Mixed Emotions
lil tjay Lyrics

Know you want me for my bread, you ain't fucking wit' my head
You only like me because of my money, but you can't manipulate me

Try to push me to the edge, I reverse that shit instead
You try to test me, but I turn the tables on you

You want me 'cause I'm on, you want me 'cause I'm on
You're only interested in me because I'm successful

You want me 'cause the drip I got, the sauce that I got on
You're attracted to my style and fashion sense

I pop out with some Gucci, Cartiers and Saint Laurent
I dress well and wear expensive clothes

Got all these mixed emotions, got to put 'em in a song
I have conflicting feelings that I need to express in my music

You gold digging thinking I don't know what's going on
You're trying to take advantage of me, but I'm not oblivious to it

I love my niggas but y'all ain't treating me the same
I care about my friends, but they're not treating me with the same respect

I never thought that y'all would switch up on me for the fame
I didn't expect my friends to change because of my newfound success

Chatting on my name
You're talking about me behind my back

So call my phone, I'm a let it ring
Don't waste your time trying to reach me

If your day one nigga started changing on you
What would you do if your closest friend started acting differently towards you?

We done been through a lot, y'all act like y'all forgot
We've been through a lot together, but my friends seem to have forgotten that

And I know a lot of niggas didn't want me to pop
Many people were rooting against me when I started my career

Got no love for a thot, I'm just chasing the guap
I don't have time for promiscuous girls, I'm focused on getting money

Hollow shells for a nigga 'cause we play with them Glocks
I carry guns and I'm not afraid to use them

So I stay with a chop, I ain't saying a lot
I keep a weapon with me and I don't talk too much about it

'Til Sandy come home, he gon' stay in the box
I'll keep my gun with me until it's absolutely necessary to use it

They ain't feeling my pain, they must think it's a game
No one understands the struggles I'm going through, they think it's a joke

I can't wait to take a picture next to Nicki and Wayne
I'm excited about the prospect of taking a picture with Nicki Minaj and Lil Wayne

Two SB on a chain and I know I'ma stain
I wear two SB (Skull and Bones) chains and I know they make me stand out

If you run up on me I'm a have some shells for your brain
If someone attacks me, I have a gun and I won't hesitate to use it

Henny, Patron got me feeling good
I feel good because I'm drinking Hennessy and Patron

The gang with me, wish a nigga would
I'm with my crew and we're prepared for anyone who tries to start trouble with us

Strapped, waitin' for a opp when I'm in the hood
I'm armed and ready to fight anyone who poses a threat while I'm in my neighborhood

I'm a keep making noise 'til it's understood
I'll continue making music until everyone recognizes my talent

And I could spit some shit that y'all just wouldn't comprehend
I'm capable of rapping about complex topics that some people might not understand

It's fully Smelly drive and I'm riding to the end
I'm driving around with my friends and we'll stick together until the very end

My new grip the clip extend, it's full for all your friends
I have a new gun with a larger magazine and it's capable of taking out multiple enemies

They prayin' I'ma fail when my career, it just began
Some people are hoping I won't become successful, but my career is only getting started

Told the guys it's our year, right now it's our time
I've told my friends that this is the year for us to shine and take advantage of opportunities

I'ma always do my best to make sure everyone shine
I'm committed to helping my friends succeed and shine in the spotlight

Long, long time, we all gon' be fine
We'll be successful for a long time to come

I ain't never said contradicted none of my lines
I've never said something that's inconsistent with what I've said before

But I'm going through stuff, I think that I'm stressed
I'm dealing with personal issues and I'm feeling stressed out

Everyday I'm in the studio, ain't getting no rest
I'm working hard on my music and I don't have much time to rest

That's the reason why the haters won't acknowledge that I'm next
My haters are ignoring my talent because they don't understand how hard I'm working

They hate because I'm coming strong, stepping on they neck
My haters are jealous of my success and are trying to bring me down

Why you hating on me? I ain't hating on you
Why are you hating on me when I haven't done anything to you?

And niggas clout chasing like it's something to do
My peers are trying to gain fame by associating with me

I still don't understand, I swear everything new
I still don't understand why people are trying to use me for fame when everything is still new for me

And I'm hearing a lot of rumors, I don't know if they true
I'm hearing a lot of gossip about me, but I don't know if it's true

I know you niggas too fake, they two-faced
I know my friends are fake and are hypocritical

Always throwing shade, swear that shit amuse me
My friends are always making negative comments about me, but I find it amusing

You're not about to use me, and use me
I'm not going to let you take advantage of me

I ain't got no feelings shorty, you a groupie
I don't have emotional attachments to promiscuous girls who are only interested in me for my fame