Finally
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You couldn't see me through the smoke
You were blind to who I really was, trapped in a cloud of confusion and obscurity.

Maybe that's a choice you made
Perhaps you intentionally chose not to see me, ignoring my presence and significance.

The way you left me drowning
You abandoned me in a state of desperation and helplessness.

Somebody else's mistake
The pain and suffering I endured was a result of someone else's error or wrongdoing.

I never wanted to be lost
I never desired to feel directionless and disconnected from my true self.

Sometimes you lose your way
Occasionally, it's inevitable to become lost and lose sight of your purpose and identity.

You pushed the knife in deeper
You inflicted even more pain and harm, intensifying the damage already done.

Before you ran away
You chose to escape and avoid taking responsibility for the pain you caused.

Trapped in your dungeon I was petrified
I felt locked up and terrified within the confines of your oppressive control.

When you threw away the key that part of me died
By discarding the means of escape, you extinguished a significant aspect of my being, causing it to cease to exist.

You were oh so wrong about me
Your perception and judgment regarding me were entirely incorrect and misguided.

I broke these chains
I shattered the constraints and limitations that held me captive.

Finally free
I am now liberated, released from the bondage and oppression.

That pharmaceutical poison
The medication prescribed to me, which was harmful and detrimental.

Taken twice a day
Forced to consume it twice daily, as instructed.

You shoved it down my throat
You imposed the medication upon me forcefully, disregarding my well-being and autonomy.

So I wouldn't get in your way
To ensure that I remained subdued and compliant, not interfering with your intentions.

Chiseled away at my value
You gradually eroded and diminished my self-worth, chipping away at my significance and importance.

Till there was nothing left
Continuing until there was no trace or remnant of my true essence remaining.

But I found my voice again
Eventually, I rediscovered my ability to express myself and assert my individuality.

Something you couldn't suppress
A part of me that you were incapable of silencing or subduing.

Now looking back at all the puzzle pieces
Reflecting upon the fragments and elements of my past, fitting them together to gain understanding.

I think you came around just when I needed
I believe you entered my life at precisely the moment I required your presence and the lessons you would bring.

Without the dark you cannot find your true light
It is through experiencing difficult and challenging times that one discovers their authentic inner radiance and luminosity.

I was so lost until it reshaped my life
I felt completely adrift and bewildered until those experiences became transformative, altering the course of my existence.

And in the aftermath the truth laid bare
Following the repercussions, the reality became undeniable and revealed itself completely.

Surviving you took everything I had
Enduring the ordeal of being connected to you drained me of all my strength and resources.

But now I know
However, I have gained profound insight and understanding.