She releases new albums each year, featuring lyrics and melodies which she composes herself. She likes to experiment with various music styles (from electro to soft ballads, eurobeat or heavy rock) but her overall style is pop/rock.
She is also known for having composed and/or performed anime songs for various series including Revolutionary Girl Utena, Slayers, Sorcerer Hunters, Magic User's Club, Jungle de Ikou, Scrapped Princess, Akihabara Dennou Gumi, and Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters.
She also contributes to the JAM Project and r.o.r/s (an acronym for "Reflections of Renaissance/Sounds.)
CHAOS
奥井雅美 Lyrics
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何も聞こえない世界で
何もいらない
ただあなたとひとつになりたい"
「いつか奪られたり 離れたり...」
そんな不安抱いて
何故過ごしている? 心持ってる?
誰か答えて
but never say "forever"
確かなものなんて何処にもない
そんなことわかってる
刹那は背中合わせ
出会いそして別れは私を
オトナに変えてくれた
でもそれは罪深い願いにまで...
そっと口紅ひいた鏡のむこうで
愛される夢見た小さな心は泣いてる
彼が好きだった長い髪
ずっと切れずにいた
独りの時間は少女の夢を
とけるほど燃やした
Never say
"I love you" and "forever"
言葉にするほど崩れて行く
そんなことわかってる
だから背中合わせ
「いらない...ひとつになりたい...」
願いは密かに生れ落ちた
止められない
ピリオドは灰になった
誰か教えてお願い
I miss you and need you forever
確かなものなんて何処にもない
そんなことわかってて
刹那は背中合わせ
出会いそして別れは私を
オトナに変えていった
いつの日か罪深い願いよ叶え
The lyrics to 奥井雅美's song "CHAOS" convey a sense of longing and vulnerability in a world where nothing can be seen or heard. The singer expresses a desire to be one with someone, stating that they don't need anything else but that person. There is a feeling of insecurity and questioning, as the singer wonders why they continue to hold on to anxiety and uncertainties. They ask for someone to answer their questions and explain why they say "I miss you" but never say "forever."
The lyrics suggest that nothing is certain and the singer is aware of this fact. They understand that moments are fleeting and often filled with both beginnings and endings, which have transformed them into an adult. However, these experiences are seen as a sinful and deep longing.
In another scene depicted in the lyrics, the singer stands in front of a mirror, gently applying lipstick, while their small heart that once dreamt of being loved is crying. The mention of their long hair, which they never cut despite their love's departure, signifies a sense of holding on to the past. The solitary time they spent has burned their dreams into ashes.
The lyrics continue to emphasize that expressing feelings like "I love you" and "forever" only leads to their destruction. The singer is well aware of this reality and accepts it. The longing to be one with someone is born secretly, and the unstoppable desire makes the period turn into ashes.
Overall, the lyrics of "CHAOS" explore themes of longing, uncertainty, and the fleeting nature of relationships. It portrays the emotional confusion and vulnerability of the singer while questioning the meaning and stability of love.
Line by Line Meaning
何も見えない
In a world where nothing can be seen
何も聞こえない世界で
In a world where nothing can be heard
何もいらない
I don't need anything
ただあなたとひとつになりたい
I just want to become one with you
「いつか奪られたり 離れたり...」
"Being taken away or separated someday..."
そんな不安抱いて
Holding onto such anxiety
何故過ごしている? 心持ってる?
Why am I living like this? Do I have a heart?
誰か答えて
Somebody please answer me
You say "I miss you",
You say "I miss you",
but never say "forever"
but never say "forever"
確かなものなんて何処にもない
There is no such thing as certainty anywhere
そんなことわかってる
I know that
刹那は背中合わせ
Moments are back-to-back
出会いそして別れは私を
Encounters and farewells have transformed me
オトナに変えてくれた
Into an adult
でもそれは罪深い願いにまで...
But it has become a sinful desire...
そっと口紅ひいた鏡のむこうで
Softly, on the other side of the mirror where I applied lipstick
愛される夢見た小さな心は泣いてる
My small heart that dreamt of being loved is crying
彼が好きだった長い髪
The long hair that he liked
ずっと切れずにいた
I never cut it off
独りの時間は少女の夢を
The time alone burned up the dreams of a girl
とけるほど燃やした
Until they melted away
Never say
Never say
"I love you" and "forever"
"I love you" and "forever"
言葉にするほど崩れて行く
They crumble away as soon as they are spoken
そんなことわかってる
I know that
だから背中合わせ
So, back-to-back
「いらない...ひとつになりたい...」
"I don't need... I want to become one..."
願いは密かに生れ落ちた
A secret wish was born
止められない
It cannot be stopped
ピリオドは灰になった
The period turned into ashes
誰か教えてお願い
Somebody please tell me
I miss you and need you forever
I miss you and need you forever
確かなものなんて何処にもない
There is no such thing as certainty anywhere
そんなことわかってて
I know that
刹那は背中合わせ
Moments are back-to-back
出会いそして別れは私を
Encounters and farewells have transformed me
オトナに変えていった
Into an adult
いつの日か罪深い願いよ叶え
Someday, grant my sinful wish
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: 雅美 奥井
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