Утопия
Tol is an alternative/rock band from (based in) Kyiv, Ukraine. May, 22nd, 2… Read Full Bio ↴Tol is an alternative/rock band from (based in) Kyiv, Ukraine. May, 22nd, 2003 was the day, when chain-reaction of TOL (short for trinitroTOLuene) massive blasts begun. Five young musicians from different cities of Ukraine triggered it. The name TOL reflects the very essence of the explosive and heavy alternative music produced by the band. Their lyrics are about the external struggles people have in both the private world of one’s Ukrainian language and Russian experiences. This is some of what Prozorov writes. TOL’s lyrics don’t contain a normal lexicon or vulgarity, but rather a unique expression of one’s emotions. Music experts would define TOL’s style of music as alternative rock or nu-metal. The musicians themselves call it "sad aggressive". Since their first rehearsals, TOL has played no cover songs of other classically deemed music genres. And since those first rehearsals they have created four music videos - "Samoznyshennia" (Self-destruction), " Hto Ya?" (Who am I?), “III-K“, “Osen'“ (Autumn). TOL has released two albums in Ukraine - "Syndrome bazhannia" (2005) and "Utopia" (2007). Their material is written by " Wh?te Stud?o, Their Sound-producer is Sergey Ljubinsky (aka KNOB). Both CD’s are on sale in most Ukrainian record stores. TOL was the winner of the Ukrainian "The Global Battle Of the Bands-2005" award. They won fourth place for the worldwide award "The Global Battle Of the Bands-2005 " (London, Great Britain, www.gbob.com). TOL’s peak was with the highly acclaimed producer Steve Lillywhite (U2, Rolling Stones, Talking Heads etc.). TOL has been unique from other participants with these awards for not singing in English. When they had their first solo concert, 15 cameras were present, thanks to well known producer and filmmaker Victor Priduvalov. In autumn of 2007, their first DVD, shot in Ukrainian, will be ready. A Joint effort between groups such as TOL and Amatory (St.-Petersburg), was shot December of 2006. This concert collected nearly 2500 fans (a record number of people!) and became a historical event to all Ukrainian Alternative music. In April, 2007, TOL took part in the huge festival known as Extreme Power, which took place in the Capital Palace of Sports. The festival included other great acts like Hatebreed (USA), Gamma Ray (Germany), Sinister (Holland) and Fleshgore (Ukraine). TOL is currently working on their third album. Their new material bares resemblance to their earlier work, but still retains unique qualities. Music experts are at a loss of definition to this new style of music. Lately at concerts, TOL has been playing new and unreleased songs like "Kleymo" (Burnmark), "FENshui", "HTS" and "VALs", which will go on their upcoming album. By autumn of 2007, the first single off this album will be presented to the public. The third album’s release date is still unknown. Management of TOL is Vlad Ljashenko, the current label is "InshaMuzyka"

In 2013 band announced about breaking up.

At this time Dakila and Knob (ex-guitarists) working on new project.

Утопия
ТОЛ Lyrics


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Утопия! Я пока ещё тёплый
Я почему-то живее всех мёртвых
И мне обидно, что я самый тёплый
Убей меня! Убей меня, убей меня!
Убей во мне слабость, убей во мне жалость
Убей во мне совесть
Я выгляжу слишком довольным
Мне всё равно будет больно
Я из тех, кто выжат смехом
Я не из тех, кто воспитан любовью
Мне всё равно будет больно
Мне опять больно
Но я хочу, что бы был кто-нибудь, кто сделает это...

Изнасилуй меня
Израсходуй себя
Я тебе оставил два дня
Ну-ка изнасилуй меня

Я опять всех использовал, я это знаю
Не смотрите всё не так
Всё не так как вы думаете, не так как хотите думать
Всё не так, как хочу этого я... Ха-ха
Моя слабость меня давит, душит, бесит
Моя жалость меня уничтожает
Ваша нежность - на курке мой палец
Ваши слёзы - мой смех

Мне всё равно будет больно
Мне опять больно, я не из тех, кто воспитан любовью
Мне всё равно будет больно
Мне опять больно, но я жду того, кто сделает это...

Изнасилуй меня
Израсходуй себя
Я тебе оставил два дня
Ну-ка изнасилуй меня сука!

Изнасилуй меня
Израсходуй себя
Я тебе оставил два дня
Ну-ка изнасилуй меня сука!

Я ненавижу ваши нежности
Я ненавижу ваши прелести
Я ненавижу ваши возгласы
Я почему-то ненавижу вас всех и полностью

Изнасилуй меня
Израсходуй себя
Я тебе оставил два дня
Ну-ка изнасилуй меня сука!

Изнасилуй меня
Израсходуй себя
Я тебе оставил два дня




Ну-ка изнасилуй меня сука!...
Ну-ка попробуй сделать это сука!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of ТОЛ's song Утопия describe a tortured and conflicted persona who is seeking to rid themselves of weakness, compassion, and empathy. They feel like they are alive amongst a sea of the dead, and they hate the fact that they feel more alive than anyone else. They express their desire for someone to kill them, to remove the weakness, and selfishness that plagues them. They want to be violated and used up, and they seem to take pleasure in this idea. They despise tenderness, beauty, and cries of joy which make them feel sick. The song ends with an intense repetition of the phrase "изнасилуй меня" (violate me), implying that this is what will make them feel alive and in control.


The lyrics are strongly evocative of self-loathing, mental anguish, and the desire for power and control. The reference to being "the warmest" amongst the dead, the intense desire to be violated or killed, and the rejection of tenderness and love are all themes that suggest a deeply troubled and complex personality. The juxtaposition of vulnerability with the desire for violation is particularly disturbing, and hints at a dark and troubled history or psychology.


