Stupid
nascar aloe Lyrics
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Maybe I'm just going through it
Save me, I'm clueless
So much pain inside a human
Baby I'm foolish
Thinking you mine, but you just an illusion
Pray for a bullet
The gun fully loaded, I play russian roulette
Maybe I'm just going through it
Save me, I'm clueless
So much pain inside a human
Baby I'm foolish
Thinking you mine, but you just an illusion
Pray for a bullet
The gun fully loaded, I play russian roulette
Darkness in my soul, out of options
Heartless, put a hole in my noggin
Arctic, I'm so cold from your toxins
Target on my dome, I'm a carcus
Said she was for me, I swear that's a lie
Demons in my head, keep me up at night
I can't let no-one inside, paranoia always plaguing my mind
Completely broken, I don't need your advice
Not a single person treating me right
Need a girl right by my side,
Mistaken thinking you was feeling the vibe
I'd rather be alone, than in love
I take shawty home, she fuck me up like drugs
Baby, where you going, I know you'll leave me stuck
And I'll be on my own, but she won't give a fuck
I'd rather be alone, than in love
I take shawty home, she fuck me up like drugs
Baby, where you going, I know you'll leave me stuck
And I'll be on my own, but she won't give a fuck
Maybe I'm stupid
Maybe I'm just going through it
Save me, I'm clueless
So much pain inside a human
Baby I'm foolish
Thinking you mine, but you just an illusion
Pray for a bullet
The gun fully loaded, I play russian roulette
Maybe I'm stupid
Maybe I'm just going through it
Save me, I'm clueless
So much pain inside a human
Baby I'm foolish
Thinking you mine, but you just an illusion
Pray for a bullet
The gun fully loaded, I play russian roulette
In NASCAR Aloe's song "Stupid," he sings about his struggles with love, heartbreak, and mental health. He questions his own intelligence and sanity, wondering if he is foolish for holding onto a love that was never really there. He speaks about the pain he feels inside as a human, and how he copes with it by considering suicide with a loaded gun.
NASCAR Aloe talks about feeling lost, heartless, and broken. He describes himself as having darkness in his soul and being plagued by demons in his head. The person he believed was for him turned out to be an illusion, and he realizes that he was mistaken about her feelings. He refers to himself as a "carcus" with a target on his dome, indicating that he feels vulnerable and exposed.
The chorus repeats twice throughout the song, emphasizing NASCAR Aloe's self-doubt and pain. He pleads for someone to save him from his cluelessness and the immense pain he feels inside. He ends the song by stating that he would rather be alone than in love, as being in love tends to hurt him like drugs.
Line by Line Meaning
Maybe I'm stupid
Perhaps I am lacking intelligence or common sense
Maybe I'm just going through it
Perhaps I am experiencing a hard time in my life
Save me, I'm clueless
I need help because I am completely unaware
So much pain inside a human
It is possible to experience an overwhelming amount of emotional distress
Baby I'm foolish
I have made a mistake in judgement or decision-making
Thinking you mine, but you just an illusion
Believing that I am in a committed relationship with you, but it is not real
Pray for a bullet
I wish for death as a release from my suffering
The gun fully loaded, I play russian roulette
I am willing to risk death for the chance to end my pain
Darkness in my soul, out of options
I feel a profound sense of despair, and I see no way out of my situation
Heartless, put a hole in my noggin
I feel emotionally detached and empty, like a part of me is missing
Arctic, I'm so cold from your toxins
Your negative influence has made me feel extremely unhappy and alone
Target on my dome, I'm a carcus
I feel like I am constantly under attack, and I am emotionally drained
Said she was for me, I swear that's a lie
I was led to believe that someone cared about me, but it was not true
Demons in my head, keep me up at night
I am haunted by my own negative thoughts and feelings
I can't let no-one inside, paranoia always plaguing my mind
I am too afraid to be vulnerable and let anyone get close to me, due to my constant fear and distrust of others
Completely broken, I don't need your advice
I am beyond repair, and your suggestions will not help me
Not a single person treating me right
I do not feel loved or respected by anyone in my life
Need a girl right by my side
I desire a romantic partner to support me through my struggles
Mistaken thinking you was feeling the vibe
I was incorrect in assuming that you were interested in me romantically
I'd rather be alone, than in love
I believe that being alone is less painful than being in love and experiencing heartbreak
I take shawty home, she fuck me up like drugs
Having a sexual encounter with someone does not bring me the happiness I desire, but rather it makes me feel worse
Baby, where you going, I know you'll leave me stuck
I am afraid of being abandoned and left alone
And I'll be on my own, but she won't give a fuck
I will be alone, but the person I was with does not care about my well-being
Writer(s): colby suoy
Contributed by Jordyn H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.