イジメテミタイ
杏子 Lyrics

The lyrics of 杏子's song イジメテミタイ (Ijimete mitai) talks about a sexual relationship that has a dominant and submissive power dynamic. The chorus of the song, "Motto motto hageshiku ijimete mitai, itsumademo itsumademo dakishimete itai" (I want to be bullied more and more fiercely, I want to be held forever and ever), emphasizes the longing for a forceful and violent relationship. The lyrics further suggest that the singer is not satisfied with their usual sex life and wants to explore their desires beyond the usual standards of society, boldly stating "Kono yarikata mo suki deshou" (You like this way too, don't you?). The singer's repeated apologies in the song suggest a guilt-ridden desire for a forbidden relationship.

The song is controversial and has garnered criticism for its lyrics that appear to promote violence against women. However, 杏子 has stated that the song is not exclusively about sexual violence, but it instead is meant to represent any kind of intense relationship, whether it is physical or emotional. The song's lyrics are written in a way that invites a wide range of interpretations.