Line by Line Meaning

Утопия! Я пока ещё тёплый
The idea of a perfect world! I still have some warmth left in me.


Я почему-то живее всех мёртвых
For some reason, I feel more alive than all the dead ones.


И мне обидно, что я самый тёплый
It hurts me that I'm the warmest one.


Убей меня! Убей меня, убей меня!
Kill me! Kill me! Kill me!


Убей во мне слабость, убей во мне жалость
Eliminate weakness and pity from me.


Убей во мне совесть
Destroy conscience within me.


Я выгляжу слишком довольным
I seem too satisfied.


Мне всё равно будет больно
It will still hurt me.


Я из тех, кто выжат смехом
I'm one of those who's drained by laughter.


Я не из тех, кто воспитан любовью
I'm not one of those who were raised on love.


Но я хочу, что бы был кто-нибудь, кто сделает это...
But I want someone to do it...


Изнасилуй меня
Rape me.


Израсходуй себя
Spend yourself.


Я тебе оставил два дня
I left you two days.


Ну-ка изнасилуй меня
Come on, rape me.


Я опять всех использовал, я это знаю
I used everyone again, I know it.


Не смотрите всё не так
Don't look at everything the wrong way.


Всё не так как вы думаете, не так как хотите думать
Everything is not as you think, not as you want to think.


Всё не так, как хочу этого я... Ха-ха
Everything is not as I want it to be... hahaha.


Моя слабость меня давит, душит, бесит
My weakness overwhelms, suffocates, angers me.


Моя жалость меня уничтожает
My pity destroys me.


Ваша нежность - на курке мой палец
Your tenderness - my finger on the trigger.


Ваши слёзы - мой смех
Your tears - my laughter.


Я ненавижу ваши нежности
I hate your tenderness.


Я ненавижу ваши прелести
I hate your charms.


Я ненавижу ваши возгласы
I hate your exclamations.


Я почему-то ненавижу вас всех и полностью
For some reason, I hate all of you completely.


Ну-ка попробуй сделать это сука!
Come on, try to do it, bitch!




Writer(s): Dr, Tol

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@user-cb2nj9us3v

+Iulia Ursachi
Utopia! I while still warm.
I somehow more alive than all the dead, and I regret that I have the warmest.
Kill me! Kill me, kill me !!!
Kill me weak, kill me pity, kill me conscience
I look too happy
I will still be hurt
I am one of those who squeezed laughter
I'm not one of those who brought love
I will still be hurt
Again I hurt, but I wish that there was someone else who will do it ...

Rape me
Consumed itself
I'll leave two days
Well kA rape me

Again, I used all I know
Do not look at it is not so
It's not because you think, not what you want to think
It's not the way I want it ... Haha
Your weakness I have crushes, strangles, infuriates
Your pity destroys me
Your tenderness - my finger on the trigger
Your tears - my laughter
I will still be hurt
Again I hurt, I'm not one of those who brought love

I will still be hurt
Again I hurt, but I'm waiting for someone who will do it ...
Rape me
Consumed itself
I'll leave two days
Well kA rape me bitch !!!
Rape me
Consumed itself
I'll leave two days
Well kA rape me bitch !!!

I hate your tenderness
I hate your charms
I hate your cries
Somehow, I hate you all and completely

Rape me
Consumed itself
I'll leave two days
Well kA rape me bitch !!!
Rape me
Consumed itself
I'll leave two days
Well kA try to do this bitch !!!



@user-ux6wz4kv3g

Utopia! I'm still warm
For some reason I'm more alive than all the dead
And I'm sorry that I'm the warmest
Kill me. Kill me, kill me!
Kill the weakness in me, kill the pity in me
Kill my conscience, I look too satisfied

I'll still get hurt
I am one of those who are squeezed out by laughter
I'm not one of those raised by love
I'll still get hurt
I hurt again
But I wish there was someone to do it

rape me
Use yourself up
I left you two days
Come on rape me

I used everyone again, I know it!
Don't look, it's not right
It's not what you think, it's not what you want to think
It's not the way I want it, ha ha
My weakness crushes me, chokes me, infuriates me
My pity is destroying me
Your tenderness is my finger on the trigger
Your tears are my laughter

I'll still get hurt
I hurt again
I'm not one of those raised by love
I'll still get hurt
I hurt again
But I'm waiting for someone to make it

Rape me!
Use yourself up!
I left you two days!
Come on, rape me, bitch!

Rape me!
Use yourself up!
I left you two days!
Come on, rape me, bitch!

I hate your tenderness
I hate your charms
I hate your exclamations
For some reason I hate you all and completely

Rape me!
Use yourself up!
I left you two days!
Come on, rape me, bitch!

Rape me!
Use yourself up!
I left you two days!
Come on, rape me, bitch!
Come on, try to do it, bitch!



All comments from YouTube:

@askernerys843

2021... Досі сірість його треків актуальна, десятий рік актуальності для мене. Дякую ТОЛу за їх роботу.

@RikkiTikkiChannel

Сьогодні актуальний трек ВОР як ніколи. Ви робили краще музло, що я чув в нашому просторі.

@user-lu7pq9we3y

ЭТО !!! наш 2007 !!! )) круто было...

@MrPiven

Любомир Олощук ДААааа!!! 2007

@alexkruger9036

Cпасибо всем, кто присутствовал

@alexandrsivacky3495

Який 2007 я тол ще на касетах слухав)

@vantagnik9444

Ну ка сейчас вы ещё живы:)? Тут именно так:)

@dusskpolitov2483

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FCaHJuPOf4

@dianalacri682

2020, а я до тепер пам’ятаю слова )

@user-dn5fs9vn1u

Мені все одно буде боляче

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