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I been up to long this music got me thinking
The singer has been up for a long time and the music they're listening to is making them think deeply.

Without you I feel wrong I substitute it with drinking
The singer feels something is missing when their significant other is not around, and they tend to replace them with drinking.

Reminds of my moms how we hopping off the deep end
The singer is reminded of their mother and how she would act impulsively, especially during difficult times.

Sorry I made you tear up, love, I put you in the tissues
The artist apologizes to their significant other for making them cry, and metaphorically compares them to a tissue, something disposable and easily replaced.

Addiction to consistency has always been our issue
Being consistent and secure in the relationship has been a problem for the couple.

I know each time we leave we come back sayin' how I miss you
Whenever they part ways, they both end up missing each other and come back together.

I like my shawties broken, never promised that I'd fix you
The singer tends to be attracted to people who are vulnerable and need help, but he acknowledges that he's not the person to provide that help.

Grey converse with grey tips, a muddy man with scuffed shoes
The artist is wearing grey sneakers with grey details, and his shoes are muddy and scuffed, indicating poverty and a rough lifestyle.

Ain't got money for new we be broker than the brokers do
The artist and their significant other are very broke and can't afford new things, even so much that they're poorer than most people who claim to be broke.

We moved on out to Cali yet I find myself still calling you
Even though the artist and their significant other have moved away to California, the artist still finds themselves calling their partner.

Tryin to get back into your heart because I know you love me too
The singer is trying to reconnect with their significant other because they believe that their partner still loves them.

What would things be like if I could truly fall in love with you
The artist is uncertain if they truly love their significant other and wonders how their relationship would be if they genuinely fell in love.

Last time that we kissed I purely created trust issues
The last time the singer and their significant other kissed, trust issues were created, possibly caused by the singer's actions.

Beautiful you are but you turn ugly from loved one's abuse
The singer acknowledges that their partner is beautiful, but the abuse they've received from loved ones has made them seem unattractive.

They treat you like you from the streets but you a secret avenue
People judge the singer's significant other harshly, but the singer knows that they're much more complex than what meets the eye.

I fall / I fall, I fall / For you
The artist realizes that they have strong feelings for their significant other.

I can't breathe / Inhale / Exhale / I been asleep / To long / Oh well
The artist feels suffocated and trapped in the relationship and has been asleep to their true feelings for too long.

Why?
The singer is unsure why they feel the way they do and questions their emotions.