The Past Is A Grotesque Animal
of Montreal Lyrics


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The past is a grotesque animal
And in its eyes you see
How completely wrong you can be
How completely wrong you can be

The sun is out, it melts the snow that fell yesterday
Makes you wonder why it bothered
I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met
Who could appreciate Georges Bataille
Standing at Swedish festival discussing "Story of the Eye"
Discussing "Story of the Eye"

It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you
How can I explain, I need you here and not here too
How can I explain, I need you here and not here too

I'm flunking out, I'm flunking out, I'm gone, I'm just gone
But at least I author my own disaster
At least I author my own disaster

Performance breakdown and I don't want to hear it
I'm just not available
Things could be different but they're not
Things could be different but they're not

The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
She gets hysterical because they're both so mean
And it's my favorite scene
But the cruelty's so predictable
It makes you sad on the stage
Though our love project has so much potential
But it's like we weren't made for this world
(Though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was)

Do I have to scream in your face?
I've been dodging lamps and vegetables
Throw it all in my face, I don't care

Let's just have some fun
Let's tear this shit apart
Let's tear the fucking house apart
Let's tear our fucking bodies apart
But let's just have some fun

Somehow you've red-rovered the gestapo circling my heart
And nothing can defeat you
No death, no ugly world

You've lived so brightly
You've altered everything
I find myself searching for old selves
While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells

I've played the unraveler, the parhelion
But even apocalypse is fleeting
There's no death, no ugly world

Sometimes I wonder if you're mythologizing me like I do you
Mythologizing me like I do you

We want our film to be beautiful, not realistic
Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams
And you can betray me
You can, you can betray me

But teach me something wonderful
Crown my head, crowd my head
With your lilting effects
Project your fears on to me, I need to view them
See, there's nothing to them
I promise you, there's nothing to them

I'm so touched by your goodness
You make me feel so criminal
How do you keep it together?
I'm all, all unraveled

But you know, no matter where we are
We're always touching by underground wires

I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst
But most nights we've raided the same kingdoms
And none of our secrets are physical




None of our secrets are physical
None of our secrets are physical now

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of The Past Is A Grotesque Animal by of Montreal are extraordinarily melancholic, describing the feeling of being overwhelmed by memories of past mistakes, and how they can have a lasting and haunting effect on a person's psyche. The image of the past being a grotesque animal illustrates how painful and horrible memories can be, much like encountering a wild and ferocious beast. The line "And in its eyes, you see how completely wrong you can be" conveys how the past can make someone see the mistakes they've made with clarity.


The next verse mentions the weather, which serves as a metaphor for the brutal and unpredictable nature of life. The line "Makes you wonder why it bothered" shows how small our individual actions can seem when compared to the grand scheme of things. The song then moves into a story of falling in love with someone over a shared love of literature but being unable to articulate the need for the person in their life.


The lines "The mousy girl screams, 'Violence! Violence!'" imply that the relationship has reached a breaking point. The character expresses the desire to let loose and tear things apart while still needing the person they love. The final line "None of our secrets are physical now" suggests that the relationship has moved beyond simple physical attraction and is based on something much deeper.


Line by Line Meaning

The past is a grotesque animal
The past is an ugly and unpleasant thing that haunts you


And in its eyes you see
The past is a reminder of all your mistakes


How completely wrong you can be
It shows you how wrong you were in the past


The sun is out, it melts the snow that fell yesterday
The new day is a fresh start and everything is changing


Makes you wonder why it bothered
It makes you wonder why things happen the way they do


I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met
I fell in love recklessly and impulsively


Who could appreciate Georges Bataille
Who had a shared intellectual interest


Standing at Swedish festival discussing 'Story of the Eye'
Talking about sexual desire in literature


It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you
I feel ashamed for needing someone so much


How can I explain, I need you here and not here too
I want you close, but I also struggle with us being together


I'm flunking out, I'm flunking out, I'm gone, I'm just gone
I'm failing in life and fading away


But at least I author my own disaster
At least I take responsibility for the mess I've made


Performance breakdown and I don't want to hear it
I'm tired of trying my best and failing


Things could be different but they're not
I wish things were different, but they aren't


The mousy girl screams, 'Violence! Violence!'
The timid girl speaks up against cruelty


She gets hysterical because they're both so mean
She reacts so strongly because of the extreme cruelty


And it's my favorite scene
But I enjoy seeing the chaos and conflict


But the cruelty's so predictable
But the violence is expected and it's sad


It makes you sad on the stage
It's painful to see violence even in a staged performance


Though our love project has so much potential
Despite the struggles, our relationship has the potential to be great


But it's like we weren't made for this world
We seem out of place in this world


(Though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was)
(Although meeting someone who fits in perfectly wouldn't be ideal)


Do I have to scream in your face?
Do I need to be extreme to get your attention?


