Boku Note
スキマスイッチ Lyrics

耳を澄ますと微かに聞こえる雨の音
When I listen carefully, I can faintly hear the sound of rain

思いを綴ろうと ここに座って言葉探してる
I sit here trying to put my thoughts into words, searching for the right ones

考えて書いてつまずいて 消したら元通り
I think, I write, I stumble, and if I erase it, it's back to square one

12時間経って並べたもんは 紙クズだった
After twelve hours, what I lined up turned out to be just scraps of paper

君に伝えたくて 巧くはいかなくて
I wanted to tell you, but it didn't go smoothly

募り積もる感情は膨れてゆくだけ 吐き出すこともできずに
The growing emotions inside me just continue to swell, without being able to let them out

今僕の中にある言葉のカケラ
Now, inside me, there are fragments of words

喉の奥 鋭く尖って突き刺さる
They sharply pierce deep into my throat

キレイじゃなくたって 少しずつだっていいんだ
Even if it's not perfect, it's okay to gradually piece them together

この痛みをただ形にするんだ
I just want to give form to this pain

何をしても続かない子供の頃の僕は 「これぞってモノ」って聞かれても 答えに困っていた
When I was a child who couldn't stick with anything, even when asked about something I really liked, I struggled to answer

そんな僕にでも 与えられたものがあると言うんなら 迷い立ち止まった自分自身も 信じていたいな
If you say that even someone like me was given something, I want to believe in the self that hesitated and stopped

僕がいるこの場所は 少し窮屈だけど 愛に満ちた表情でぬくもり溢れて
The place where I am is a little cramped but filled with the warmth of love in the expressions

そして君の声がする
And I hear your voice

足元に投げ捨てたあがいた跡も もがいてる自分も全部僕だから
The traces of struggles I threw away at my feet, and the part of me that is still struggling, they are all me

抱えている想いを ひたすらに叫ぶんだ
I will shout out the feelings I hold within me wholeheartedly

その声の先に君がいるんだ
You are at the other end of that voice

耳を澄ますと確かに聞こえる僕の音
When I listen carefully, I can definitely hear my own sound

空は泣き止んで雲が切れていく
The sky stops crying, and the clouds begin to part

今僕が紡いでいく言葉のカケラ
Now, I am weaving together fragments of words

一つずつ折り重なって うたになる
They fold and overlap one by one, becoming a song

キレイじゃなくたって 少しずつだっていいんだ
Even if it's not perfect, it's okay to gradually piece them together

光が差し込む この声が枯れるまで歌い続けて
Let the light shine in, and keep singing until this voice goes hoarse

君に降る悲しみなんか 晴らせればいい
I hope to dispel the sadness that falls upon you

ありのままの僕を君に届けたいんだ
I want to deliver my true self to you

探していたものは 目の前にあった
What I was searching for was right in front of my eyes