Destructive
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If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would
If I could indulge in something unhealthy to escape my problems, I would.

Rip out of my skin commit the sins oh I could
I'm so frustrated that I want to do something drastic and immoral to rebel against my current situation.

If I could break a heart and throw it all away for just one night
If I could ruin someone's life and my own life for just one night, I would do it without regret.

My conscience wouldn't care if I just went ahead and wrecked my life
I'm feeling so reckless that I don't care about the consequences of my actions and the impact it would have on my life.

I want to be destructive
I have a strong desire to unleash my anger and frustration in a destructive manner.

Trash everything in sight
I want to destroy everything in my path and leave a trail of chaos.

Beat the Devil at his game
I want to take control of my own life and oppose any negative influence that tries to control me.

Abuse myself all night
I want to engage in self-destructive behavior, like substance abuse or excessive partying, to feel alive.

I want to bitch the world out
I want to yell and scream and let out all of my frustrations and anger at the world.

One loud aching scream
I want to release my inner turmoil in one big scream that echoes all my pain and frustration.

Don't want anybody wanting anything from me
I don't want anyone to depend on me or expect anything from me, as it adds to my burdens and responsibilities.

I'm sick of being perfect with your perfect little smile
I'm tired of pretending to be happy and perfect for others, when in reality, I'm suffering and struggling in private.

Pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while
I want to take risks and put myself in dangerous situations to feel alive and escape my mundane life.

I want to come unraveled and have it out with my soul
I want to confront my inner demons and have a deep conversation with myself to sort out my feelings and thoughts.

I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go
I'm exhausted by the expectations and obligations that society places on me, which confuses me on the direction I should take in life.

I wish you'd silence your opinion
I don't want to hear any judgment or guidance from others, as I want to figure out my own path and make my own mistakes.

I'll feel better when I'm sane
I know that my current mindset and desires are unhealthy and that I need to get help to restore my mental health.

But now I want to feel no pain
Despite knowing that my actions are self-destructive, I'm currently numb to emotional and physical pain and want to feel that way.

I'm really sick of thinking
Thinking and overanalyzing my problems has only made me feel worse, and now I want to shut off my thoughts and emotions.

I just want to be destructive
In this moment, I don't care about the consequences or danger that comes with my destructive behavior, as it provides me with a temporary escape from my problems.