Trauma
浜崎あゆみ [Ayumi Hamasaki] Lyrics


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今日のうれしかった顏 今日の悲しかった顏
きのう弱かった自分と 明日きっと強い自分と
あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい

時間なんてものはとても 時として残酷で
でもその残酷さゆえに 今が創られて

人を求めやまないのは 一瞬の解放が
やがて訪れる恐怖に勝っているから

足元で搖れている花にさえ 気付かないままで
通り過ぎてきた私は鏡に 向かえなくなっている

今日のうれしかった顏 今日の悲しかった顏
きのう癒された傷と今日深く開いた傷を
あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい

与えられた自分だけの 正気と狂気があって
そのどちらも否定せずに 存在するなら

ムダなもの 溢れてしまったもの 役立たないものも
迷わずに選ぶよ そう 私が私であるためにね

幸せの基準はいつも 自分のものさしで 決めてきたから

今日のうれしかった顏 今日の悲しかった顏




きのう癒された傷が今日開きだしたとしても
あなたなら誰に見せれる 私ならあの人に見せたい

Overall Meaning

These lyrics to Ayumi Hamasaki's song "Trauma" express a range of emotions and the struggle between one's inner strength and vulnerability. The lyrics speak about the different faces we present to the world, the happiness and sadness that we experience each day, and the constant battle between our past weaknesses and our future strength. The singer wonders who she should show her true self to and who she should seek validation from.


The lyrics also touch upon the cruelty of time and how it can shape our present reality. Despite the fleeting moments of liberation we seek from others, the fear that inevitably comes with those moments eventually triumphs. The song reveals a failure to notice the fragile beauty around, as the singer becomes unable to face herself in the mirror, perhaps suggesting a loss of self-awareness or self-acceptance.


Overall, the lyrics of "Trauma" convey the complexities of human emotions, the struggle for self-identity, and the desire for happiness and connection.


Line by Line Meaning

今日のうれしかった顏 今日の悲しかった顏
The face that was happy today, the face that was sad today


きのう弱かった自分と 明日きっと強い自分と
The self that was weak yesterday and the self that will surely be strong tomorrow


あなたなら誰に見せてる 私なら誰に見せればいい
If it's you, who should I show to? If it's me, who should I show?


時間なんてものはとても 時として残酷で
Time is sometimes very cruel


でもその残酷さゆえに 今が創られて
But it is because of that cruelty that the present is created


人を求めやまないのは 一瞬の解放が
The reason I constantly seek people is because of the momentary liberation


やがて訪れる恐怖に勝っているから
Because it overcomes the fear that will eventually come


足元で搖れている花にさえ 気付かないままで
I pass by even the swaying flowers at my feet without noticing


通り過ぎてきた私は鏡に 向かえなくなっている
The me who has been passing by can no longer face the mirror


きのう癒された傷と今日深く開いた傷を
The wounds that were healed yesterday and the wounds that opened deeply today


与えられた自分だけの 正気と狂気があって
Having my own sanity and insanity that were given to me


そのどちらも否定せずに 存在するなら
If I can exist without denying either of them


ムダなもの 溢れてしまったもの 役立たないものも
The unnecessary things, the overflowing things, the useless things


迷わずに選ぶよ そう 私が私であるためにね
I will choose without hesitation, yes, in order to be myself


幸せの基準はいつも 自分のものさしで 決めてきたから
Because I have always determined my own happiness based on my own standards


きのう癒された傷が今日開きだしたとしても
Even if the wounds that were healed yesterday start to open today


あなたなら誰に見せれる 私ならあの人に見せたい
If it's you, who can I show? If it's me, I want to show it to that person




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Ayumi Hamasaki, D.A.I

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