Disappear
elix1r Lyrics

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Uh-ah siento que desaparezco
To′ lo malo que me pasa no me lo merezco
Yeah, yeah, esto es malo para mi
Tanto tiempo en esta mierda ya no tiene fin
Ah-Ah-Ah Aunque a veces lo mejor
Da igual, ya no siento el dolor
No more, esto es todo para mi
Preso de mis sueños siento que voy a morir

(Ah-Ah-Ah) (Morir) (Ah-Ah-Ah
Agh
R-R-Rompiendo en la rave yo me siento en una matrix
Por más que me odies siempre caes en mentiras
Poppin una perc y me quedo bien tranqui
Camino por la city siento que todos me miran
Uh-ah siento que desaparezco
To' lo malo que me pasa no me lo merezco
Yeah, yeah, esto es malo para mi
Tanto tiempo en esta mierda ya no tiene fin
Ah-Ah-Ah Aunque a veces lo mejor
Da igual, ya no siento el dolor
No more, esto es todo para mi
Preso de mis sueños siento que voy a morir
(Ah-Ah-Ah) (Morir) (Ah-Ah-Ah
Agh
R-R-Rompiendo en la rave yo me siento en una matrix
Por más que me odies siempre caes en mentiras

Poppin una perc y me quedo bien tranqui
Camino por la city siento que todos me miran

Overall Meaning

The lyrics in elix1r's song "Disappear" convey a sense of feeling lost and trapped within one's own thoughts and experiences. The repeated phrase "Uh-ah siento que desaparezco" (Uh-ah I feel like I'm disappearing) highlights the sense of detachment from oneself and the world. The singer believes that everything bad that happens to them is undeserved, and that they are trapped in a cycle of negativity and pain with no end in sight. However, they also express a level of numbness towards the pain, feeling that it no longer affects them as much as before.

The use of drugs is also prevalent in the song, with references to taking "poppin una perc" (popping a Percocet) to feel calm and detached. The lyrics also touch on the theme of feeling isolated and paranoid, with the singer feeling like everyone is watching them as they walk through the city. The final line "Preso de mis sueños siento que voy a morir" (Prisoner of my dreams, I feel like I'm going to die) reflects the intense feeling of being trapped in one's own thoughts and the fear of never escaping.

Overall, "Disappear" conveys a dark and intense emotional state, marked by feelings of isolation, detachment, drug use, and a sense of being trapped in one's own mind.

Line by Line Meaning

Uh-ah siento que desaparezco
I feel like I'm disappearing

To' lo malo que me pasa no me lo merezco
I don't deserve all the bad things that happen to me

Yeah, yeah, esto es malo para mi
Yeah, yeah, this is bad for me

Tanto tiempo en esta mierda ya no tiene fin
So much time in this shit, it never ends

Ah-Ah-Ah Aunque a veces lo mejor
Ah-Ah-Ah Even though sometimes the best

Da igual, ya no siento el dolor
It doesn't matter, I don't feel the pain anymore

No more, esto es todo para mi
No more, this is everything for me

Preso de mis sueños siento que voy a morir
Prisoner of my dreams, I feel like I'm going to die

(Ah-Ah-Ah) (Morir) (Ah-Ah-Ah
(Ah-Ah-Ah) (Die) (Ah-Ah-Ah)

Agh
Agh

R-R-Rompiendo en la rave yo me siento en una matrix
Breaking at the rave, I feel like I'm in a matrix