would it matter
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Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
Questioning whether expressing feelings to others would make any difference as no one seems to care.

I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
Acknowledging that no one cares about personal feelings and thus choosing to keep them to oneself.

I know no ones there, so I'ma do this with no help
Admitting the lack of support and stating the intention to overcome struggles alone.

My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
Comparing the negative thoughts to imprisonment and feeling trapped with no escape.

Looking for somebody who gon′ save me from myself
Searching for someone to rescue from personal struggles and negative thoughts.

I can't really trust a thing that all these people tell me
Expressing mistrust towards people's words and doubting their authenticity.

Everybody wanna claim they know me
Noticing how people pretend to know one's true situation, emotions, or character.

But I swear that they don′t even know a thing
Asserting that people do not truly understand their personal experiences and struggles.

Staring off into the ceiling now
Describing the act of gazing into the ceiling with no particular thought or direction in mind.

Laying down inside the living room, just spacing out
Describing being idle in the living room, lost in thought or daydreaming.

I can feel my every thought coming and crashing down
Sensing overwhelming negative thoughts taking over and crushing one's positivity.

Stuck inside and I'ma find a way to make it out
Feeling trapped within personal struggles but determined to find a way out of them.

Before my grandma died I told her I would make her proud
Remembering the promise made to a deceased loved one to achieve success and make them proud.

I hope she sees me and she smiles when she's looking down
Wishing for the approval and happiness of a loved one who has passed away.

I been low, but who doesn′t stress from time to time?
Acknowledging that everyone experiences stress and low points at times.

I chill with Benji, we like Finn and Jake; Adventure Time
Enjoying hanging out with friends and making comparisons to a popular cartoon duo.

It's getting cold inside this room, And these blankets just ain′t helping
Feeling physically uncomfortable and dissatisfied with the lack of warmth provided by the blankets.

Think it's time to smoke to save myself from overthinking
Considering smoking to alleviate overthinking and negative thoughts.

Don′t know why I care so much, but I always seem to feel it
Confused as to why personal emotions are so important but recognizing the intensity of the feelings.

Think I need to get up, instead of dragging myself in it
Realizing the need to take action and be proactive instead of remaining idle and struggling.

'Cause drowning myself in all this doubt drives me psycho
Highlighting the harmful effects of overthinking and self-doubt on one's mental health.

Like singing a song, but you don′t ever hit the right notes
Drawing a comparison to unsuccessful singing to describe the feeling of not living up to one's own expectations.

Writing a song, but hating everything that you wrote
Describing the frustration of not liking the creative output despite putting in effort.

Wanting a home, but hating everywhere that you go
Feeling displaced and struggling to find a sense of belonging, despite searching for it.

Don't talk to me, if you're just gonna waste my time
Asserting the value of one's time and not wanting to engage in fruitless conversations.

Don′t fuck with me, if you′re just gonna feed me lies
Rejecting false or dishonest interactions and asking for genuine communication and honesty.

Don't talk to me, if you′re just going to be mean
Rejecting rude or negative interactions and asking for respectful communication.

Don't fuck with me, if you don′t plan on being sweet
Rejecting interactions with insincere or unkind people and seeking positive and caring relationships.

Baby are you down? Will you stay around?
Asking for companionship and loyalty in a romantic relationship.

I need a girl who gon' pick me when I am down
Expressing the desire for emotional support and comfort from a partner during tough times.

We could leave this town, just need each other around
Suggesting the possibility of leaving a place and seeking solace and comfort in each other's company.

I need a real one who gon′ love me till I'm deep in the ground
Expressing the need for genuine love and loyalty from a partner, even until death.

By myself again
Being alone again.

Tossing and turning at night
Describing the inability to sleep due to anxiety or restlessness.

Yeah I know I won't sleep so I turn on the light
Knowing that sleep will not come easily and trying to find alternative ways to pass the time.

I be checking my phone but it′s so late at night, yeah
Looking for communication or connection, but realizing that it may not be an appropriate time to do so.

I look for a text, but there′s not one in sight
Disappointed by the lack of communication or attention from someone.

I been looking for someone who I could call "mine"
Desiring a fulfilling and loving romantic relationship.

Roll some loud smoke it up and I start to feel fine
Using drugs to feel better and cope with personal struggles and negative thoughts.

I know things that I stress is just all in my mind
Recognizing that many personal stressors and negative thoughts are self-created and not based in reality.

I just need to stay focused and stay on my grind
Recognizing the importance of working hard and staying motivated towards personal goals and success.

I just stay on my grind, yeah
Continuing to work hard and stay motivated towards personal goals and success.

Doing all that I can
Trying one's best and giving maximum effort to personal endeavors and goals.