追想
寺尾紗穂 Lyrics


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突然あなたから 別れの言葉
背中に刺された時 頭の中では
想い出走り出し 稲妻のような
目眩に心は 白く変わっていった

逃げるようなあなたの靴音
じっと耳で追いかけながら
部屋にはひとり涙の中で
手首を見つめた私が居た

お願いお願い夢なら醒めて
消え行く意識の中で私は
あなたの面影抱きしめながら
何度も何度も祈ってた

渇いた砂のように 音もなく崩れる
なんて終わりなの 信じられないわ
今 命の灯が... 消えそう...

幾たび暗く冷たい 夢にうなされ
目覚めた時に 涙こみ上げたのは
あなたを失くした 悲しさではなく
意気地のない心... 弱虫な私の

でも今あんなにも憎んでた
手首の傷さえ懐かしく
右手で隠す癖も忘れて
むしろ誇りにさえ感じています

生きているという素晴らしさを
逆にあなたから教えられた
本当にもう悔やんではいない
あなたと歩いた青春を

ありがとう...
捨てられて 私は変わった




今こそ あなたを 乗り越えられそう
生きて いてよかった あなた...

Overall Meaning

The song 追想 starts with the singer narrating about receiving sudden words of separation from someone they are close to. The pain of it is described to be so intense that the memory of it runs like lightning in their mind, causing dizziness, and turning their heart white. The following verses describe the singer's state of mind, as they follow the sound of the departing person's shoes, and crying alone in the room, looking at their own wrist - perhaps contemplating self-harm. The chorus talks about the singer's desperate plea to wake up from the disappearing consciousness, and how they held onto the memory of the other person's face, praying repeatedly.


The second verse talks more about the singer's emotional state of mind after the separation, how they had nightmares and tears when they woke up, alluding to the fact that they had lost the other person not only physically but emotionally. The lyrics mention how the singer used to hate the wrist wound left by the other person, but has now forgotten the habit of hiding it and even feels proud of it. The song ends with the lines thanking the other person for showing them the beauty of life, even after being thrown away, and finally being able to overcome the hurt.


Overall, the song seems to depict the aftermath of a painful breakup and the emotions of the person left behind.


Line by Line Meaning

突然あなたから 別れの言葉
You suddenly gave me your final goodbye


背中に刺された時 頭の中では
When you stabbed me in the back, in my mind,


想い出走り出し 稲妻のような
Memories raced and flashed like a lightning


目眩に心は 白く変わっていった
My heart turned white with dizzying sensation


逃げるようなあなたの靴音
Your footsteps were running away like escaping


じっと耳で追いかけながら
I listened closely and followed silently


部屋にはひとり涙の中で
I was alone in my room with tears falling


手首を見つめた私が居た
I was staring at my wrist


お願いお願い夢なら醒めて
Please wake me up if this is just a dream


消え行く意識の中で私は
I am fading away in my consciousness


あなたの面影抱きしめながら
I embrace the image of you tightly


何度も何度も祈ってた
I prayed over and over again


渇いた砂のように 音もなく崩れる
Crumbled down like dry sand without a sound


なんて終わりなの 信じられないわ
What an ending, I cannot believe it


今 命の灯が... 消えそう...
Now, it seems like my life light is fading


幾たび暗く冷たい 夢にうなされ
Numerous times, I was spooked by the cold dream


目覚めた時に 涙こみ上げたのは
When I woke up, my tears started to rise


あなたを失くした 悲しさではなく
I was not sad about losing you


意気地のない心... 弱虫な私の
I was embarrassed of my weak and timid heart


でも今あんなにも憎んでた
But now I miss the hate I had for you


手首の傷さえ懐かしく
Even the scar on my wrist became nostalgic


右手で隠す癖も忘れて
I forgot the habit of hiding it with my right hand


むしろ誇りにさえ感じています
Instead, I feel proud of it


生きているという素晴らしさを
I learned the beauty of being alive


逆にあなたから教えられた
Ironically, I learned it from you


本当にもう悔やんではいない
I genuinely do not regret it anymore


あなたと歩いた青春を
The youth I spent with you


ありがとう...
Thank you...


捨てられて 私は変わった
Abandoned, I have changed


今こそ あなたを 乗り越えられそう
Now, I feel I can overcome you


生きて いてよかった あなた...
I am glad that you are living...




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