Mask
上原あずみ Lyrics


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誰かの為に生きてく事なんて
間違ってる気がしたけど

周りが口にする様な
「イイコ」になろうとしていた

「イイコ」なんかになれないとしても
こんな私でもここに居る意味あるの

一人がとてもとても淋しいのに
誰とも一緒に居たくない

そんな冷たい夜には
自分を傷つけは泣いた

あの子みたいになれない事も
時に迷うのも悪い訳じゃないよね

いつになったら本当の私を見てくれる
気付かないフリなんてしないで 愛が欲しい

誰かみたいになれと言われても
私は私 他の誰でもないの





どんな場所でも 生き抜いてゆくよ
自分くらいね 自分で守ってくの

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of 上原あずみ's song "Mask" explore the struggle of living for others versus living for oneself. The singer initially feels that living for someone else is a mistake, but is pressured by those around her to try to be the "good girl" that everyone wants her to be. However, even if she can't be that perfect person, the singer questions and seeks her own sense of purpose and value. The singer is also paradoxically lonely but doesn't want to be around anyone, and in those cold, isolated moments, resorts to self-harm and crying. The singer acknowledges that she sometimes doubts herself and doesn't have all the answers, but that doesn't mean she's inherently wrong or bad. She just wants to be seen and loved for who she truly is, without anyone pretending not to notice her. The singer recognizes that she is unique and irreplaceable, and will persevere no matter what, always protecting herself.


The song is thought-provoking and raw, with the singer examining her own identity and worth. It highlights the difficult balance between pleasing others and finding one's own path, and the weight of loneliness and insecurity. The lyrics also underline the importance of self-care and investing in oneself. Overall, "Mask" encourages listeners to be authentic and to appreciate their own value, rather than trying to fit into someone else's expectations.


Line by Line Meaning

誰かの為に生きてく事なんて
I felt like living for someone else was a mistake


間違ってる気がしたけど
but I couldn't help thinking it was wrong


周りが口にする様な
Trying to be the kind of "good girl"


「イイコ」になろうとしていた
that everyone around me talks about


「イイコ」なんかになれないとしても
Even if I can't become that "good girl"


こんな私でもここに居る意味あるの
does that mean there's still meaning to my existence?


一人がとてもとても淋しいのに
Even though being alone is so lonely


誰とも一緒に居たくない
I don't want to be with anyone


そんな冷たい夜には
On nights like that, so cold


自分を傷つけは泣いた
I cried, hurting myself even more


あの子みたいになれない事も
It's okay to sometimes feel lost,


時に迷うのも悪い訳じゃないよね
and it's okay not to be like that other person


いつになったら本当の私を見てくれる
When will someone truly see me for me


気付かないフリなんてしないで 愛が欲しい
Please don't pretend not to notice me, I want love


誰かみたいになれと言われても
Even if people tell me to be like someone else


私は私 他の誰でもないの
I am me, no one else


どんな場所でも 生き抜いてゆくよ
I'll survive anywhere


自分くらいね 自分で守ってくの
I'll protect myself, just like me




Writer(s): 上原 あずみ, 川島 だりあ

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Comments from YouTube:

@madoromi_ch

ずっと忘れていましたが、高校生の時にハマっていた曲です。川島だりやさん作曲の上原あずみ曲は名曲が多かった気がします。「Never free」とかとても懐かしいです。

@user-pi8nn5ep6b

私も、この歌の歌詞のように、もっと、こんな私だけれど自分に素直に、なれたらいいのになあ…と想いました…🏡🏞️

@eddywong2071

记得是2003年在一个音像店里买到这张单曲CD,因为封面好看,便宜所以买了,因为非常好听,后来还去淘了《無色》CD,现在听真是怀旧啊~~

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