Amnesia
lordkez Lyrics

Heart-face all on my case I don’t need you
You are trying to get too involved in my life, but I don't want or need your help.

Sit back, always laid back I’m sativa
I am always relaxed and calm, like the effects of smoking sativa weed.

Act like I don’t know you like amnesia
I am pretending I don't remember you, like I have amnesia, because I don't want to deal with you anymore.

Swim by, ride my wave like I don’t need you
You are trying to stay close to me and get involved in my life, even though I don't want you there.

Said I don’t need you
I've made it clear that I don't want or need you in my life.

Like who got smoke? I need all of that
I want to know who has a problem with me, so I can deal with it and move on.

Went there once now she keep calling back
I had a relationship with someone, but now they keep trying to reach out to me.

Make the pain go, make it easier
I want to find a way to make the pain and stress in my life go away and become easier to deal with.

See I got PTSD every time I hear your name
Hearing your name or thinking about you triggers symptoms of PTSD in me.

I don’t see no evil I don’t make no claims
I am not trying to cause any problems or start any drama, I just don't want you around.

But you a crazy bitch and I can’t play your games
You are acting irrationally and making things difficult for me, so I can't continue to be involved with you.

So adios, au revoir, auf wiedersen
Goodbye, farewell, see you never.

Now things can’t be the same
After everything that's happened, our relationship can never be the same.

I can’t see the same
I view things differently now and our relationship can't go back to the way it was before.

Almost lost my life I knew I needed change
I had a near-death experience that made me realize I needed to make some changes in my life.

I'm laughing through the pain
I am trying to find ways to cope with my pain and stress by laughing and not taking things too seriously.

I’m dancing in the rain
I am enjoying life and trying to find joy in the little things, even when it's raining.

You all on my case can’t go back there again
I can't deal with you trying to get involved in my life again, I need to move on.

Been living life on a tight rope
I've been living a dangerous or stressful life, always on the edge.

She said she thinks I’m a psycho
Someone thinks I am crazy or unstable.

I been trying to make it to the night show
I've been working hard to achieve my goals and make it to where I want to be in life.

Up all night can’t keep my eyes closed baby
I am staying up all night and can't sleep because I am too stressed or anxious.

Wanted them all to forget me, that’s how I know
I want everyone to forget about me and my past mistakes, so I know it's time to move on and start over.

I don’t need you or your problems, please where’s my coat?
I don't want to deal with your problems or drama, please give me my coat so I can leave.

Running a million or more ‘til it’s clearer coasts
I am trying to run away from my problems and find a place where things are easier or clearer.

Partly amnesia but I know it’s not the smoke
I am pretending to forget my past mistakes, but I know it's not the effects of smoking weed causing my memory loss.

Calling my niggas like “Yo where you at my bros?”
I am reaching out to my friends to find out where they are and check in on them.

Falling a victim again, yet another foe
I am falling into a pattern of being taken advantage of or hurt by others, it's like I have another enemy.

Part with the bitch but I probably won’t ever know
I am breaking up with someone, but I may never know the true reason or story behind what happened.

All of that freaking she gave him when I…
Someone had sex with someone else, while I was still involved with them.

All of that, baby you breaking me, breaking my heart what a package
All of the things you did have hurt me deeply and broken my heart in a major way.

I don’t understand it, I wanted you, fuck it
I don't understand why things didn't work out between us, even though I wanted it to happen.

I wanted you bad as a motherfucker but...
I really wanted to be with you, but something went wrong.

It didn’t matter I perceive
It didn't matter how much I wanted it or tried, because things still fell apart.

Rolling all these trees, know my Socrates
I am smoking a lot of weed and feel like I am reaching a philosophical or enlightened state, like Socrates.

Teasing all this, bleeding, boiling
I am trying to find pleasure and enjoyment in life, but also feel like I am constantly struggling or in pain.

All this talking why you skipping the point?
You are talking a lot, but not getting to the heart of the matter or the point of the conversation.

Arguing about some shit that’s annoying
We are arguing about something that is frustrating or annoying, but not that important.

Deflecting the boy
You are trying to avoid or deflect responsibility, blaming it on someone else (the boy).

Oh don’t you know that some poison shit
You should know that some things are toxic or harmful, but you keep doing them anyway.