Fool
phemiec Lyrics

Boy, you get my guts tied up in such a twisted noisy ruckus
You make me feel intensely flustered and overwhelmed.

Heaven sent that you are, wouldn't lift a claw or cut me off, cause
You are perfect to me, and I don't want to lose you or have any conflict.

Rambling as I ever am I shamble to your chair and stables
I can't help but come to you, even though I may seem disorganized and awkward.

Watch you all enraptured as you shuffle cards and stutter fables
I am captivated by everything you do, even the most mundane things.

Break my habit, you're my habit
You have become my addiction and I need you to help me break free from it.

I'd trade my limbs for one of you
I am willing to sacrifice anything for a chance to be with you.

Two legs for two lips, now I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
I think having you kiss me is worth more than any physical possession I have.

Drop my habit, you're my habit
I am willing to give up my unhealthy attachment to you if it means having you back in my life.

And I'm like a fool without a calling, like a heartsick fool
Without you, I feel lost and like I have no purpose. I am deeply in love with you.

Boy, you like to play the martyr, but if I pray a little harder
You often act like a victim, but I believe that if I try harder, I can make things work between us.

If I closed the window and come back here when I'm not so sober
Maybe if I come back to you when I'm more clear-minded, I'll have a better chance of convincing you to be with me.

If I said it plainly, not in riddle rhymes all cagey
I need to be more direct with you and express my feelings in a clear and concise way.

Would you answer with a smile made of brackets, or look at me strangely?
I am unsure of how you will react to my confession of love for you - will you feel the same, or be put off?

Boy, you're on the floor
You are in a vulnerable position.

And on my fingers, dripping from my kisses
I have been kissing you passionately and I can taste you on my lips.

Eyes so vacant
You seem detached and uninterested in me.

Would you hate it
I am hesitant to ask this question.

If I said you look delicious?
If I told you how attracted I am to you, would you reject or embrace me?

The laughter dies and rots inside me
My happiness and joy have faded away, leaving me feeling empty and broken.

Brother, it is you all over
You are the reason for my pain and heartache.

Stay beside me here and guide me
I still want you to be a part of my life and help me through this.

Unrequited would-be lover
I am someone who loves you deeply but is not loved in return.

Took my miracle, you're my miracle
You were my one chance at true love and happiness.

Trade my brains for one of you
I am willing to give up my own thoughts and reasoning for the sake of being with you.

Two gods for two voices
I would give up anything for the chance to have a deep connection with you.

I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
I think that our love for each other is worth any sacrifice.

Need a miracle, you're my miracle
I still need you in my life, even if it seems impossible.

I'd trade a miracle to get you back
I am willing to give up the most extraordinary things to have you back in my life.

And I'm left without a friend
The thought of losing you completely is devastating to me.

Soaked to the bone and backwards bent
Without you, I feel like I am drowning and unable to find my footing.

I'm seeing shades, screaming repent your sickness
I am experiencing a lot of emotional pain and regret over my love for you.

Leave it here for lent
I am trying to find some way to let go of my obsession with you, but it is difficult.

Now witness
I want others to see what you mean to me and how deeply I love you.

Still the fool without a calling
I am still lost and unsure of my purpose without you in my life.

Still a fucking fool
Even though I know that loving you may not be the best thing for me, I am still hopelessly devoted to you.