I've been dodging lamps and vegetables
I've been avoiding arguments and conflict


Let's just have some fun
Let's enjoy ourselves for once


Let's tear this shit apart
Let's be reckless and have some chaos


Let's tear the fucking house apart
Let's make a mess and break stuff


Let's tear our fucking bodies apart
Let's be wild and reckless with our bodies


But let's just have some fun
But let's not take it too seriously and just have a good time


Somehow you've red-rovered the gestapo circling my heart
You've broken through my emotional barriers and defenses


And nothing can defeat you
You're strong and unbreakable


No death, no ugly world
You make everything beautiful and worthwhile


You've lived so brightly
You've lived your life fully and with vibrancy


You've altered everything
You've changed my perspective and my life


I find myself searching for old selves
I'm looking for who I was before I met you


While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells
As I mature and grow, I'm looking back at my past self


I've played the unraveler, the parhelion
I've tried to understand things deeply and intellectually


But even apocalypse is fleeting
Even the end of the world wouldn't last forever


Sometimes I wonder if you're mythologizing me like I do you
Sometimes I think you have an idealized version of me, like I have of you


We want our film to be beautiful, not realistic
We want our relationship to be perfect, not real


Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams
See me as something awe-inspiring and exciting


And you can betray me
,But you could still hurt me


You can, you can betray me
You have the power to hurt me


But teach me something wonderful
But help me grow and learn something amazing


Crown my head, crowd my head
Fill my mind with amazing things


With your lilting effects
With your enchanting ways


Project your fears on to me, I need to view them
Share your fears with me


See, there's nothing to them
And reassure me that they're not as scary as they seem


I promise you, there's nothing to them
I swear everything will be okay


I'm so touched by your goodness
Your kind heart touches me deeply


You make me feel so criminal
But I feel like I don't deserve your kindness


How do you keep it together?
How do you remain so good when things are tough?


I'm all, all unraveled
I'm falling apart


But you know, no matter where we are
But we'll always be connected


We're always touching by underground wires
Just like how we can be connected through technology or emotions


I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst
I've analyzed and studied you almost like a scientist


But most nights we've raided the same kingdoms
But we've also shared intimate moments together


And none of our secrets are physical
And the connection we have is beyond the physical


None of our secrets are physical
None of our secrets relate to anything physical anymore




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: KEVIN BARNES

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The past is a grotesque animal
And in its eyes you see
How completely wrong you can be
How completely wrong you can be
The sun is out, it melts the snow that fell yesterday
Makes you wonder why it bothered
I fell in love with the first cute girl that I met
Who could appreciate George Bataille
Standing at a Swedish festival discussing "Story of the Eye"
Discussing "Story of the Eye"
It's so embarrassing to need someone like I do you
How can I explain? I need you here and not here too
How can I explain? I need you here and not here too
I'm flunking out, I'm flunking out
I'm gone, I'm just gone
But at least I author my own disaster
At least I author my own disaster
Performance breakdown, and I don't want to hear it
I'm just not available
Things could be different, but they're not
Oh-oh-oh
Things could be different, but they're not
The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
The mousy girl screams, "Violence! Violence!"
She gets hysterical (ooh, ooh, ooh)
'Cause they're both so mean (ooh, ooh, ooh)
And it's my favorite scene (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
But the cruelty's so predictable, (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
It makes you sad on the stage (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Though our love project has so much potential (ooh, ooh, ooh)
But it's like we weren't made for this world (ooh, ooh, ooh)
And though I wouldn't really want to meet someone who was
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Do I have to scream in your face? (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I've been dodging lamps and vegetables (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Throw it all in my face, I don't care (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Let's just have some fun, let's tear this shit apart
Let's tear the fucking house apart (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Let's tear our fucking bodies apart (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Let's just have some fun (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Somehow you've red-rovered the gestapo circling my heart
And nothing can defeat you (ooh, ooh, ooh)
No death, no ugly world (oh, ooh, ooh)
You've lived so brightly (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You've altered everything (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I find myself searching for old selves
While speeding forward through the plate glass of maturing cells
I've played the unraveler (ooh, ooh, ooh)
The parhelion (ooh, ooh, ooh)
But even apocalypse is fleeting (ooh, ooh, ooh)
There's no death, no ugly world (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sometimes I wonder (ooh, ooh, ooh)
If you're mythologizing me like I do you (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, if you're mythologizing me like I do you)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
We want our film to be beautiful, not realistic (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Perceive me in the radiance of terror dreams (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You can betray me (ooh, ooh, ooh) (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You can (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You can, you can betray me (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Teach me something wonderful (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Crown my head, crowd my head with your lilting effects
Project your fears on to me (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I need to view them (ooh, ooh, ooh)
See there's nothing to them (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I promise you there's nothing to them (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
I'm so touched by your goodness (ooh, ooh, ooh)
You make me feel so criminal (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
How do you keep it together? (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I'm all, all unraveled (ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
But you know, no matter where we are (ooh, ooh, ooh)
We're always touching by underground wires (ooh, ooh, ooh)
I've explored you with the detachment of an analyst (ooh, ooh, ooh)
But most nights, we've raided the same kingdoms (ooh, ooh, ooh)
And none of our secrets are physical (ooh, ooh, ooh)
None of our secrets are physical (ooh, ooh, ooh)
None of our secrets are physical now (ooh, ooh, ooh)



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THE PAST IS A GROTESQUE ANIMAL

AND IN ITS EYES YOU SEE

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