Kill Me
♫ The Pretty Reckless Lyrics


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Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone

Let me open up the discussion with
I'm not impressed
With any mother fucking word I say
See I lied that I cried
When he came inside
And now I'm burning a highway Hades

Shut the fuck up
When I'm trying to think
I gotta keep my concentration
Give me one more drink
And then I'll try to remember all the advice
That my good book told me

And all the lost souls say
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
(Kill me just kill me)
Or get me out of the sun
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
(Kill me just kill me)
Someone get me out of the sun

Drugs, bars, backseats of cars blowing boys
What a boring life I've led so far
Just a prime thirteen
When I rode his machine
Tried to keep my body dirty
And my eyes closed and clean

So with a wink
And a smile and a vial of meth
I took his hand
And then we walked through the shadow of death
And then I tried to remember all the advice that my teacher told me

And all the lost souls say
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
(Kill me just kill me)
Or get me out of the sun
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
(Kill me just kill me)
And get me out of the sun
Someone get me out of the sun
Someone get me out of the sun

Deep, deeper, deeper inside
Pull the wool nice and tight
So that it covers your eyes
Can't find a god, love, Jesus, father
I don't even care that much
So why do I even bother?

So let me just end how I was gonna begin
Don't waste your time waiting 'cause I'm going back in
Now if I could just remember all the advice that my mother told me

And all the
And all the lost souls say
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
(Kill me just kill me)
Or get me out of the sun
Every day I wake up
Every day I wake up alone
(Kill me just kill me)
Just get me out of the sun
(Kill me just kill me)
Someone get me out of the sun




(Kill me just kill me)
Someone get me out of the sun

Overall Meaning

The Pretty Reckless’s song Kill Me is a strikingly honest and dark portrayal of someone struggling with addiction and the emptiness it brings. The opening lines set the tone for the rest of the song, emphasizing the loneliness and isolation the singer experiences on a daily basis. The line, “Let me open up the discussion with I'm not impressed with any motherfucking word I say” suggests a deep sense of self-loathing and frustration with oneself.


The second verse delves deeper into the addiction, with the singer referencing drugs, bars, and sexual encounters. The line “Just a prime thirteen when I rode his machine” hints at the singer’s age at the time of her first sexual encounter, suggesting trauma and a loss of innocence. The reference to “the shadow of death” further highlights the darkness and danger of the lifestyle the singer is living.


The chorus, “Every day I wake up alone, or kill me, just kill me” is a haunting repetition that emphasizes the desperation and hopelessness the singer is feeling. The final verse ties together the themes of the song, emphasizing the search for identity and the lack of direction. The line “Can’t find a god, love, Jesus, father, I don’t even care that much, so why do I even bother” highlights the singer's sense of aimlessness and lack of purpose.


Overall, Kill Me is a powerful and raw look at the struggles of addiction and the associated feelings of loneliness, anger, and despair.


Line by Line Meaning

Every day I wake up
The singer wakes up every day, indicating that she is stuck in the same routine and feeling trapped in her life.


Every day I wake up alone
The singer wakes up alone every day, emphasizing her feelings of loneliness and isolation.


Let me open up the discussion with
The singer wants to start a conversation and share her thoughts.


I'm not impressed
The artist is unimpressed with herself and her life, feeling that she is not living up to her potential.


With any mother fucking word I say
The artist feels that her words are meaningless and not worth listening to.


See I lied that I cried
The singer admits to lying about her emotions, pretending to be upset when she is not.


When he came inside
The singer is referring to a sexual encounter with someone she does not actually care about.


And now I'm burning a highway Hades
The artist is on a destructive path, feeling like she is in a hellish place and cannot escape.


Shut the fuck up
The artist is frustrated and wants others to stop talking and distracting her.


When I'm trying to think
The artist needs to concentrate and focus her thoughts.


I gotta keep my concentration
The singer needs to maintain her focus in order to achieve her goals.


Give me one more drink
The artist uses alcohol as a coping mechanism to deal with her problems and forget her troubles.


And then I'll try to remember all the advice
The singer feels like she has received advice from others but struggles to apply it to her own life.


That my good book told me
The singer is likely referring to religious or self-help literature that she has read in the past.


And all the lost souls say
The singer feels like she is surrounded by other lost and struggling individuals.


Drugs, bars, backseats of cars blowing boys
The artist has engaged in reckless and self-destructive behavior, using drugs and engaging in casual sex as a way to escape her problems.


