Healing
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You're still watching through my windows
Faking your own flesh and blood
I'm open wide i'm bleeding
Everyone who wants me not to exist is succeeding
Nothing's in the right spot it just keeps me waiting
Why i'm not here in my body
Waves crashing below me numb up to my shoulders
Say goodbye i don't wanna stay here
While you watch me die
Oh my god it's so clear
Even i know why there's a future i will never see through
You will watch me die too
These lyrics from exciting!!excellent!!'s song "Healing" delve into themes of vulnerability, emotional pain, feeling trapped, and the contemplation of one's own mortality. The opening line "Far from being finished, you're still watching through my windows" sets a tone of feeling exposed and scrutinized, as if someone is observing the singer's inner struggles without truly understanding. The imagery of "faking your own flesh and blood" suggests a disconnect between the physical and emotional self, reflecting a sense of disorientation or numbness.
The lines "I'm open wide, I'm bleeding" and "Everyone who wants me not to exist is succeeding" evoke a feeling of raw vulnerability and entrapment, with the singer feeling exposed and wounded while also being pushed towards nonexistence by external forces. The repetition of feeling like "not here in my body" and the mention of waves crashing and being submerged in water further illustrate a sense of being overwhelmed by emotional turmoil and struggling to stay afloat.
The phrase "if this is healing, say goodbye, I don't wanna stay here" reveals a complex perspective on the concept of healing, suggesting that the process may be painful and difficult to endure. The desire to escape the current state of suffering, even if it means letting go of life, is a poignant reflection of deep emotional distress. The singer's plea to "watch me die" can be interpreted as a call for acknowledgment of their pain and a resignation to their perceived fate.
The final lines "Oh my god it's so clear, even I know why there's a future I will never see through, you will watch me die too" encapsulate a sense of resignation and fatalism, as the singer reflects on their own mortality and the inevitability of their eventual demise. The acknowledgment of an unseen future and the belief that they will be watched as they fade away speak to a profound sense of helplessness and acceptance of the harsh realities of existence. Overall, these lyrics paint a vivid portrait of inner turmoil, vulnerability, and a contemplation of life and death.
Line by Line Meaning
Far from being finished
Despite feeling incomplete, the journey is ongoing
You're still watching through my windows
Someone is observing from a distance, potentially invading privacy
Faking your own flesh and blood
Pretending to be closer than one truly is
I'm open wide i'm bleeding
Vulnerable and hurting deeply
Everyone who wants me not to exist is succeeding
Those who wish harm on me are finding success in their efforts
Nothing's in the right spot it just keeps me waiting
Feeling out of place and stuck in a state of waiting
Why i'm not here in my body
Questioning one's existence and connection to their physical form
Waves crashing below me numb up to my shoulders
Feeling overwhelmed and paralyzed by the turmoil around
Face down in the water oh my god if this is healing s
Struggling in a distressing situation and questioning if healing will come from it
Say goodbye i don't wanna stay here
Expressing a desire to leave a difficult place or situation
While you watch me die
Suffering while being observed by another
Oh my god it's so clear
Sudden realization or understanding of a situation
Even i know why there's a future i will never see through
Acknowledging the inevitability of a future that will never be experienced
You will watch me die too
Implying a shared fate with the observer in witnessing death
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: jasmine mcelroy
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@lucyinthesky444
@@titiavandeneertwegh3170 I've survived a near-fatal tumor by the grace of God— but the rest was all work I did, myself: I healed my decades-long panic disorder (with separation anxiety— as if PANIC wasn't enough anxiety!!! 😅). I healed my PTSD (from childhood rape).
I was in a near-fatal car accident (car went off the side of a 150-foot cliff— stopped partway down; but I nearly died). From that, I had a life-threatening subdural hematoma, a concussion — many other broken bones and things — AND a severe TBI (that's the worst you can get on the Glasgow Coma Scale). As well as Grand Mal seizures that often hospitalized me. They wondered if I would "make it." I did...but it was a long climb uphill. They told me that if I had worn my seatbelt I would be dead or my brain would be "like Jello; like shaken baby syndrome." (Every crash is unique; I am NOT advising people here NOT to wear their seatbelts; I still wear mine ;) I had taken it off by fluke incident since I was very close to home. (Which I never did; so that was also quite an interesting thing to note 😜). I had to relearn to walk. I couldn't swallow solid food (I was on a liquid diet— for an entire year).
