Welcome To My World
karma - R.A.P. Lyrics


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(Welcome to, welcome to, welcome to)
Welcome to my addiction
40 percent, vodka and pens
Obliteration
Self destruction
I miss the old me, do you miss him
I see the way you're lookin' at me
You're sick to the core, well you're just like me
I wasn't always like this, straight edge b
But my mind is corrupted
I can't save myself
I won't die un-noted
I can't save myself
I won't die un-noted
I'm fallin' on the tracks
Not the right path
Smokin' on the og packs
And when I slide this knife down slow
And the blood draws faster than you know
I'll be there stiff and feelin' so cold
I'll be waitin' for him to show
(Oh, oh, oh)
I'll be waitin' for him to show
I can't save myself
I won't die un-noted




I can't save myself
I won't die un-noted

Overall Meaning

The song "Welcome to My World" by R.A.P. is a reflection of the artist's personal struggles with depression and the importance of finding solace in family and friends. The opening lines of the song, "Freebase my freestyles, Smoke my stanzas," convey the idea that writing and rapping serve as an escape for the artist. He goes on to describe his sense of isolation and frustration with himself, as seen in the lines "I'm hunched in the hall pissed And twisted with balled fists There's holes in the wall again." Despite these struggles, the artist finds comfort in the people he loves, stating "How can I give up With my trees around I can breathe now".


The song also touches on the artist's perception of the world around him, with references to politics and societal values. In the lines "Thoughtful, 'cause I'm penny raised In a world where many hate your Value 'cause their money's fake," R.A.P. expresses his disillusionment with the idea that money defines one's worth. He goes on to emphasize the importance of family and relationships, stating "Plenty may surround you but just Count you for the stuff you gave", suggesting that genuine relationships are more valuable than material possessions.


Line by Line Meaning

Freebase my freestyles
I express myself freely in my music


Smoke my stanzas
I put my heart and soul into every lyric


Hopeless romantic
I believe in love and emotion


Hope I don't
I hope I don't lose sight of my dreams


Cramp or slip
I hope to stay focused and avoid obstacles


The record of life
Our actions and deeds shape our destiny and karma


Keep skipping
I struggle with my past mistakes and regrets


I'm tripping off it
I am still affected by my past actions


My buddies tipped me off to it
My friends help me navigate life


I miss you all aw shit
I feel remorse over lost relationships


I'm hunched in the hall pissed
I feel angry and defeated


And twisted with balled fists
I feel tense and ready to fight


There's holes in the wall again
I have destroyed my environment with my negative energy


I'm balling and defeated
I am struggling with feelings of failure and loss


Been brawling these feelings
I have been fighting with myself emotionally


So long the audience
I have been struggling with these feelings for a long time


No longer seated
I have lost my audience and support group


All he gets is armored demons
My negative energy has attracted negative forces that protect me from growth and change


Who're meaning to pop his ceiling
These forces are trying to break through my barriers and reach my full potential


I'm healing though sealing the holes in my home
I am taking steps to improve my mental space and environment


Less revealing now
I am becoming more guarded and introverted


Looking to my people
I am turning to my support group for help


Like you peer at clouds
I am searching for guidance and direction


A bit relieving how
I find comfort in the support of my loved ones


I can walk in this bitch
I can navigate life with confidence


And they calm my feelings down
My loved ones help me find peace and stability


How can I give up
I refuse to give up on my dreams and goals


With my trees around
I find peace and clarity in nature


I can breathe now
I can relax and find peace


I can't even see the ground
I have transcended the earthly troubles and worries


Wonder how I even frowned
I am amazed at how far I have come and how much I have grown


Before it wasn't black it was a sour diesel cloud
I used to view life through a negative filter of fear and doubt


I can call it easy now
I find life more manageable and positive


Flick my ash and tip my hat
I am confident and carefree now


Just to please the crowd
I am grateful for my fans and supporters


I kept the kind of pace I wanted since a youngin' slept some
I have always had control over my life and choices


Time away from wonders, for my mind to train, tryna not be
I take time to reflect and learn about myself


Stuck in bed my under the cloudy sky i made
I often feel trapped by my own negative energy and thoughts


Lucky I got my head, arms and legs today
I am grateful for my health and mobility


Depression's never a phase,
Depression is a constant struggle in my life


I live with every no and yes
I have learned to accept the ups and downs of life


All connects anyway
Everything happens for a reason and is interconnected


Earth is just a ball collecting
Our planet is full of stories and experiences


Faulty legends every day
We often make mistakes or create false legends to justify our actions


Thoughtful, 'cause I'm penny raised
I am mindful and appreciative of the value of money


In a world where many hate your
In a society that often judges and criticizes you


Value 'cause their money's fake
Many people value money over integrity or authenticity


Plenty may surround you but just
You may have many people around you, but not all are true friends


Count you for the stuff you gave
People may only value you for what you can give or do for them


I sit back tryna inspire freedom
I aim to inspire others to find inner peace and freedom


Politics are all the labels
I am critical of the divisive nature of politics


I'll get me up, help the team up
I am committed to bettering myself and those around me


I can touch my fate
I am in control of my own destiny


Things dying show me everything's in place
Death and rebirth are natural and necessary parts of life


No time to waste, face decisions that i make, it'll be
I must make thoughtful and decisive choices to achieve my goals


Fight or flight or fade, i know the way, hold my thoughts before they
I recognize the importance of staying focused and avoiding distractions


Need to race, every word out my mouth is just peace to chase
I strive to spread positivity and peace through my words


Inner-speaking, I've always been sinking to a deeper place
I often delve deep into my psyche and soul to better understand myself


I know time to fade, times will change,
I need to accept and adapt to the changes in life


I've spent plenty days sun out, sipping lemonade
I have taken time to enjoy myself and the simple pleasures in life


The dirty face the minutes made with my brothers never trade
I cherish the memories and experiences I have shared with my family


It for nothing, when you find ya family, you better cherish and love em like,
Your family is one of the most important and valuable things in life


I've had plenty mama Justine dinners her greens winning
I have enjoyed many home-cooked meals with my loved ones


The brussels the sprouts and lean chicken we just eat different,
We all have our own unique tastes and preferences


12 knots on my jewelry I'm just too clean with it
I take pride in my appearance and fashion sense


I don't need time and space I've been far away just pull me deep in it
I am ready to embrace and immerse myself in life


I need loving with no greed in it.
I seek pure and selfless love from others


I know I ain't make the mess I'm just the one that's stuck cleaning it.
I may not have caused all my problems, but it is ultimately my responsibility to solve them


Budweiser and Coors annoyed, he steady fiending it.
I am annoyed and frustrated by the superficial and consumerist nature of society


Better get ya poppa another or he'll be beaming shit.
I need to take care of my loved ones and ensure their happiness


I don't know just where I'd be without all of my family
My family has been the cornerstone of my support and success


They shade me like the canopy, and keep me from insanity,
My family provides me with shelter and protection from the chaos of life


Saved me from my sorrows lift me up and y'all believed in me
My family has been my rock and my inspiration


It's when I met myself I realized what y'all really mean to me
I have learned to appreciate and value my family even more after finding myself


And that means everything
My family's love and support is the most important thing in my life




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Written by: Christopher Ramos

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