Heal
odanga Lyrics

I just wanna heal all night
I want to find healing all through the night

Tell me can you heal me all night
Can you help me find healing throughout the entire night?

(I really want it)
I genuinely desire it

(No wait, I need it)
Actually, I require it

(Know what I'm losing)
I'm very aware of what I stand to lose

(Don't wanna keep it)
I don't want to hold onto it

Got you out of order but it's all within
I may have said things out of order, but I mean everything I said

I need the confidence to tell you that I'm lost again
I lack the confidence to admit that I'm lost again

Coz this effort for displeasure got me damning other options
My attempt to find satisfaction is leading me to condemn other choices

So sick of being subtle when destiny steady calling
I'm tired of being subtle while Destiny persistently calls out to me

Telling you give it all up
It's telling me to surrender everything

Thought they told me to trust the process
I thought I was instructed to trust the process

So many gods above us but they all think I'm a problem
There are numerous gods above us, yet all of them see me as a challenge

I rose again but the gone give regards
I rose again, but the departed still acknowledge me

That's regardless!!
That's the reality, despite everything else

This ain't just a brand, it's a target (a target)
It's not just a brand; it's something that draws attention

Anywhere I go I feel it follows (it follows)
I sense it following me everywhere I go

I am not a monster, just a result of karma
I'm not a monster; I'm just a product of Karma

And this ain't my persona
This isn't my usual demeanor

Just a look in my conscience
Just a glimpse into my moral sense

It's hard to give all of me
It's difficult to give my all

So lost in my mind
I'm extremely lost in my thoughts

Think I need a lobotomy
I believe I require a lobotomy

I'm sick of the slaughtering
I'm fed up with feeling like a victim

But I'm used to the fight
However, I'm accustomed to the battle

So the beat is a part of me
Because of that, the rhythm is part of me

When they say they love you to death!
When people say they love you but could hurt you

Just check for the knife on your neck
Be cautious and check for danger

Wardrobe kanye fashion
Going for dressing-style similar to Kanye West

That's what I call backstabbing!
That's what I refer to as betrayal

Got me angry as I ever been
It infuriates me more than I've ever been before

I don't know why I'm so hesitant
I'm unsure why I'm so apprehensive

Looking for what I can level with
I'm searching for someone or something that I can relate with

Till I get whatever heaven sent
Until I get whatever was meant for me

God help us
May God help all of us

Who don't wanna be where the devil is
Those who don't want to be where evil dwells

I know I ain't the most intelligent
I'm aware I'm not the smartest person around

But pain and pleasure they ain't never mixed
Pain and pleasure never go hand in hand

I rid myself of the irrelevant
I've eliminated everything that isn't important

Hands together while I'm settling
I bring my hands together as I settle

And close my eyes to find the revenant
And I close my eyes to find the spirit of a deceased person

On the road for the money and the glory
I'm pursuing wealth and acclaim

I been broken and I need you to restore me
I'm shattered and need someone to help fix me

Cold feet now I know I'm feeling soulless
I'm feeling hesitant, and now I know it's because I'm soulless

You know life doesn't live in the moment
You know that life isn't just about the present

Trucking through the mud
Persisting through difficulties

I've been doing things the long way
I've been doing things in the most difficult way possible

Looking up above,
Looking up to the sky

Lord I pray, I make it home safe
God, I pray I arrive home safely

Start my evolution in the end game
Begin changing everything despite knowing the end is near

Face to face with my mistake
I'm confronting my wrongdoing

So how can I complain?
So how can I be upset?

Coz in hindsight
Because in retrospect

There ain't nothing special about living in the limelight
There's nothing unique about living in the public eye

Everybody meditates
Everyone thinks deeply

It's time to get your mind right
It's time to focus on clearing your mind

Face to face with heaven's gates
Confronting the possibility of facing heaven or hell

While God is on my blind side
God is guiding me through difficult times without me realizing it

So when the times right
So when the ideal time comes

Open up your mind's eye
Be open to new ideas and see things differently

(Oooooo)
An interjection showing strong emotion

I'm having visions
I'm experiencing prophetic visions

(Having visions)
I'm seeing things that may or may not become reality

Lost within my memories
I'm caught up in reliving past events

My dreams and what I'm wishing
My aspirations and hopes

(Oooo)
An exclamation of surprise or awe

And what I'm wishing?
What I'm hoping for?

If I follow in my dreams
If I chase my aspirations

That means I'm following the mission
It means I'm following a purpose

Sleepwalking, daydreaming,
In a dazed state of mind, both in the day and night

What's the difference?
What's the distinction?

Just a thought could take over your whole existence
A single idea could dominate your entire being

In an instant
In a moment

Can you show me, what I'm missing?
Can you reveal to me what I need?

I had hoped to stay consistent
I intended to remain steady

But I'm broken can you fix me?
But I'm damaged, can you help me heal?

(Noooooow?)
An interjection asking for something to be done immediately

I ain't the one you should be messing with
Don't mess with me

I need the spiritual medicine
I require a kind of remedy for my soul

I need that ghost if it's heaven sent
I need that spirit if it's sent from heaven

(Uh)
An exclamation showing surprise or confusion

Feeling this rain is so decadent
Experiencing this rain is so luxurious

I been reborn from excellence
I've been reborn through achievements

Till I restore all my elements
Until I recover all my characteristics

Still afraid of who I am within
I'm still scared of who I am on the inside

But don't want this feeling to ever end... no
But I don't want this feeling to ever fade away

No no noooo...
An interjection expressing disagreement or disapproval

I dont want this feeling to ever end no
I don't want this feeling to ever disappear

(I really want it
I honestly want it

No wait, I need it
Scratch that, I absolutely need it

Know what I'm losing
I grasp what I stand to lose

Don't wanna keep it
But I don't want to hold onto it

Nooo)
An interjection indicating regret or reluctance