Insecure
project ryxn Lyrics

This song, is uhh
The artist acknowledges that the song may come across as a bit unstable.

A little bit bipolar, so
The song has contrasting themes and emotions.

Just bear with me, okay
The artist asks for the listener's patience in understanding the song's message.

And remember not to get anyone pregnant
The artist offers a joking but sensible piece of advice to the listeners.

And if you are, make sure they′re hot
The artist jokes further but suggests being selective in choosing a partner to have a child with.

That's just good general life advice for anybody out there you know
The artist repeats that the advice is important.

Get it jumpin′, I'm just tryna get some hands up
The artist wants to get the crowd excited and dancing to the song.

I've been thinkin′, yeah my mind is pretty jammed up
The artist admits to having a cluttered mind.

I know I'm immature, but I don't wanna man up
The artist acknowledges that he may not be mature, but does not want to change yet.

And no I don′t do emotions, I just clam up
The artist admits to having difficulty expressing emotions.

Got some people that I know don't really like me
The artist admits to having people in his life who do not like him.

But they faker then some flea market Nikes
The artist implies that those people are not genuine in their dislike of him.

Fuck around and blow three hundred on a white tee
The artist admits to sometimes overspending on clothing.

I don′t wear a chain but I'm still looking icy
The artist claims to look good despite not wearing expensive jewelry.

I stay protected like I got an eye of horus
The artist feels well-protected, referring to an ancient Egyptian symbol of protection.

Shit be catchy and it's not even the chorus
The artist acknowledges that the song has catchy parts even before the chorus.

Skipin' school like my name is Zack Morris
The artist compares himself to a character known for being a rule-breaker.

Only problem is I'm more fucking gorgeous
The artist jokes that he is better-looking than the character he just referenced.

That was a joke, no I'm not tripin' up my ego
The artist clarifies that the previous line was meant as a joke and not a boast.

I'm insecure, but there′s somethin' only she knows
The artist admits to being insecure and vulnerable, but implies that a specific person understands him better.

You think it's cringe, but I'm gettin' all obscenos
The artist acknowledges that some listeners may find his explicit lyrics cringeworthy, but he is unapologetic.

I'm so cold, yeah bitch you need three coats
The artist asserts that he is 'cool', but the listener would need extra protection from the cold to be around him.

And I'm a little fuckin′ insecure
The artist reiterates that he is insecure.

I wish my ex had loved me more
The artist expresses regret over the fact that their former partner did not love them more.

And now I'm hurt deep to the core
The artist reveals that the relationship has left deep emotional wounds.

Where's everyone?
The artist feels alone and asks where everyone is.

Yeah I need support
The artist admits to needing help and support from others.

And I wish I could truly say
The artist expresses his desire to be honest and genuine.

That I did my best today
The artist wishes he could feel more accomplished and fulfilled.

And that I'm gonna be okay
The artist wants to believe in a positive future for himself.

Til' then I'm smokin' on some mary j
The artist reveals that he turns to marijuana to cope with his troubles.