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I Found
Amber Run Lyrics


I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
And I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want
And I've moved further than I thought I could
But I missed you more than I thought I would
And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I'll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take
I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

Oh, and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

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Written by: Joshua Keogh

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Ik people don't like when someone says that but I'm just wondering if anyone's here :D
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murena10

LYRICS: I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
And I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want
And I've moved further than I thought I could
But I missed you more than I thought I would
And I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I'll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take
I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

Oh, and I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me

And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me



London Nightengate

@Tabitha Noble nah, no romance, but amazing friends. SO far things are going ok. We made contact with our ex-abuser, well, she reached out first. The sheer anger I felt emanting from Tyler when we first saw her friend request us on Facebook was unlike anything I'd felt from him before, I had to fight to stay in control and the absolute urge for him to hit something was unusual. I managed to keep control until he settled down, and after 2 weeks finally accepted and reached out to her. Tyler was slightly upset reading her words at first, but now the offer to meet up with her this summer is on the table and rather than rage he actually seems open to it as we both have had a lot of questions for a long time we've been wanting to ask her. She also told us something about our dad the other night and we looked into it with her parents (they're actually really good people I can trust) and it checked out. I had some of Averey's memories surface for myself, at least fragments came up and they are quite disturbing and it hit me hard.

(Trigger warning, no description of sexual trauma, just the mention of it)

But the week following (when it happened, I just heard her say "oh shi-" before they flooded me.) It was hard coming to terms with what it meant as the stuff Averey held I had no memory of and I'd grown up hearing it had happened but nobody knew just how bad the sexual trauma was or how far it went. It's quite unsettling knowing what actually happened based on the fragments considering how young I was. After the fragments surfaced I called my mom and asked her for all the detail she could give me, which was hardly any and mainly about the exam that was done that confirmed what had happened to me and even then she said the doctor couldn't say exactly what happened just that they could confirm it was sexual trauma. It sucks kinda though that other than me, only the guy that did the stuff knows what happened, and I don't want to know what happened at the same time I want to just to know what to expect to come up in my memories someday. In the first couple days after the fragments appeared, I was sick to my stomach off and on and could hardly eat, Tyler took over a couple times to try and get us to eat but even he couldn't get our body to accept much food. Averey appeared a lot in those following days and talked to me and while she wasn't able to tell me much, she was able to give a couple details but since she's not the only holder of this trauma she couldn't be certain on much of it. I just remember the feeling of understanding her on a much deeper level and at first all I wished I could do was hug her, which, I can't. We had a few deep convos and she helped me through the worst of the shock but I also remember random bursts of anger thinking about the fragments. I still feel queasy sometimes thinking about what happened and know it'll have a huge impact on any relationship I ever have, and create hurdles I may never be able to get myself over.

But we are doing better. I told my therapist about the meetup and such with Michelle I may do in the future and at first I could tell by the look on her face she really was not in favor of it. But she asked me how the rest of the system feels and I told her how different Tyler's reaction was and she did realize in order for me to move on I may need to first confront my fears of seeing my abuser in person and on confronting my past with her and such. I told her I'd make sure we were in a public place, that I'd bring a friend and make sure I had somewhere close by I could stay over night or something if I have to take my Xanax. I've been writing questions, and someone suggested I record the convo, which is a good idea so long as she's ok with it as when I dissociate or get switchy, I forget convos and such, and if I am able to record it, with my ex abusers consent, I can not only be able to listen to it when I'm ready but also be able to have her not be able to go back on something she said in conversation.

I've also found with my Xanax something interesting. If say someone is having a panic attack, usually me or Averey though others do too, and due to it they find themselves fronting and it affecting the body, and thus also affecting me slightly, and I or someone else takes the Xanax, if we aren't the ones having the panic attack, the Xanax calms whoever is and we feel realtively sober, even though we know we can't drive or anything as it's technically in our system. (Severe Trigger warning, suicidal thoughts and description of a terrifying self harm incident).

