Toxic
nervyyy Lyrics

She so toxic, she don't love me
The person referred to is in a relationship with someone who is emotionally harmful and does not reciprocate their love.

Lately I been doing all this shit just for the money
The person feels trapped in their current situation and is engaging in activities they do not enjoy for financial gain.

It ain't funny, my nose runny
The person is experiencing physical symptoms of stress and anxiety.

I think my heart cold, it's pumping blood to keep me running
The person feels emotionally numb and is only continuing to live their life because of their physical necessity for blood to circulate.

Running from these problems, that I face (Yuh)
The person is struggling with their personal issues and is trying to avoid dealing with them.

I'm the trending topic my realities in space (Yuh)
The person feels disconnected from reality and like they are living in their own world.

Whats this place, get a taste (Yuh)
The person is questioning their surroundings and wants to explore new experiences.

Fuck being a star if your whole shine is fake (Yuh)
The person values authenticity over fame or success that is not genuine.

Lemme wait, in my space (Yuh)
The person needs time alone to process their thoughts and emotions.

My heart needs some healing from this damage I can't wait (Yuh)
The person is dealing with emotional pain that they need to address in order to heal.

Feeling desperate to be loved, need your contact
The person is longing for love and attention from someone specific.

Give me your attention or i guess that is too much to ask for
The person feels like they are constantly seeking attention and validation but are not receiving it from the people they desire it from.

I open the doors, but they keep closing shut on me and i wonder what for
The person feels like they are making an effort to improve their life but are constantly being met with obstacles and setbacks.

I just need a helping hand to get me through this life
The person is struggling and needs support from others to overcome their difficulties.

Lately i've been questioning if I should live or die (Yuh)
The person is experiencing difficult emotions and is contemplating suicide.

We go so young, so why we die (Yuh)
The person is reflecting on the brevity of life and questioning why death comes at such a young age.

I've been on this earth for 15 years, yet ain't alive (Yuh)
The person feels like they have not truly lived their life despite being alive for 15 years.

Wanna run, I wanna hide (Yuh)
The person wants to escape from their problems and hide from the world.

But there is no where to go to so, im getting high (Yuh)
The person is turning to drugs or alcohol to cope with their problems.

To the sky (Yuh)
The person wants to escape from their current reality and reach a higher state of being.

I wanna break from reality i wanna die (Yuh)
The person is experiencing extreme distress and is considering suicide as a way to escape their problems.

I just wanna move to where my grandma passed to
The person wants to reconnect with a deceased loved one and feels like they may find healing in the place where they passed away.

I just need someone to love, someone to hold on to
The person is longing for human connection and affection.

She so toxic, she don't love me
Repeating the first line for emphasis on the person's strained relationship.

Lately I been doing all this shit just for the money
Repeating the second line for emphasis on feeling trapped in their situation.

It ain't funny, my nose runny
Repeating the third line for emphasis on experiencing physical symptoms of stress.

I think my heart cold, it's pumping blood to keep me running
Repeating the fourth line for emphasis on feeling emotionally numb.