Misery
ill-Advised Lyrics

I lost my faith the memories erased
I have lost my belief in something and have intentionally erased certain memories from my mind.

I keep on living life no stress for me today
I continue to live my life without any worries or stress at present.

The pain it gives me strength
The pain I experience actually provides me with strength and resilience.

My life for me to gain
I strive to gain personal fulfillment and happiness in my own life.

If you take hurtful past the Misery remain
Even if I try to leave behind a painful past, the feelings of misery still linger.

Too big of heart gave a way piece of me
Having a big heart, I have willingly sacrificed a part of myself for others.

And the reality of things is I'm just a broken dream (broken dream)
The harsh truth is that I am nothing more than a shattered dream, a person whose aspirations have been crushed.

I won't ever be free they have control of me
I will never truly be liberated because others possess control over my life and decisions.

The rest of my entire life I'm trapped in Misery
For the remaining duration of my existence, I find myself confined within a state of deep unhappiness.

As I sit here lost and trapped in my head
In this moment, I feel completely disoriented and emotionally imprisoned within my own thoughts.

Every single voice screams out that it wants me dead
Each internal voice obsessively demands my demise, expressing a desire for my own death.

I'm just tryna get away from all the pain and the stress and escape all of the demons that be beating my chest
I am simply attempting to distance myself from the overwhelming pain, stress, and internal turmoil caused by the tormenting demons within me.

I'm just tryna maintain and embrace the rain but every single day ain't seeing a change
I am striving to maintain stability and accept the difficulties I face, but unfortunately, every day seems to bring no improvement or relief.

Only hatred remains instead hating the same we steady plaguing the game instead of making a name
Unfortunately, in this environment, only feelings of hatred persist, and we continue to harm the industry rather than making a positive impact and establishing a reputation.

We gotta stick together or we fighting for nothing so continue to be fake and then we hate on each other
It is crucial for us to unite and support one another, otherwise, our conflicts will be in vain, and we will perpetuate a cycle of deceit and animosity.

Why imitate ya loyal and turn your back on your brother and pledge devotion to one another then betray your own lover
Why would someone imitate loyalty, only to later betray their own kin and break the trust they had pledged to their partner?

It fuckin sickens me to see this right in front of me
It deeply disgusts and upsets me to witness this situation unfolding directly before my eyes.

But it's easy to percieve there's no reason to believe
It is easy to comprehend that there is no valid justification to have faith or trust in this situation.

It's too late for me to let it be it feels like God's forsaken me
I have reached a point where it is too late for me to simply accept the circumstance, and I perceive that I have been abandoned by a higher power.

If that's the case then let it be
If that is indeed the reality, then I resign myself to accepting the situation as it is.

My heart is frozen totally
My heart feels completely devoid of warmth or emotion.

This hidden Misery just keeps me trapped inside
This concealed and internalized misery continues to keep me locked within its confines.

And the only ones who noticed are who watched me as cried
The only individuals who are aware of my suffering are those who observed me shedding tears.

Kept me from suicide and never left my side
They supported me and prevented me from succumbing to suicidal thoughts, never abandoning me during my darkest moments.

Or an every day witness to this thing I call my life
They are present in my life on a daily basis, witnessing the struggles and challenges I face.

Or those don't see wouldn't even believe the things I go though are hard for me to percieve that's why I over think alot so that I can receive so before you take me out I've already plot out the theme
Those who are unaware would struggle to believe the hardships and difficulties I experience, making it hard for me to comprehend them fully. This is why I tend to overthink and analyze situations extensively, in order to make sense of them. So, before you dispose of me, I have already planned my course of action.

I keep on grinding though they wanna see me fall and after the smoke as settled see me standing there tall
Despite the desires of others to witness my downfall, I continue to work persistently. When the chaos subsides, they will see me triumphantly standing tall.

And I'll keep on pushin give a damn if they appalled
I will keep pushing forward, regardless of whether it shocks or offends those around me.

One day they gonna eat their words I'll stand and appluad
Eventually, those who doubted or criticized me will be proven wrong, and they will be left astounded while I applaud my own success.

Hit em with an impact a mandible claw
I will confront them with a powerful strike, comparable to the force of a mandible claw.

Talkin shit one hit I'll dismantle ya jaw
If they engage in disrespectful gossip, a single blow from me will utterly dislocate their jaw.

Talkin wreck upon my family is damage to all
If they speak ill of my family, it harms not just one individual, but affects the well-being of us all.

Your calamity is clarity ya manage to fall
The result of your own disastrous actions becomes a clear message, as you inevitably experience a downfall.