What a boring life I've led so far
The artist is disillusioned with her life, feeling like she has not accomplished anything meaningful and is stuck in a rut.


Just a prime thirteen
The singer is reflecting on a past experience, likely referring to a sexual encounter she had when she was younger.


When I rode his machine
The singer is referencing a sexual encounter with a partner who was in control.


Tried to keep my body dirty
The artist intentionally engages in risky sexual behavior.


And my eyes closed and clean
The artist keeps her eyes closed during sex as a way to avoid facing the reality of what she's doing.


So with a wink
The artist is flirting and being playful, but likely masking her true feelings and intentions.


And a smile and a vial of meth
The singer is using drugs as a way to cope with her problems and escape reality.


I took his hand
The artist is engaging in risky behavior and following someone else's lead.


And then we walked through the shadow of death
The singer feels like she is on a dangerous and self-destructive path in life.


And then I tried to remember all the advice that my teacher told me
The singer is reflecting on advice she has received in the past, but struggling to apply it to her current situation.


Deep, deeper, deeper inside
The singer is struggling with deep-rooted emotional issues and is feeling overwhelmed.


Pull the wool nice and tight
The artist is trying to ignore or hide her problems and emotions.


So that it covers your eyes
The artist doesn't want to face the truth and is hiding from reality.


Can't find a god, love, Jesus, father
The singer is struggling to find meaning in life and is feeling lost and alone.


I don't even care that much
The singer is feeling apathetic and disconnected from her life and emotions.


So why do I even bother?
The artist is questioning why she even tries to make a change in her life when it feels so difficult and pointless.


Let me just end how I was gonna begin
The artist wants to end the conversation or discussion and move on to something else.


Don't waste your time waiting 'cause I'm going back in
The artist doesn't want others to wait around for her or expect her to change her behavior or mindset.


Just get me out of the sun
The sun is likely a metaphor for the harsh reality of life, and the singer wants to escape and avoid facing it.


Someone get me out of the sun
The artist is feeling lost and hopeless and wants someone to help her escape her current situation.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: BEN PHILLIPS, KATO KHANDWALA, TAYLOR MOMSEN

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@user-wr5es8xb4w

Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody mixed my medicine

Well you hurt where you sleep and you sleep where you lie
Now you're in deep and now you're gonna cry
Got a woman to your left
And a boy to your right
You start to sweat so
Hold me tight 'cause

Somebody mixed my medicine
I don't know what I'm on
Somebody mixed my medicine
Now baby its all gone
Somebody mixed my medicine
And somebody's in my head again
And somebody mixed my medicine again, again

Well I drink what you leak and I smoke what you sigh
See you cross the room with that look in your eye
Got a man to his left and a girl to his right
You start to sweat so
Hold me tight 'cause

Somebody mixed my medicine
I don't know what I'm on
Somebody mixed my medicine
Now baby its all gone
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody's in my head again
And somebody mixed my medicine again, again

There's a tiger in the room and a baby in the closet
Pour another drink mom I don't even want it
Then I turn around and think I see someone that looks like you

Well you hurt where you sleep and you sleep where you lie
Now you're in deep and now you're gonna cry
Got a woman to your left
And a boy to your right
You start to sweat so
Hold me tight 'cause

Somebody mixed my medicine
I don't know what I'm on
Somebody mixed my medicine
Now baby its all gone
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody's in my head again again
And somebody mixed my medicine
Again, again, again
Again, again, again
Again, again, again
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody mixed my medicine
Somebody mixed my medicine



All comments from YouTube:

@dissadistfied

Her eyes are so captivating

@amygriffiths7920

Melek xo it is the eye makeup

@hmc2s

Yes and her music just plain sucks.

@dissadistfied

hmc2s i didnt ask

@dissadistfied

Amy Griffiths no it’s her eyes..

@KimiRhavenrose

She's so captivating

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@youthrevolt8021

This song is like I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me

@natty5861

Marilyn Manson <3

@bran597

if drugs cane up and offered them selfes first id b like ok who did wat to my drink im seeing shit here xD haha and then id take any drug that offered itself while with obvious exceptions like heroin and shit like that, i like to enjoy myself not lay there and die on the couch for a few, and i hate needles anyways :P lol

@YoRonaYoDuUild

HAHAHAH sooo true

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