Falling Apart
chris grey Lyrics

Lost in my thoughts
Unable to escape my own overwhelming thinking patterns

Lost in my mind
Trapped in my own thoughts and emotions

Lost in the emptiness that you left behind
Feeling a void and emptiness as a result of your absence

I’m stuck in my past
Unable to move forward from previous experiences

Stuck in my ways
Resistant to change and trapped in familiar behavior patterns

Imma stay right here ‘Cause I don’t like change
Preferring to remain in my current situation due to a fear of change

So Imma run from my problems Like I always do
Using avoidance as a coping mechanism to escape my issues

I’ve been through this before yeah This ain’t nothing new
Having experienced similar struggles in the past, this is not unfamiliar territory

I’ve learned all the signs I don’t need another clue
Having become familiar with the indications of falling apart, I don't require further evidence

That I’m falling apart And I know it, yeah I know it, yeah I know that (I know yeah)
Aware of my own unraveling and fully acknowledging it

My life’s a mess Yeah I know it, yeah I know it (I know, I know)
Recognizing the chaotic state of my life and accepting it

They tell me that I’m way too stressed (Yeah) And I show it, yeah I show it (Bags under my eyes)
Others inform me that I am excessively anxious, and it is evident from external signs like bags under my eyes

Haven’t been at my best (No, no) Yeah I know it, yeah I know it, yeah I know it, I know it, I do
Acknowledging that I haven't been performing at my optimal level

They don’t get it They don’t understand They don’t know what I’m goin’ through No they can’t
Others lack the comprehension and awareness of what I am currently experiencing

It’s better they don’t know They can’t help me anyways
Preferring that others remain unaware of my struggles since they wouldn't be able to provide assistance

Yeah I’m terrified of change
Experiencing fear and apprehension towards any alterations in my life

I’ve been tryna move on but I’m stuck again
Making efforts to progress and let go of the past, but finding myself trapped once more

I feel alone even with my friends
Experiencing a sense of isolation and loneliness despite being surrounded by companions

Put on a smile yeah I pretend
Wearing a facade of happiness and pretending everything is okay

I pretend ‘cause
I do so because

I got a lot on my chest
Bearing a heavy emotional burden

Been pretty hard to suppress All of the thoughts in my head
Finding it challenging to control and hide the multitude of thoughts in my mind

So Imma run from my problems Like I always do
Continuing my habitual pattern of evading and avoiding my issues

Been through this before yeah This ain’t nothing new
Having encountered similar situations in the past, this is not an unfamiliar experience

I’ve learned all the signs I don’t need another clue
Having become familiar with the indicators, I do not require further hints

I can tell that I’m falling apart
Having the ability to discern that I am deteriorating emotionally

And I know it, yeah I know it, yeah I know that
Being fully aware of my own state

My life’s a mess (A mess) Yeah I know it, yeah I know it (I know, I know)
Acknowledging that my life is in disarray and accepting this truth

They tell me that I’m way too stressed (Yeah) And I show it, yeah I show it (Bags under my eyes)
Others inform me that I am excessively burdened with stress, and it is evident from external signs like bags under my eyes

Haven’t been at my best (I haven't)
Recognizing that I haven't been performing at my optimal level

Yeah I know it, yeah I know it, yeah I know it, I know it, I do (Yeah)
Being fully aware and knowledgeable of my own situation

Yeah lately I been feeling pretty down
Recently, I have been experiencing significant sadness

The days go while I sit here and count
The passing of time feels slow as I remain stagnant and idle

I promise Imma turn this shit around, around
Making a commitment to change my current circumstances, to reverse the negative situation

Yeah I’ve been working hard to change my ways
Putting significant effort into altering my behavior and habits

‘Cause every morning I wake up I feel the same
Experiencing a sense of sameness and heaviness upon awakening each day

I can’t do this shit another fuckin’ day
Feeling unable to continue enduring this difficult situation for another day

I hate that that I’m falling apart
Experiencing intense dislike and frustration towards my own emotional unraveling

And I know it, yeah I know it, yeah I know that (Ooh)
Being fully aware and acknowledging this fact

My life’s a mess Yeah I fuckin’ know it, yeah I know it (Ooh)
Understanding that my life is in chaos, and accepting this reality with emphasis

They tell me that I’m way too stressed (Yeah) And I show it, yeah I show it (Bags under my eyes)
Others inform me that I am excessively burdened with stress, and it is evident from external signs like bags under my eyes

Haven’t been at my best (I haven't been at my best)
Recognizing that I haven't been performing at my optimal level

Yeah I know it, yeah I know it (My life's a fucking mess)
Being fully aware and acknowledging that my life is a complete and utter mess

Yeah I know it, I know it, I do
Undoubtedly and confidently recognizing and comprehending my own situation

Yeah I know it, yeah
Yes, I am indeed aware of it

Yeah I know, I know
I fully understand and comprehend

Yeah I know
Yes, I am aware

I know, I know, I know
I am completely certain and knowledgeable

Yeah I know
Yes, I am aware