Run Into Me
the stash Lyrics

I said wait,
Please have patience and give me a moment to collect my thoughts.

Just give me a moment,
Allow me a brief period of time to myself.

At least for a second,
Even if it's just for a short while.

It’s been a hell of a day,
Today has been incredibly challenging.

Yea I’m ok,
I assure you, I am fine.

Hey thank you for asking,
I appreciate your consideration in enquiring about my well-being.

Remember I was a has been,
Keep in mind that I was once considered irrelevant or unsuccessful.

But now I’m well on my way,
However, I am now making significant progress towards my goals.

I was hoping I could sleep in the dead of the night,
I desired to find solace and rest during the most silent hours of the night.

Trying to forget what I saw in your eyes,
Attempting to erase from my mind the emotions and truths reflected in your eyes.

Wondering how to make it all go away,
Contemplating different ways to eradicate these thoughts and feelings.

And if I could make it back to the way I was,
If I had the chance to revert to who I used to be,

I promise I’d do everything I could,
I can assure you that I would put forth my utmost effort.

I’m missing you now a little more every day,
Every passing day, my longing for you intensifies.

I wish that you would run right into me,
I yearn for you to collide with me, coming together in an unexpected manner.

We can get lost like a mystery and now,
Together, we can wander aimlessly, just like an enigmatic puzzle.

Nothing seems so far away,
In this state, everything feels within close reach.

And if I can make it back to the way I was,
If I manage to return to my previous state of being,

I promise I’d do everything I could,
Rest assured, I would exert every possible effort.

I’m missing you now a little more everyday,
With each passing day, I find myself longing for you even deeper.

I wish that you would stay with me,
I yearn for your presence and companionship by my side.

So what’s the sense in talking it over,
What purpose does discussing it serve?

It’s a slow burn,
It is a gradual and ongoing process.

I’m losing my composure,
I am struggling to maintain my emotional stability.

I’m hoping I can make it home tonight,
I have a strong desire to reach my place of solace and comfort before the day ends.

And I’m not trying to argue,
I genuinely have no intention of engaging in a disagreement or conflict.

I don’t blame you,
I hold no resentment or fault towards you.

But sometimes it’s ok to,
However, occasionally it is acceptable to

Cut the ties and try to do what’s right,
Sever the connections and strive to act in a morally just manner.

Just let me be me
Simply allow me to exist as my authentic self.