
Believing that I have reached a point of deep despair and hopelessness.

I'm gasping for air in my chest
Struggling to breathe and feeling suffocated by the weight of my struggles.

I'm grasping at whatever's left, oh
Desperately trying to hold onto anything that remains, seeking some form of stability or relief.

I've been trying to hold on, yeah
Making persistent efforts to maintain control and stability.

But I'm losing my grip, yeah
Slowly losing control and feeling my stability slip away.

Off the edge I might slip
On the verge of losing control completely and succumbing to my struggles.