Great! Big! Party!
eyeamki Lyrics

So lost in this great big party, I know
I feel overwhelmed and disconnected from reality in this chaotic environment

I'm not the reason we got this started, I know
I am aware that I am not the main driving force behind this gathering

What if I drop dead right now?
I am pondering the possibility of my sudden death and the aftermath of it

Where would they take me and how long until someone identified the body? (Ah)
I wonder about the logistical details of my corpse removal and identification

That's not a nice thing I just said
I recognize that my previous thought was not a pleasant one

Might as well write that in red
My statement was so impactful that it might as well be in red ink

I don't wanna hate no one but I don't really know if I care
I do not want to hold any grudges, but I am unsure if I actually care about anything in this moment

Respect the one that you're with if I got you in my bed
If we are sexually involved, please show me proper respect

I'm feelin' like I just had all of the answers in my head
I am experiencing a sense of enlightenment and clarity

What if it all ended now?
I am curious about the potential outcomes if this gathering were to abruptly stop

Are you gonna really care about how many people
Will you truly be concerned with the number of people who would mourn your loss

Would be typin' to you on the internet like
Who would take the time to write condolences on your social media profiles

You were the best
You were highly regarded and respected by many

You'll be remembered, yes
Your legacy will live on after your passing

You were the inspiration for so many blessed to have known you
Your presence was inspirational to those who had the privilege of knowing you

Hard to digest back in September when you drank too much
It was difficult to come to terms with your excessive drinking in September

And never confessed, and still no one, no one owed you
Despite your lack of confession, nobody was obligated to grant you forgiveness or understanding

Tell me what it's like
I am curious about someone else's experience

Talking to someone who's dead
What is it like to communicate with a deceased individual

Living deep inside your head
What is it like to be lost in your own thoughts and imagination

Tell me what is life
I am seeking a better understanding of existence

Gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme everything
I want and expect everything

I need everything, I want all the things
The extent of my desires is insatiable

'Cause I'm hungry, could you help me, please?
I am in a state of desperation and require assistance

I'm suffering and I'm on my knees now
I am experiencing intense emotional and mental anguish, and feel defeated

Pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty please
I am pleading for assistance in a persistent and almost child-like manner

I'll do anything to help my disease
I am willing to do whatever it takes to alleviate my ailment

I just hide to ease a whole range of things
I resort to masking my struggles to alleviate a variety of issues

I don't do this recreationally
I do not partake in this behavior for leisure purposes

I see people, people
I am surrounded by numerous individuals

And people, and people
There are even more people present than I initially realized

There's not enough for everybody
There are limited resources available for everyone in attendance

Some killer's gotta leave the party
Inevitably, some individuals will need to depart the gathering

Some killer's bein' extra naughty
There are some individuals who are behaving inappropriately

Here's to the lucky with the crème de la croix
I raise a toast to those who were fortunate enough to acquire premium alcoholic beverages

Haba maka, next to me shawty
I cannot decipher the meaning of this phrase

What is life?
Once again, I am pondering the essence of existence

What it's like
I am curious about the personal experience of others