We also told out therapist a few months ago about self harming, (Averey is the main one that does it, another, Darren has done it once, and I've done it a few times). We also told her about suicidal thoughts and were scared to for a long time, it took us a while to even realize and admit to ourselves we were feeling suicidal. Then we admitted it to our friends who one really urged us to tell our therapist and the other if they ever noticed cuts on our arm would simply ask which of us did it and show some concern, the last time he saw them he asked which of us did it and if we were keeping it clean and left it at that when we assured him we did. After that we really felt the push to tell our therapist, as we realized we had people that were concerned between him and our other friend. We've been almost 3 months clean now since the last time, Averey and another alter were arguing, don't even know about what and it was the one and only time they'd ever interacted. Averey is technically a persecutor, as is this other alter, but both are just hurting a lot, maybe the most out of all of us, and are trying to change but this night for some reason they both fronted, as did others when Averey thought she felt something drop on us and it triggered her for some reason. Anyway, she had begun cutting and others had tried to talk her out of it, then the other alter showed up and we still don't know why they did or what it was about but they were REALLY going at it and Averey just seemed to snap and the cut was deeper than any before and it scared the living daylights out of her and the rest of us. At first when it happened it was only a few of us left at the time and those that were there were just shocked before Averey began freaking out, trying to stay calm as she tried to get things under control but eventually her panic got to her and me and Tyler heard her say she thought she was gonna pass out (due to how panicked she was at the situation). Tyler took the helm and gave Averey orders, told her to lay down on the bed and have our arm under us in case she did pass out we would still have pressure on the wound. She didn't pass out but it helped her calm down. Once she seemed calm enough Tyler guided her through getting things under control and bandaging it up. Over the next 24 hours it kinda became a big discussion/disagreement/argument between those that had been there for what happened as to what to do. Until Darren apparently took us to the hospital, I remember leaving the dorm, and then being on the bus, and then being in the hospital. He had made the executive decision to take us to the hospital as he was tired of the fighting and figured "what's the worse that could happen?" We got a tetanus shot, some steristrips and skin glue over the wound (we were worried we would need stitches and scared what the hospital might think, and worried we'd be admitted). The hospital was very friendly and cheery, and sent us on our way. I was in the hospital bed waiting for the nurse when I realized what Darren had done and thanked him. He said no problem. He and I decided to walk home, which took us some time. (And no, we didn't hit a vein but Averey hasn't cut since, or I, the incident sorta scared us so bad we're too scared to cut again, we get the urge sometimes but for the most part are able to ignore it. The scar from the wound is very visible and a lot deeper than the three on our other arm. It's a reminder of how close we came to almost severely injuring ourselves, as any deeper and Averey could have accidentally hit a vein or our nerves.)

But we are getting better. The incident really opened our eyes to how dangerous self harm could be and how lucky we were. We still have suicidal thoughts, worse than ever after going home for a few months but they're lessening now that we're back on campus. Our therapist is proud we're thinking ahead about the potential meeting with our abuser, the first time we'll see her face to face since she left 6 years ago. The reason she's proud as she says we're thinking ahead about triggers, handling them and other stuff. She also told me to feel free to message her anytime if I need extra help and she'll try to squeeze me in for extra appointments if need be since my college won't let me use the campus counseling recourses since I have a therapist and would have to drop her to get help due to ethical reasons. She says it's really a shame, but there isn't anything we can do, but she also understands.



Julie S

Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you











You Are Beautiful.

You Are Wanted.

You Are Wonderful.



Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better.

We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary.

You're better than that.

All stars need to see darkness before the light.

And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you.



Your

own

unique



Mindset

always

trys

to

engage in the

right ways



Now read the first letter of every word



You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care. <3 Continue on <3 be a soldier. Fight that war. Because YOU can. I believe in you. I'm rooting for you! Good luck!



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TheClouded1

@Amelia Turner I hope things are working out for you on that front, it's a bad place to be and hurts right down to your soul.

And yes, it does get better...in fact my life was in complete shambles as I left the person I had been with for a long time because of issues, and then not even 6 months later I lose absolutely everything again and now I have less than when I left my old life...

Then suddenly...

...the universe was kind to me, and took care of me, and tomorrow I will start on a path to a whole new life and it also seems like the universe saw fit to possibly see that I do not have to walk this path alone as someone just popped out of nowhere and we jive so hard it's insane.

It's funny how things work out.



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Stranger In the Alps

If someone notices this, I’m still alive and fighting depression

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good job kid, keep going :) <3

Joshua Cooke

Fight the good fight, brother.