Neurologists, aka brain doctors, and many of them...told me I would "never walk again; never read again; never work again; never learn anything new; and never be able to retain ANY new memories." Yep, all of that. I had retrograde AND anterograde amnesia. Both...severe. It took me 6 months to relearn to walk. It took me a year and a half (starting out with BLOCKS from the Kindergarten level to college at the time) to relearn to read. I'm not QUITE as proficient as I used to be; but then again, neither are 75% of the commenters on YouTube or even Reddit, and other social media. 😉🤣(Btw, I was a reporter and freelance writer, when all of this happened to me. I was highly accomplished— then boom, I had nothing left. No friends— "friends" left when I had my accident. No career—that was gone, too. No LIFE. Literally no life. I was told I would be a 'vegetable,' basically. I was told to lay in a dark room for 16 hours a day EVERY DAY "to rest my brain." Talk about depression.
...Until ONE neurologist (of the hundreds— it seemed like lol — told me, "Don't believe any of those doctors. They don't know what they're talking about. The brain is capable of rewiring itself. It's called neuroplasticity ...And, so he recommended a book: "The Brain that Changes Itself" by Norman Doidge. I bought it — even tho' I couldn't yet read (sorry if my story skips around a bit; I still have trouble with executive function and wording, to some degree ;); I read it a year and a half later when I could. Ma'am (or Sir)...all it took for me was to have the "faith of a mustard seed" (to quote the Bible lol— but dont worry; you won't get a preaching-to from me 😂)...when that dr told me the other doctors were ALL WRONG, at first, I thought he was full of you know what.
But, after some time, I thought— "What if there is a chance he is RIGHT?" 'Cause I mean, really, what did I have (left) to LOSE ??? 🤣So, at the year-and a half mark, I read that book. It was slow going. I'm talking a paragraph a day. I used to be able to read a book in a single sitting. Today, I can...once more 😊Do I still have "issues?" A few: I DO still have seizures (but far, FAR less than I used to and much less severe, now, even without medication!); and I do struggle a bit with executive function and planning too.
But all of that said, I have blown my doctors' expectations for a recovery of this nature...OUT OF THE WATER and I did it with a single BELIEF. (and a lotta hard work lol). I do not know you. I do not know your limitations. But I promise you...it is possible to recover from ANYTHING if you believe you CAN. People have recovered from Stage 4 cancer at the time of their death (look up anita moorjani. She's on YouTube and has a TED talk about it.) I pray this helps you. ❤🙏📿 (And I'm sorry you're going thru all that; but right now what you don't need is sympathy ... you need *faith*— and I am not implying the religious kind; that is up to you. No, you need faith in YOURSELF and your ability to conquer anything you want to — with enough faith and determination. You CAN do it. If I conquered all the crazy shazam that I have...anyone can conquer anything. 🥰
@itsme-jn1dl
Governments don't include this type of learning in school curriculums because when we're empowered, we cannot be controlled or packaged into identity boxes. The only control any government has is thru FEAR, anger, shame, outrage, and COMPLIANCE. Their power is given to them through our blind consent.
When you know the reason you're alive and can see their manufactured reality for what it is, you can't be controlled... or divided into subgroups. You finally realize what it means to be FREE:
1. Countable to oneself
2. Disciplined
3. Full of love, mercy, compassion (fruits of the Holy Spirit)
4. Free to know you don't have to comply with any agenda that you consider morally wrong for yourself WITHOUT judging others who choose differently than you.
5. Realization we are ALL in the SAME struggle, and same journey... everyone's journey is hard, BUT we're in it TOGETHER.
6. We each have a duty to be a beacon of HOPE, the shining light that helps others who are lost.
7. Love and compassion for oneself... free of judgment or negative self talk. Make a mistake, correct it and be BETTER next time.
8. We CHOOSE what emotions we feel: we can choose to ignore the fear, anger, etc... no one can make you feel a certain way unless you ALLOW IT.
@JustMotivation
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@tinuviele49
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@ryanwilson5342
I want to to remember the video where dr. Joe dispenza said that a doctor told a lady she had a few months to live and she decided yo use the mind and went home and watched comedy for days and believed that she was already healed and she was healed like about within a month
@dianeallen3603
My son had a sickle cell crisis at 12 years old. While in the hospital we watched I Love Lucy reruns all day. We laughed so hard that after 2 days he was out of pain and we were able to go home. Mind over matter works.
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@pl4423
This is exactly what happened to me...i had anxiety attacks that would give me extreme atrial fibrillations....one morning i had one of such an attack and i found myself starting to tell myself, 'i am safe...i am calm...i am healthy...i am ok' and kept repeating this over and over...i dozed off, woke up about 3 hours later and i was feeling my most healthiest...the constant tachycardia had gone...and on top of that, i was in good spirits and energetic and have been since then...i started positive and gratitude mindset and my life has never been the same....suddenly, i feel more alive🙌🙌