In the Back of My Mind
Ryan McMullan Lyrics

NLee

on If This Is The End

This song is probably the saddest song ever written. I first heard it after a dear friend lost her significant other to Covid. She couldn't visit him. He would call her and beg her to come see him. He was hospitalized for 30 days and passed away on the 31st day. I'll never forget the sound of her voice when she called to tell me. She couldn't speak but I knew. I cannot listen to this song without thinking about their situation. And I cry every time.