Disappear
haruhi Lyrics
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Billion hearts just roam beating as one
Aren′t we all a bit afraid？ Decorating the lies of the universe
She wants to disappear, take a bus that goes to nowhere
The neighbors asking, what do you fear from？
She cease to exist
Broken lamp and an empty bed, she has her costume inside out
Take a bus to lead her way, so go and disappear
The world doesn′t get to know
Everyone is a pawn somewhere
No rooks or knights or queens
Tight chest, she takes a breath, realize she left her board game
Driving far from where she came, unknown to the place where she's
Heading
No link to the world out there, or the past or the ever
The song "Disappear" by Haruhi is a hauntingly beautiful melody that speaks to the deep and intense desire to escape from the harsh reality of life. The lyrics are particularly poignant as they depict the emotions felt by many young people who are struggling to navigate the complexities of modern society. The phrase "Billion hearts just roam beating as one" alludes to the sense of isolation and alienation felt by those who find themselves lost in this vast and complex world.
The song speaks of the fear that grips people as they try to find their place in the universe. It talks about the lies that cover up the harsh realities of life, and the desperation felt by those who want to escape from it all. The lines "She wants to disappear, take a bus that goes to nowhere" are particularly poignant, as they capture the sense of numbness and disconnection that comes from feeling lost and alone.
The song speaks to the deep desire we all have for connection and community, but also the fact that this is not always available to us. It speaks to the fragility of life and the need to find something deeper and more meaningful than the superficiality of modern society. Ultimately the song is an invitation to embrace the unknown and to find the courage to disappear, to seek out new adventures, to discover new possibilities and to create a better world for ourselves and for future generations.
Line by Line Meaning
We were born and raised somewhere
We all come from somewhere and have a unique origin story.
Billion hearts just roam beating as one
Despite our individuality, we all share the common experience of having a beating heart.
Aren't we all a bit afraid? Decorating the lies of the universe
We all have fears and insecurities that we try to cover up with illusions of control and understanding.
She wants to disappear, take a bus that goes to nowhere
The artist desires to escape the pressures of society by disappearing into the unknown.
The neighbors asking, what do you fear from?
Those around the artist are curious as to why they would want to disappear and leave their current life behind.
She cease to exist
By disappearing, the singer is essentially erasing their existence from the world.
Broken lamp and an empty bed, she has her costume inside out
The singer has left behind a disheveled and empty space, symbolizing their departure from their former life.
In her, it's just a play, judging eyes, the focused spot light
The artist feels like their life is a performance, where they are constantly being watched and judged by others.
Take a bus to lead her way, so go and disappear
The artist sees the act of boarding a bus as a symbol of freedom and an opportunity to disappear.
The world doesn't get to know
By disappearing, the artist is keeping their reasons and motivations hidden from the rest of the world.
Everyone is a pawn somewhere
No matter how powerful or influential someone may seem, they are still subject to the whims and power structures of society.
No rooks or knights or queens
Even the most grandiose titles and roles are ultimately meaningless in the grand scheme of things.
Tight chest, she takes a breath, realize she left her board game
The singer feels suffocated and chooses to leave the game of life behind.
Driving far from where she came, unknown to the place where she's heading
The singer is leaving their past life behind and heading towards an unknown future.
No link to the world out there, or the past or the ever
The singer is breaking all ties and connections to their old life, choosing to start anew with no attachments.
Writer(s): Haruhi
Contributed by Hannah I. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@BenTennison16
i read a story from someone who actually got stabbed. and this anime pictures it pretty accurately. your body is first in a complete state of shock and you dont actually feel pain straight away, not until the message gets into your head though - which can take several seconds. Panic comes afterwards when you realise that blood starts rushing toward the opening. It's a pretty scary experience. I felt sorry for Kyon in this segment. pretty brutal , that damn bitch!
@illyachan5901
The most realistic stabbing in all of anime. All you can think is that it hurts, none of this "power of friendship lets me move after being stabbed 20 times" bullshit
@dianamon2727
Oh boy you didn't rly know many anime do you?
@Kyinnoo
Yeah..
@lincolngreennowjurassicgre5074
teapot intesfies
@narllahcorreia2374
@@dianamon2727 OMG Who is she is that Blue Hair and What is Her Name is it
@dianamon2727
@@narllahcorreia2374 What do you mean?
@anto_lalii
My jaw literally DROPPED when this part came. I legit did not anticipate kyon getting stabbed again but for real this time. I knew Ryouko was gonna show up again and stop him, but lord, what a whiplash. For a split second, I thought he was just gonna die right then and there.
This whole damn movie was a trip and a half, like fr
@WarriorOfTheLostLand
Imagine how this version of poor Yuki felt. I feel so sorry for her.
@Junior13113
Felt the same thing. You lose your memory and then all of a sudden a stranger points a gun at you. Nagato really couldn't catch a break in this series.