Some Nights Intro
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There are some nights I hold on to every note I ever wrote
There are some nights where I cling onto my past mistakes and memories, unable to move forward.

Some nights, I say 'Fuck it all' and stare at the calendar
Some nights, I feel like giving up and I feel hopeless about the future and the unknown.

Waiting for catastrophes, imagining they'd scare me
In anticipation of something terrible happening, I try to scare myself into changing my current behavior.

Into changing whatever it is I am changing into
I am constantly changing and trying to improve, however, I am not quite sure what I am becoming.

And you have every right to be scared
I understand if you are scared of me and my behavior based on the way I am feeling right now.

'Cause there are some nights I hold you close, pushing you to hold me
At times, I cling onto you and rely on your presence for comfort and support.

Or begging you to lock me up, never let me see the world
Other times, I feel so overwhelmed by the world that I ask for you to keep me from it and protect me.

Some nights, I live in horror of the people on the radio
On some nights, I become consumed by the negative news reported in the media, which scares me and makes me feel hopeless.

Tea Parties and Twitter, I've never been so bitter
I have become angry and resentful towards the current political and societal climate, as well as the way they are portrayed on social media.

And you, why you wanna stay?
Despite my behaviors and emotions, I wonder why you choose to stay with me.

Oh my God! Have you listened to me lately? Lately, I've been going crazy (so crazy)
I am aware that my behaviors and thoughts are irrational and out of control, and I am concerned about how it may be affecting you.

There are some nights I wait for someone to save us
In moments of hopelessness, I find myself waiting for someone else to fix all of our problems and concerns.

But I never look inward, tried not to look upward
Instead of looking within myself or to a higher power, I avoid introspection and hopelessness by focusing on external solutions.

And some nights I pray a sign is gonna come to me
During times of uncertainty, I pray for a sign or guidance to help me find a way out of my current situation.

But usually, I'm just trying to get some sleep
However, most nights I am just trying to turn my mind off and get some rest.

Some nights!
Overall, there are some nights where I feel lost, alone, and uncertain about the future.