ARYAN SAINI

U go man

MarYsi4 S

So proud of u ❤️

Kimberly Taj

Im proud of you❤

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Ace Williams

Favorite line: “if you talk enough sense then you’ll loose your mind”

Alex Majors

@dylan ladwa Big D The Ladies Man! Always profoundly awesome to hear from you out there bro! Hey, so last time I wrote ya a book, which was fun, check out how much more I can type now at the very least lol. That career of a famous novelist and motivational speaker is within my grasp now, and you'll get your cut of the proceeds of course, considering it was your idea lol. No, so I wanted to try to keep it a little shorter and maybe leave you a couple diff replies because I admittedly have my usual TON of questions (your world is fascinating to me btw) and occasional observation. But I see at the end of ur msg ur seemingly talking about something going on like, right now, and might need a little back in the situation. I got your back bro. My phone dings whenever there's a post on this thread. If you need any advice, not that I can do any better than your folks tbh, but you know I keep it real. They would probably smack me upside the head for talking to you the way I do. But you're such a smart one. You know what's what more than most people my age lol. Anyway, if you want to talk about the rift between you and your friend, I'm that guy, my phone is on. I have no kids of my own, no pets, and I'm a one woman man now, since the accident I've spent so much time taking care of my wife that things were just going too well for me to have that other life, so I nixed that. Fyi I guess lol. All that is to simply say that I have very little distraction, I'm around so feel free to msg me anytime. I own my own business, so I'm not tied to a desk either. My social schedule is just getting busier, but you're just as much a friend as I see on a daily basis, so feel free to reach out. Now I'm just hoping that you actually see this in time to be relevant! Lol. I'll be replying with my feedback on the first parts of your msg shortly, but I wanted to get this much across quickly. Funny, when I started talking to you this would've taken me an hour to type at least, now, I'm almost done with the cigarette I lit when I started this. Not bad for a geezer eh?? Lol. Be cool Big D....

dylan ladwa

@Alex Majors Hey Alex, I think we should quickly address the elephant in the room and how the fact I havent said anything for a while. I'm really sorry, it sometimes crosses my mind and when I do I try to make time to reply, rlly sorry about that. HAPPY NEW YEAR though, new year hopefully better than last as u rightly put it, I think we were all tired of 2020. It was an expericne though, a lesson and I've definitely learn alot. I"m still young so I've still got a ton of mistakes to make, and lessons to learn and 2020 looks like one of them. I really hope your wife is doing better at the moment, let me know how she has recovered. Accidents like that must be horrible to go through, not just for her but for her family including you, so I feel lke your dealing with the situation very well considering such an accident and looking on the brighter side of the fact she is still with us. That project deadline is coming up, I'm In the editing process atm, so that's EXCITING (sarcasm intended aha) but ofc it is fun just a little stressful ya know it's not something that's gonna dictate my life but it's still pretty big and I ofc want to do well. I also have another massive art hw I'm doing atm which is taking forever, these art hw always take a long time, it's not abnormal haha. Just to be clear I DO GET OTHER HW I just always feel like mentioning the fact I always have a massive art one for some reason. Probably because it's always staring in front of me reminding me that I procrastinate way too much. Also mentioning my music while I'm at it, I've sent in the music thatt I made for my assignments and my teacher seemed to really like it which is good. They sent it to the other music teachers and it was gonna be sent to all Teachers (apparently I'm not sure the truth in that statement) but that's actually really good. I've also got a singer who is one of my freinds who I'm working with atm which is useful because FRANKLY I CANT SING. On a bit of a deeper note right now I have this really close freind of mine and we usually like talk every day and stuff, but like they havent said anything for 2 weeks. I know it seems petty and it's nothing compared to what u have going on, but it did make me a little upset, and I'm kinda worried because I dont wanna lose them but at the same time they have said some pretty mean stuff recently (though they acknowledged that and apologised). I'm not exactly sure what to do I'm going to talk to them tomorrow and see what's going on. Anyways I think that's all I have to say for now, once again I'm so sorry for the timing, I rlly am, I wouldnt blame ya if u took another year to respond l wouldn't. I hope everything is well with u and ur wife do lemme know. Thats all though. Ladwa out ✌

Goth Bishop

It's lose, not loose

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