In late 2002, Tsuchiya joined with ex-Oblivion Dust member Kaz Iwaike to form Spin Aqua. They released three singles, one album, and one video collection before Anna announced in November 2003 that she was pregnant (at age 19) by husband Joshua (another half-Japanese model) and was leaving the band. In February 2004, Anna gave birth to a baby boy. It was announced in early July of 2006 that Anna and Joshua divorced. Tsuchiya gained custody over their child.
Anna was quiet musically until 2005, when she announced plans to go solo for the first time. On August 24, 2005 she released her first independent mini-album, Taste My Beat under AVEX's sub-label, Mad Pray Records. She released a single called SLAP THAT NAUGHTY BODY/MY FATE on March 23, 2006. She also released her first remix album, Taste My xxxremixxxxxxx!!!!!!!! Beat Life! on the same day. Her solo music style consists of a loud J-rock style, sometimes so loud that her voice seems to be consumed by the background music. Most of her songs consist of either completely English or mixed English and Japanese lyrics.
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When I heard the loud guitar
Of the band you used to hate
You said so on our date
Well the song was really bad
But it made me think of you
I believe that what we had
I don't wanna know the reason why you ran away
I don't wanna show the tears I shed on you
I'm moving on
I know I'm done
I'll find a place where I belong
I'm not afraid
Just like you said
I've been disgraced just far too long
Why was it wrong to stay with you
Why was it wrong to love you back
I'm not the one who chose this way
I'm not the one who pulled you back
And now
I'm still here
Without you
I was going for a walk
When you called this afternoon
"I don't know if we should talk
But I have to see you soon"
Well you know that it's too late
I have grown away from you
And I closed my iron gate
I'm better off alone
I don't wanna know the reason why you turned away
I don't wanna show the blood I shed for you
I'm moving on
I know I'm done
I won't look back until you're gone
I'm not afraid
Just like you said
I'll find my peace under the sun
Why was it wrong to touch your face
Why was it wrong to keep my space
I'm not the one who put you down
I'm not the one who let you frown
But now
I'm still here
Without you
I know people like the games
You can't make them stay the same
I don't see how love can end
We should all stop to pretend
No more lies and no more pain
I can't stop the fate again
I will find my peace somewhere
I will find a way - so I'll smile
I'm moving on
I'm not afraid
I'll find a place where I belong
I know I'm done
Just like you said
I've been disgraced just far too long
Why was it wrong to stay with you
Why was it wrong to love you back
I'm not the one who chose this way
I'm not the one who pulled you back
And now
I'm still here
Without you
These lyrics depict a person who reflects on a past relationship that ended. The singer reminisces about a time when they were driving and heard a song by a band that their ex-partner disliked, but it reminded them of the person. Despite acknowledging that the song was not good, it triggered memories and made them realize that their relationship was special. The singer expresses their pain and confusion about why the other person left, but also asserts their determination to move on and find their own place where they feel they belong. They refuse to dwell on the reasons behind the breakup or show their emotions, instead choosing to focus on self-growth and finding happiness without the ex-partner. The lyrics convey a sense of strength, resilience, and a willingness to let go of the past to embrace a brighter future.
Line by Line Meaning
I was driving in my car
I was going about my daily life
When I heard the loud guitar
When I encountered something that reminded me of you
Of the band you used to hate
Of something that you strongly disliked
You said so on our date
You expressed your dislike during our time together
Well the song was really bad
While the thing I encountered wasn't impressive
But it made me think of you
It triggered memories of you
I believe that what we had
I have a strong conviction about our past relationship
Was a miracle of two
It was a beautiful and rare connection between us
I don't wanna know the reason why you ran away
I prefer not to know why you left
I don't wanna show the tears I shed on you
I don't want to reveal the sorrow I experienced because of you
I'm moving on
I am progressing forward
I know I'm done
I am aware that our chapter has ended
I'll find a place where I belong
I will discover a suitable environment for myself
I'm not afraid
I am not fearful
Just like you said
As you once mentioned
I've been disgraced just far too long
I have endured humiliation for an extensive period
Why was it wrong to stay with you
Why was it deemed unacceptable to remain by your side
Why was it wrong to love you back
Why was it considered erroneous to reciprocate your love
I'm not the one who chose this way
I am not responsible for the path we took
I'm not the one who pulled you back
I am not the cause of your setbacks
And now
At present
I'm still here
I am still existing
Without you
Without your presence
I was going for a walk
I was heading out for a leisurely stroll
When you called this afternoon
When you contacted me during the day
"I don't know if we should talk
"I'm uncertain if we should have a conversation
But I have to see you soon"
But I feel a need to meet you soon"
Well, you know that it's too late
However, you are aware that it is now past the appropriate time
I have grown away from you
I have distanced myself from you
And I closed my iron gate
And I shut off any possibility of reconciliation
I'm better off alone
I am in a better state when by myself
I don't wanna know the reason why you turned away
I prefer not to discover why you turned your back on me
I don't wanna show the blood I shed for you
I don't want to reveal the pain and sacrifice I endured for you
I'm moving on
I am progressing forward
I know I'm done
I am aware that our chapter has ended
I won't look back until you're gone
I will not turn my gaze back until you are no longer in my life
I'm not afraid
I am not fearful
Just like you said
As you once mentioned
I'll find my peace under the sun
I will discover serenity in the warmth of the sun
Why was it wrong to touch your face
Why was it considered inappropriate to caress your face
Why was it wrong to keep my space
Why was it deemed incorrect to maintain personal boundaries
I'm not the one who put you down
I am not the person who belittled you
I'm not the one who let you frown
I am not the individual who allowed your sadness
But now
However, at this moment
I'm still here
I am still existing
Without you
Without your presence
I know people like the games
I understand that individuals enjoy playing games
You can't make them stay the same
It is impossible to make them remain unchanged
I don't see how love can end
I cannot comprehend how love can come to an end
We should all stop to pretend
We should all cease pretending
No more lies and no more pain
There will be no more deception and suffering
I can't stop the fate again
I cannot defy destiny once more
I will find my peace somewhere
I will locate tranquility in some place
I will find a way - so I'll smile
I will discover a path that allows me to smile
I'm moving on
I am progressing forward
I'm not afraid
I am not fearful
I'll find a place where I belong
I will discover a suitable environment for myself
I know I'm done
I am aware that our chapter has ended
Just like you said
As you once mentioned
I've been disgraced just far too long
I have endured humiliation for an extensive period
Why was it wrong to stay with you
Why was it deemed unacceptable to remain by your side
Why was it wrong to love you back
Why was it considered erroneous to reciprocate your love
I'm not the one who chose this way
I am not responsible for the path we took
I'm not the one who pulled you back
I am not the cause of your setbacks
And now
At present
I'm still here
I am still existing
Without you
Without your presence
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