Rain Down
kamban Lyrics

I know you been through the fire
I understand that you have been through some tough times and faced many challenges

And you know what it's like to lose
You have experienced the feeling of defeat and losing in life

It ain't like you've never tried
You have put in effort and attempted to overcome your struggles

But life ain't been too fair to you
Despite your efforts, life has not been kind or equitable to you

When you can't feel a thing inside
At times, you may feel numb and unable to experience emotions

And you don't know what to do
You may feel lost or uncertain about how to move forward in life

You just look up to the sky
During these trying times, you seek guidance or a higher power to help you through

And Heaven gon' rain down on you
In these moments, you will receive blessings and support from a higher power

I bet you never thought you could
It is possible that you may have doubted your ability to make it this far

Fall this far from us, huh?
You may have distanced yourself from loved ones due to your struggles

And now you tryna tell me that
You may be expressing thoughts or feelings to someone close to you

You too far gone 'cause you numb
You may feel as though your situation is hopeless because you cannot feel anything

You made a couple mistakes
It is possible that you have made missteps in the past

Been rough, you been through the mud
You have been dealt a number of difficult circumstances

And now you tryna tell me
You may be trying to communicate your struggles to someone who is close to you

Why you think that you ain't worth God's love
You may be questioning your own self-worth and whether you deserve to be loved by a higher power

Got drunk couple times
You may have turned to alcohol as a coping mechanism at times

Tried to find God, got judged
It is possible that you have faced criticism or ridicule when attempting to seek guidance from a higher power

Cause soon as you try and come back
When you attempt to return to a positive path, obstacles may arise

That's when the problems pop up
At these times, challenges may seem to come out of nowhere

And I can tell you from experience
The artist has personal familiarity with these types of struggles

Living that life's not fun
Living a life characterized by these struggles is not enjoyable

I pray you cry out right now
The singer is extending a wish for the person to call out for help

And fall back into God's arms
The artist implies that seeking help or guidance from a higher power will provide comfort and solace

I promise you that I have witnessed
The singer makes a vow that they have observed similar struggles before

The death-grips of addiction
The singer has witnessed the tight hold that addiction can have on a person

I sold drugs like a punk
The singer admits to having sold drugs in the past out of cowardice

I probably should've went to prison
The artist acknowledges that their actions could have warranted jail time

I blasphemed God so bad
The artist confesses to having made offensive remarks about a higher power

On some old songs that I've written
The singer refers to previous music they have produced that contained negative commentary about a higher power

I used to pray to Satan
At one point, the singer admits to having worshiped the devil

"If I don't get high, I'ma turn Christian"
The artist used to have an ultimatum in which if he didn't meet his own personal goals in life, he would become a devotee of Jesus Christ

I stole money from my own mom
The artist admits to having betrayed a close family member by taking money without permission

And my dad, dawg, that vicious
The artist betrayed another close family member, and this was an especially severe action

I knew I never could've mended
The singer recognizes that they are unable to fully repair the harm they caused to their family

All the pain that I inflicted
The artist is aware of the emotional pain they have caused others

I just want to be transparent with you
The singer desires to be honest and upfront with their audience

I don't want to be cryptic
The singer is intentionally avoiding secrecy or uncertainty in their communication

I really felt like a misfit
The singer once felt like they did not belong or fit in with society

But still found His forgiveness
Despite past mistakes, the artist was able to seek and receive forgiveness from a higher power

So, what's that say about you
The artist is posing a question to the audience about what their own actions or situation may imply

And all the things you been through
The singer wonders what the person listening has experienced in their own life

The devil lying through his teeth
The singer believes that negative or self-deprecating thoughts may be influenced by negative forces or voices

I'm telling you, it ain't true
The artist asserts that these negative thoughts are not accurate or warranted

If God chased me down, homie
The artist believes that a higher power may reach out to provide guidance and support

I can promise He gon' save you
The artist is offering an assurance that help and salvation is available to those who seek it

He's probably waiting on you
The singer suggests that an opportunity for help may be present, but it is up to the individual to take action and seek it

But He'll always make a way through
Even in difficult times, the artist believes that a path forward or a solution will present itself, with the help of a higher power