Jean took piano lessons for six years, starting when she was in first grade, also taking vocal lessons. She also began writing songs in first grade. Jean was a part of her high school's choir.
Jean was encouraged by her brother to make her music public after he heard her perform a cover of Radiohead's song "Creep", which prompted her to start posting her music to SoundCloud. In October 2021, Jean wrote the song "WYD Now?" with fellow New York University students Grace Enger and David Alexander Levya and posted a snippet of the song to TikTok the following day. In November 2021, she posted an "open verse challenge" for "WYD Now?" on TikTok, which went viral on the platform. "WYD Now?" was released as her debut single in December 2021. In February 2022, she released the music video for "WYD Now?", directed by Jaqueline Dufwa.
As of 2022, Jean is a student at New York University's Clive Davis Institute of Recorded Music.
October 25th
sadie jean Lyrics
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Back in the room I grew up
It won't make you stronger or kill ya
When you figure out what it was
It's not all about what you said
'Cause you're not the first one who left, oh, no
Mm-hmm
The twenty-fifth day of October
It feels like I'm sixteen again (mm-hmm, mm)
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
You're just the tail of an echo
A mistake I already made
You and your paper thin ego
You cut me into a cliché
I know all about what you did
And I'm who I need to forgive, oh, no (ah-ah, ah-ah)
Oh-oh (mm-hmm)
I'll learn the same lesson over and over
The twenty-fifth day of October
It feels like I'm sixteen again (I'll never let you)
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
I let me get hurt again (mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
And again, again, again
Oh, leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again
In the lyrics of 'October 25th' by Sadie Jean, the artist reflects on a recurring cycle of pain and heartache, symbolized by the date of October 25th. The familiarity and nostalgia of being back in the room where she grew up evoke emotions of vulnerability and introspection. She acknowledges that revisiting the past won't necessarily make her stronger or destroy her, but it forces her to confront and understand the source of her pain. The mention that it's not just about what was said but also about those who have left before her emphasizes the pattern of abandonment and hurt she has experienced.
The repetition of learning the same lesson over and over on October 25th signifies a constant struggle to break free from destructive patterns and reconcile with past traumas. Feeling like she's sixteen again suggests a regression to a more innocent and naive state, juxtaposed against the harsh reality that people may age but their tendencies and behaviors remain unchanged. By reopening old wounds for closure, she bravely confronts her pain and takes responsibility for the emotional turmoil she finds herself in, admitting that she has allowed herself to suffer time and time again.
The lyrics express a sense of bitterness and resignation towards a past lover who is described as the 'tail of an echo' and a 'cliché', highlighting the repetitive nature of toxic relationships and the damage they inflict. The reference to a 'paper-thin ego' suggests that the person in question is shallow and lacking in depth, ultimately reducing her to a predictable narrative. Despite the hurt and betrayal she has endured, there is a realization that true healing comes from within, as she acknowledges the need to forgive herself and move forward from the pain.
As the song concludes, the artist reflects on the inevitability of people aging without necessarily evolving or changing for the better. The act of 'opening wounds for closure' implies a cathartic process of confronting past traumas in order to heal and move forward. The repetition of 'I let me get hurt again' underscores a cycle of self-inflicted pain and a pattern of allowing oneself to fall into destructive relationships. Ultimately, the lyrics convey a sense of self-awareness, acceptance, and a willingness to break free from damaging cycles in order to find inner peace and closure.
