Roller Coaster Ride Memories
the HIATUS Lyrics


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In a bit of clear-cut moments
Between drunk and stoned
Feeling I'm a failure for all time

The smell of kerosene
Like burning flesh it swells
It's dried up in the heat
Can't stop them

It's a demon in the mirror
And I said ‘I know it's you'
Ignoring a voice calling me to wait

I don't wanna beg
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna give up

My roller-coaster-ride memories never forget
You take a ride with me anywhere
All the way down
My roller-coaster-ride memories never forget




You take a ride with me anywhere
All the way down

Overall Meaning

In "Roller Coaster Ride Memories" by The HIATUS, the lyrics depict a moment of introspection and despair as the singer finds themselves stuck between two undesirable states of being: drunk and stoned. The feeling of being a failure "for all time" adds to their overwhelming sense of hopelessness. The mention of the smell of kerosene and its comparison to burning flesh creates a vivid and intense image. The singer mentions that the smell has dried up in the heat, signifying perhaps that the "burning" feeling they once had has faded away. However, they cannot stop the "demon in the mirror" and are forced to confront it, even if it means ignoring a voice telling them to wait. Ultimately, the singer expresses their unwillingness to give up despite feeling as though they've hit rock bottom.


The chorus of the song focuses on the theme of memories and how they persist even in the most tumultuous of times. The singer sings that their "roller-coaster-ride memories never forget" and invites someone to take a ride with them "all the way down." The roller coaster metaphor is an interesting one as it can symbolize the ups and downs of life and the feeling of being out of control.


Overall, "Roller Coaster Ride Memories" is a powerful and reflective song that deals with themes of depression, addiction, and the importance of memories.


Line by Line Meaning

In a bit of clear-cut moments
During rare, distinct moments


Between drunk and stoned
While under the influence of alcohol and drugs


Feeling I'm a failure for all time
Experiencing persistent feelings of being unsuccessful


The smell of kerosene
The aroma of flammable liquid


Like burning flesh it swells
Expanding like the sensation of burning skin


It's dried up in the heat
Becoming parched due to high temperatures


Can't stop them
Unable to prevent certain events or feelings


It's a demon in the mirror
A negative force or emotion reflected in oneself


And I said ‘I know it's you'
Acknowledging the source of one's negative feelings


Ignoring a voice calling me to wait
Choosing to disregard a cautionary inner voice


I don't wanna beg
I refuse to plead


I don't wanna cry
I refuse to weep


I don't wanna give up
I refuse to surrender


My roller-coaster-ride memories never forget
Memories of ups and downs remain vivid


You take a ride with me anywhere
You accompany me through all experiences


All the way down
Even through the most difficult challenges


My roller-coaster-ride memories never forget
Memories of ups and downs remain vivid


You take a ride with me anywhere
You accompany me through all experiences


All the way down
Even through the most difficult challenges




Writer(s): Koji Ueno, Keitaro Izawa, Takeshi Hosomi, Masayuki Kagoya, Takashi Kashikura Copyright: Universal Music Publishing LLC

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