Line by Line Meaning
This feels a little familiar
Recognizing a pattern that keeps repeating
Back in the room I grew up
Reflecting on past experiences that shaped you
It won't make you stronger or kill ya
Realizing that revisiting the past won't necessarily benefit or harm you
When you figure out what it was
Understanding the root cause of a problem
It's not all about what you said
Acknowledging that actions speak louder than words
'Cause you're not the first one who left, oh, no
Coming to terms with being left behind
I'll learn the same lesson over and over
Continuously repeating the same mistakes
The twenty-fifth day of October
A significant date that symbolizes a cycle of pain
It feels like I'm sixteen again (mm-hmm, mm)
Regressing back to a time of vulnerability and naivety
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
Realizing that age doesn't always bring growth or maturity
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
Seeking resolution by confronting painful memories
And I made the bed that I'm in
Taking responsibility for the consequences of your actions
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
Recognizing self-destructive behaviors that lead to pain
You're just the tail of an echo
Being a mere repetition of past mistakes
A mistake I already made
Recognizing a familiar error from the past
You and your paper thin ego
Calling out someone's shallow sense of self-worth
You cut me into a cliché
Reducing someone to a stereotype or predictable response
I know all about what you did
Being fully aware of someone's actions and intentions
And I'm who I need to forgive, oh, no (ah-ah, ah-ah)
Recognizing the importance of self-forgiveness in moving forward
I'll never let you
Refusing to be hurt by the same person again
Oh, leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
Realizing that others may not evolve despite the passage of time
And again, again, again
Continuously repeating the same patterns of behavior
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Sadie Jean Wilcox, PJ Harding, Griff Clawson
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@codyseelye8352
[Verse 1]
This feels a little familiar
Back in the room I grew up
It won't make you stronger or kill ya
When you figure out what it was
It's not all about what you said
'Cause you're not the first one who left, oh, no
Mm-hmm
[Chorus]
I'll learn the same lesson over and over
The twenty-fifth day of October
It feels like I'm sixteen again (Mm-hmm, mm)
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (Mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
[Verse 2]
You're just the tail of an echo (—cho)
A mistake I already made
You and your paper thin ego
You cut me into a cliché
I know all about what you did
And I'm who I need to forgive, oh, no (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
Oh-oh (Mm-hmm)
[Chorus]
I'll learn the same lesson over and over
The twenty-fifth day of October
It feels like I'm sixteen again (Mm-hmm, mm)
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (Mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
I let me get hurt again (Mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
And again, again, again
[Instrumental Bridge]
[Outro]
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again
@looseleaflyra
the fact this didn't come out on the 25th of October is foul
@smc8238
This is BEAUTIFUL songwriting. — No one else crafts songs like you do, Sadie Jean! And they hit hard because they’re so relatable! Ah, and the music video — it’s surreal — the pictures you paint match mine to the tee.
@addiemarrano6225
you are one of the most talented singers i have ever listened to and i love your personality! you have such a sweet soul and your voice is so so beautiful!! keep doing what you're doing and keep being awesome!! i love you and your music sm!!
@cantcatchamsnow
Simple like 17 is amazing 💜💜💜💜 so proud!!!!!
@Gbsn579
I YouTubed October 25th and this popped up. Glad I clicked! ❤
@codyseelye8352
[Verse 1]
This feels a little familiar
Back in the room I grew up
It won't make you stronger or kill ya
When you figure out what it was
It's not all about what you said
'Cause you're not the first one who left, oh, no
Mm-hmm
[Chorus]
I'll learn the same lesson over and over
The twenty-fifth day of October
It feels like I'm sixteen again (Mm-hmm, mm)
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (Mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
[Verse 2]
You're just the tail of an echo (—cho)
A mistake I already made
You and your paper thin ego
You cut me into a cliché
I know all about what you did
And I'm who I need to forgive, oh, no (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
Oh-oh (Mm-hmm)
[Chorus]
I'll learn the same lesson over and over
The twenty-fifth day of October
It feels like I'm sixteen again (Mm-hmm, mm)
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again (Mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
I let me get hurt again (Mm-hmm, mm-hmm)
And again, again, again
[Instrumental Bridge]
[Outro]
Leaves turn but people don't change, they get older
I'm openin' wounds for the closure
And I made the bed that I'm in
Yeah, I let me get hurt again
@parisanelson
i love your songs
@iceiceholiday
Ugh so beautiful You are literally one of my favorite singers
@rodrigochavez8837
Ahhh!!! 😱 I love your music!! Keep going Sadie I’m so proud of you! ❤❤
@cheyennearnold7771
I really needed this song for what I’m going through rn. Love your music ❤